Deep Conversation With Lilith

Finn finally decided to visit Lilith, and talk with her about their kiss, but not before he nervously walked around her house, to make sure if this was a good idea. He could hear she was inside, but he didn't want to enter, because he was afraid of what could happen.

But after coming to a conclusion, Finn knocked on her door, as he felt he was just going to have a friendly conversation with her. Lilith told him to come in, and without much hesitation, Finn opened her door, and had a small scare, when he saw her sitting on the bed, with a suspicious straight position, that was very rare, considering Lilith liked to sit in all sorts of silly positions, because that is what make her feel comfortable.

"What is going on here?" - Finn asked, with a slightly nervous chuckle, as he stared at Lilith sitting in such an unusual way.

"Nothing... I'm just here, waiting for you" - Lilith replied, with a shy smile, before Finn walked in her house, and closed the door behind him, to walk to her, and sit next to her on the bed.

"So... what are we going to talk about?" - Finn asked playfully, as he got comfortable sitting next to Lilith, who was a little nervous, with him getting so close to her, but decided not to say anything, from how shy she already was.

"I don't know... I didn't plan this, I just knew we should probably talk..." - Lilith replied, while looking away, as she was getting more shy, specially when Finn started smiling in his charming manner, that made both Zoey, and Faranne smile always, and even get them turned on.

"Well... why don't we start with the most important thing... I understand if you don't want to answer to this, but I really would like to know why you kissed me... was it an accident or what?" - Finn asked, while trying to be as direct as possible, but also slightly worried, as he saw how Lilith was getting very nervous from his approach, which made him think something greater was going on, and their relationship could change forever, after just this question. But after a long silence, Lilith thought for a while of her response, and even when she was very scared to be honest, she couldn't lie to Finn, and ruin their friendship.

"No, it wasn't... I mean, I just did it... I don't know why... I don't understand it but I did it because I wanted... it’s like... I couldn't contain myself and my body just decided to kiss you... I'm sorry..." - Lilith replied shyly, and slightly scared of what Finn would think of her, after her response, but after avoiding looking at him, and another long, and uncomfortable silence, she was surprised by the way he reacted.

Finn at first felt very confused by what Lilith told him, but after a while of thinking about it, he felt like he understood her in some degree, he could relate with her situation, for some reason, so he tried placing himself in her position, to try to understand the situation better.

"It’s okay... don't worry... you didn't do anything wrong... I just don't understand why you wanted to do that... Do you like, see me in a romantic way or find me attractive?" - Finn asked awkwardly, as he didn't know how to get the answers he wanted from Lilith. He wasn't expecting her to know how to respond, but as he felt like he understood her intentions more, he was very curious to learn her reason of kissing him.

"I-I think... you are definitely cute and I like how you are so friendly and funny... it’s so cool to hang out with you and I find myself smiling or laughing every time you make jokes or just talk with me so... Yea, I think I do like you... but I don't know if it is romantic or not, I just..." - Lilith replied shyly, after spending a long time trying to explain herself. She had never felt so nervous before, and as she had a hard time finding the words to describe what she was feeling, she tried following her heart, and telling Finn everything she felt, in the best way she was capable of.

After her response, Finn started thinking about her words, which seemed all too familiar to him for some reason, like he had heard them before, from himself, but couldn't quite figure it out just yet. Although, he slowly started understanding, as he knew from experience, that it was very difficult to try to repress your own feelings, so he couldn't blame Lilith for liking him, because it was a totally natural, and normal thing. Or at least that's what he thought, from how he couldn't help himself when he fell in love with Zoey, or tried to be more romantic with Faranne.

He empathized with Lilith, as he noticed how she was clearly struggling to express herself with him, so after remembering how Faranne helped him to express his feelings in the past, he felt the need to do the same thing for Lilith, even if her feelings wouldn't be appropriate for the both of them, or their friendship.

"It’s okay, Lilith, you don't need to feel bad for liking me... it’s totally natural... I'm a little flattered actually, but I don't know what to say, it is a little shocking to find out about this, you know?" - Finn replied, with a calm, and reassuring tone, to make Lilith feel better. But in reality, he was very nervous, and even scared of the idea of his catgirl friend liking him romantically, he began wondering what was the best thing he could do.

Finn felt like he liked Lilith, just like she liked him, in the past he had thought of her as a very cute friend most of the time, without looking past her innocence, and playfulness, as he didn't see her as more than a friend. But a few times, he did think of her as attractive, and a really great girl to be around, and talk in more special ways, like romantic dates, similar to what he felt with Zoey. Although he didn't find Lilith that much prettier than her, or even thought of her in any sexual way, at any point in time of their long friendship.

So as Finn felt like he shared Lilith's feelings, he was a little scared to admit it to her, even when he wasn't too sexually attracted to her. But the idea of confessing he liked someone to that person always made him feel nervous, so he took some time to get the courage to respond, specially after he remembered what Faranne had told him. He really wanted to respect Faranne's wish, of not talking to her younger sister, or involving her in any romantic stuff, even less, getting her in the whole polyamory relationship situation, that not even he could understand.

Finn had a hard time thinking if confessing his feelings to Lilith, and expressing himself, was a good idea. He started to get very nervous, at the thought of starting a relationship with his catgirl friend, or just kissing her again, and doing things that could take them further in a romantic direction. It made him realize he could probably ruin his relationship, with both Lilith and Faranne, since the latter warned him not to do anything with her sister, so if he did try to do anything with her, he could risk all of the romantic moments he could share with Faranne on the future. The kissing, the cuddling, spending nights together, making love, or having wild sex with her... it all could go away, if he did anything with her little sister. Or that's what Finn believed, as he took Faranne's word very seriously, since he knew she was very protective over her sister, and wouldn't want anyone touching her.

But right as Lilith started getting worried, that she might have ruined her friendship with Finn, and made things awkward between them, she started moving away from him, before he grabbed her hand gently, and held it, with a soft touch, that made her entire body shudder, with all sorts of feelings, mainly getting nervous from their physical contact.

"Lilith... I feel the same way... I also like you, and I thought about it for a long time but... but I think it would be okay if we like each other or... like if our friendship becomes more romantic or something, you know?" - Finn said, with a soft nervous voice, as he was still very conflicted with the idea of expressing his feelings to Lilith.

"Finn... I-I want..." - Lilith stuttered, as she tried breaking free from her state of shock, and utter confusion. She was just as conflicted as Finn, but mainly because she was filled with all sorts of positive emotions, that she didn't really know how to handle. So after seeing Lilith's reaction, for a brief moment, Finn reconsidered his idea, and tried to back out with regret, as he thought romance between them wouldn't work out, and also because he didn't want to make Faranne upset.

But as he tried standing up, and maybe walking out of her house, Finn was surprised by Lilith, who after she realized she was speechless, and couldn't express her feelings with words, she decided to express herself in a much more simple, direct, and affectionate way, as she quickly leaned in for a kiss. Without letting Finn react to her quick movement, Lilith placed her small lips on his, to try to steal a kiss from him, but as she wasn't expecting much to happen, she was pleasantly surprised, to feel how he received her kiss, with as much affection, and love as she put, to kiss her back.

Finn and Lilith started kissing, by just pressing their lips together, but after she placed her hands on his face, to hold him closer, and kiss him better, he did the same, by rotating his face slightly, so he could be at a better position, to share a deep kiss. So as their kissing turned from sweet, and even wholesome, to more intimate, Finn pulled Lilith's small body, to press it against his, and rub their bodies, as they started getting turned from their erotic kiss. It even caused innocent Lilith to get turned on, and start craving for some sexual action with Finn, as the situation began heating up...