Day 19: Confessions and corrections

Lucas jumped at a sudden knock on the door, before remembering he'd asked—ordered—Eldrin to come by again today. He was about to call out for her to come in, but realized the door was still locked just in time.

At the door, he took a deep breath to steady himself, then opened it.

On the other side, Eldrin stood with his hands clasped in front of him. He wore his normal male clothing, which began to look stranger and stranger to Lucas. More and more, he'd been thinking of Eldrin—Eldwyn—as a girl, a young woman.

"Hello, Eldrin," Lucas said, flashing a smile to put him at ease. "Come in."

"Wait!" Eldrin blurted out. "I... Uh..."

Lucas raised an eyebrow, but Eldrin said no more.

"You want to talk?" Lucas asked.

Eldrin nodded mutely.

"Let's just... sit down, and you can say what you want to. All right?"

Another nod.

Lucas led Eldrin into his library. He gestured at one of the easy chairs and sat down in the other one. Curious about what he had to say, but not wanting to pressure him—for once—Lucas decided to simply wait for Eldrin to organize his thoughts. It didn't take long.

"Why are you doing this?" Eldrin asked.

"Doing what?"

"Treating me like a girl. I mean, you know I have a... Uh, you know." He trailed off nervously, gesturing vaguely at his crotch.

"A dick? Yeah, I've noticed it," Lucas replied with a smirk. "Why, does that bother you? Do you want to stop?"

"No!" Eldrin exclaimed. "I just... I want... I need to know."

The look Eldrin gave him was so heartfelt that he unconsciously drew back from the intensity. They stared at each other for a long time before Lucas sighed.

"The first time I saw you, I was bored, and you seemed an interesting distraction, nothing more. Over the next couple of days, I began to realize I really enjoyed our little adventure, short as it was, and wanted more. I was glad when you approached me again."

"Oh."

Lucas continued. "That's still the case today. If you want the truth, I've always been a little... bossy with my women, especially in bed, and I've never been with a woman who didn't like that. I guess I have a knack for picking them. I could tell you were like that too, from the moment I saw you."

"W-what?" Eldrin squeaked.

"No?" Lucas grinned suggestively. "So if I told you to strip, you'd refuse? What about if I told you to get to your knees again? Or to masturbate in front of me?"

"I... I don't know," Eldrin murmured, shifting his gaze away.

"It's all right." Lucas said gently. "There's nothing wrong with liking those things."

"But... but it's so perverted..."

"So what? I don't see how it harms anyone. Let me ask you something: do you like the things we've been doing together? Be honest."

"I... I do," Eldrin admitted.

"Do you want to stop?"

"No."

"Most people have private perversions that they never dare to act out. Yours are no stranger than anyone else's, and as long as we're both enjoying ourselves, I see no harm to it. Just embrace it. You are a pervert, Eldrin. A little perverted Elf girl. But you're my perverted Elf girl."

"I... I'm your perverted Elf girl," Eldrin whispered, smiling shyly.

"That's it. And don't you forget it."

"I won't."

"Good." Lucas nodded. "So how about you change into your maid uniform? This place doesn't clean itself, you know."

"Yes, sir!" Eldrin bolted upright.

Lucas chuckled under his breath as he watched Eldrin bounce into his bedroom and close the door behind him. He thought for a few minutes about how he'd handled things, not just today, but over the past few weeks. Perhaps taking advantage of a naive, cross-dressing Elf was immoral. He was sure many people would think so. However, for all his uncertainly, Eldrin kept coming back for more. As long as he kept doing that, Lucas figured he was on safe ground.

Eventually, Eldwyn emerged from the bedroom in her maid uniform. Just like before, she looked very sexy in it, her cheeks flush with excitement, her earlier indecision seemingly forgotten. Lucas beckoned her over.

"There are some dishes in the kitchen for you. Wash those first, and then afterwards you can sweep all the rooms."

"Yes, sir," Eldwyn said, even giving a polite little curtsy.

Lucas couldn't repress a smile at the gesture. He wondered if Audrey had taught her that or if she'd picked it up on her own. With a shake of his head he got back into his role, sending her into the kitchen with a haughty wave.

Eldwyn skipped off cheerfully towards it. While listening to her work, Lucas actually managed to read a few pages.

When the splashing of water and the clatter of dishes ended, Eldwyn began sweeping, starting in the kitchen. She saved the library until she'd finished all the other rooms. Having the scantily dressed girl sashaying around him finally broke Lucas' concentration, and he unabashedly stared at her body while she worked, knowing full well she loved the attention.

"I'm finished, sir." She said, half out of breath.

"That was quick," Lucas remarked with a frown. "You won't mind if I check you work, will you?"

"I... Uh, no, sir."

Lucas started in the kitchen, opening a few cupboards at random. It didn't take him long to find stains on a plate and several pots.

"I-I'm sorry, sir, I'll redo them."

Lucas gave no reply. Next, he checked the floor. The kitchen looked tidy enough, but he found a deposit of swept up dust and sand from the road outside underneath his wardrobe.

Eldwyn stood to one side, head bowed. "I... I'm sorry, sir."

"I'm disappointed in you, Eldwyn," Lucas said coldly. "Did you think I would be satisfied with this shoddy performance?"

"I'll do it again, sir. I'll fix it. Just give me another chance!"