Contemplations

There would be many more days like that. Sometimes in public, sometimes just between me and Monica, and on rare occasions even with Lily.

It was a weird relationship, but happy in its own way. Being with Monica was almost intoxicating, and I couldn't help but drown in it.

I still sometimes wonder what could have been. If I had chosen the restaurant for our date. If I had tried to explain why I cheated. If I had run after her and asked for another chance. What my life could have been...