Considerations

I took a moment to calm down while getting back to the table. As well as that had gone, that was fucking nerve-racking. I don't even know where all of that came from, I just went with what came into my head and somehow it worked out??? And now I have to return to my date and act like nothing happened. Not to mention that I set myself up to potentially see Monica again!

I touched the panties in my pocket. Maybe I should dumb them now, no way to explain it if Lily finds out about them.

Do I even want to see Monica again? Spending time with Lily has been amazing so far and it's not like she isn't sexy herself. Her teasing at the table almost pushed me over the edge. Pushing up her breasts, flashing her panties, even how openly she talked about what was happening... Being with her would be interesting for sure.

But Monica was like sex incarnate. Like Aphrodite manifested right before my eyes! Not to mention an almost sure thing, that much was clear. Still... I knew pretty much nothing about her. How would she actually be as a person?

As tempting as it might be, I didn't want to cheat. I would have to figure it out somehow. It was only a first date anyway, maybe the problem would solve itself.