Conflicting thoughts

Lily showered carefully washing two different mens spunk out of her, she had never felt more like a slut and it weighed heavily on her, "I can't believe I cheated on Jason... and I can't believe how much I fucking loved it!" Lily thinks feeling unimaginable levels of guilt, she loved her husband more than anything, but tonight had been one the most intense and exhilarating experiences. Lily knew this was wrong that she deserved the worst for betraying her husband but god fucking damn if she didn't feel alive. These two thoughts fought against each other a mixture of self flagellation and satisfaction, "god what am I going to do" she says softly to herself.

"Took your time" Jason jokes to his wife, "yeah had to clean myself up" Lily says back trying to avoid displaying any of the weight she currently felt in her chest from the guilt. "Yeah I'm sorry about that I didn't realise how backed up I was" Jason says unaware that the majority of the cum coating his dick isn't actually his but was in fact from his bosses far larger load that had been pumped into his wife less than an hour before they fucked. "Haha yeah" Lily says hoping her nervous laugh doesn't give away anything, thankfully for Lily Jason wasn't reading much into anything right now. "Well anyway I need to get a shower" Jason says getting up, Lily avoids eye contact to try and calm her guilt. Once Jason is in the bathroom Lily's phone buzzes with a text, she sees it's from Ray and gets into bed to read it.

R: "I had a great night, looking forward to next time ;)"

L: "we really shouldn't do this again...." Lily's protest felt weak even to herself

R: "not enjoy yourself?"

L: "no it's not that it's Jason. He doesn't deserve this"

R: "he never has to find out ;)"

L: "OMG you're so bad"

R: "does he have any idea?"

L: "I don't think so, but we can't keep going he'll find out"

R: "doubt it if he hadn't figured it out immediately, I think he's just clueless"

Lily hesitates for a second upon reading Ray's most recent text, he wasn't wrong Jason was clueless, he just fucked her creampied cunt and hadn't figured it out

L: "I think you might be right... I didn't get a chance to shower before me and Jason went to bed, he just thought I was super wet" Lily reads over her message, this felt like crossing a line to tell her husband's boss this, however Lily had already crossed the worst line and broke her marriage vows so what was one more as she sends the message.

R: "LMFAO ok that guy will never find out. Next time you should get him to eat you out and see if he notices then. I bet he won't"

L: "I couldn't"

Ray couldn't help but smile at the dispassionate response to his suggestion, if she truly didn't want to do it she would have shut that down hard. The fact that she didn't told him a hell of a lot, Ray goes to type another message pushing it further but his phone buzzes in his hands.

L: "Jason's out the shower, gotta go. Talk soon"

Ray puts down his phone, it's only fair Jason enjoys his time with his wife he thinks, since she's going to be mine soon.