Confessing their Mixed/Confusing Feelings.

BACK IN DIMMESDALE, TURNER RESIDENCE, THE LIVING ROOM

Once again, Timmy sits on the living room’s couch, in same spot he sat before. It was déjà vu for him all over again. At least this time he has not grab one of the couch cushions to scream into it. Like said before, this day is seriously turning into one hell of a rollercoaster ride of twist and turns, and that was not understatement. And the fluttering feel that he been having in his chest and stomach have grown bit stronger than before.

If this continuous, Timmy himself is not even sure what will happen.

Timmy stiffens as he suddenly hears sound of spiller covered feet entering the living room, remained rooted on the spot until he hears and felt that someone sitting down on the couch with him. He slowly turns his head and sees Vicky on the opposite side of the couch. Still wearing the purple bathrobe and having towel wrap around her hair. She trying to look away from him and ignore him, but Timmy can see in the corner her eyes that she was taking a glimpse of him. Timmy felt that he as to say something, but how to start?

"Timmy-Vicky…" Both Vicky and Timmy began at same time, but find their voices caught with in their throats.

"I want-I am…" Both Vicky and Timmy attempt to talk but stop as they realized they were talking over each other.

Timmy raised his hand to signal for Vicky to not to talk and let out a sigh before he starts to talk. "You go first Vicky." Timmy said as he looking at Vicky. "It would be most gentleman thing for me to do, unless you don’t want to." Vicky silently nods in agreement and there were few moments of silence as she tries to think how to put feelings into words what she wanted to say.

"Timmy, I… I am feeling some form of attraction towards you because he reminds me Gah." Vicky confesses shyly, her cheeks blushing with shame and embarrassment.

"Gah? Is he not that Norwegian teenage supermodel?" Timmy said trying sound surprised, but it slowly began too dawn to him what has happened in the Bathroom. Vicky must have been thinking of his Gah persona when she was… pleasuring herself... and either consciously or subconsciously her mind must have realized how similar the 18-year-old Timmy looks to the 16 old teenager with a mind of 10-year-old (AKA a teenage supermodel) he wished himself into so that he could ride the Heart Stopper Roller-coaster. Little part of himself is thankful it was not Old Vicky that realized this, or he would be in deep trouble.

"Yeah, I had crush on him many years ago. I first meet him 8 years ago at the Heart Stopper Roller-coaster in Adrenaland and it was love at first sight for me. I chased him across the park, ride few rides with him." As Vicky recalls her meeting with Gah, Timmy cannot help but grimaced has he also recalls that time. Being chased by love crazed Vicky who swore that she 'will follow you to the end of the Earth! Until someone richer or better looking shows up!'

"I think that I might have even tried to **** him into a **** marriage, but I cannot remember details clearly." Vicky said as a tear start to appear in her conner of eye and guilt filling her voice.

"I have tried to find him again over the years, but it was like he disappeared from the face of Earth, like he never existed." Vicky’s voice starts to crack as more tears start fill her eyes. "The only prove that he ever existed are the Gah calendars, dolls, other merchandise and pictures of him you can buy on the internet."

"And today I realized how much you reminded me so much of him, you are a near mirror image of him with your baby blue eye, brown hair, cute buckteeth and pink hat." Vicky says as she looks at him with heart aching longingly in her eyes, as if she is seeing someone she missed for years, to be in their arms and being hold in their arms. But these also a lot of hesitation and shame in her eyes, she knows he was not the person she loves, that he does not reciprocate those feelings, not matter how much she wants too.

"What kind of horrible Babysitter am I, having feelings and highly inappropriate thoughts towards the one I should watch over and take care off." Vicky says as tears stream from her eyes, and she place her hands on her face. Softly sniffing and crying.

"If it helps, I cannot help but also be attracted to you but… there are…" Timmy says which cause Vicky to stop crying and look up at him with hopeful eyes, but his words flatter for a bit, how can he explain what he is feeling.

Fear of the Old Vicky is pretty deep ingrained, and he know that he cannot overcome it any time soon, nor can he come out and tell the truth to the New Vicky. How will she react to learn she was evil monster, and he used his wish granting fairy godparents to alter her body and mind. She would either think he is completely crazy or hate him for violating her body and mind.

So middle road solution, he will tell bit of the truth but keep most of it a secret, for now. "Let’s say a lot of conflicting feelings and emotions going around in my head and not sure if I fully understand them anymore." Timmy tells Vicky as he taps the side of his head with his index finger and give her a sad smile.

"How about we start over?" Timmy suggested to Vicky. "We become friends first, get known each other better and maybe see where it goes from there?"