Comforts as soon as she notices the tears.

I felt drained of everything by the end, a shell of who I had been only days ago.

"Are you ok pet? I'm sorry but it really was the best way, it's hard for femboys to stay in that state of mind." She finally speaks up as my tears run dry.

I look at her and reply "I understand why Mistress, but it's just hard to face that this is what I'm going to be. I'll just need some time."

"Oh sweetheart, Time is the one thing we don't have, but I'll love you through every rebellious thought, I'll never let you forget that I love you. No matter what I have to do to you."

I tried to take that in a comforting way, some of it was, but it also caused me to shiver in fear.

We ended up falling asleep holding each other and I tried to think of us doing couple's things and our future together.

My earlier fantasies of Sarah and Streaming didn't feel like they fit anymore, but I held onto them in the moment.

Even if only in these moments, with my eyes closed and face in her chest, I could still think of myself as the boyfriend and what that used to mean to me.

It felt nice but I had no illusions that there was no escaping our arrangement, Even If I wanted out and to give up, I was in too deep for that, she really did own me.

So I gave myself into my new fate, or at least tried to.

The next morning Sarah woke me up with a searing kiss and nails running along my spine.

It felt amazing, but also had what I assumed was her desired effect, my body already struggling to have morning wood in my cute pink cage becoming fierce enough to cause me discomfort I couldn't ignore, she giggled at the sound I made.

I knew in that moment, with her body pressing into mine as I came to my senses and her kiss left me panting and her breasts pressed into me.

'This was the life I had given myself to. I never thought someone could make me feel this good and this trapped at the same time.'

"Now come on, it's time for you to start the next step, we only have a few days before I want to have you in front of the cameras for your introduction."

The look in her eye made my cock finally try to retreat, but it couldn't with her fingers tracing patterns on my body, her touch was intoxicating no matter what was going on behind her eyes.

I let her lead me through getting showered, where she teased me while she cleaned through my cage and then had me get on my knees to tease her with kisses.

I wanted to complain about the cage but if she was dedicated enough to do it to herself my complaints would likely fall on deaf ears.

Kissing her cage and licking up her pre-cum did something to my already horny and confused mind.

It felt like I was floating, thoughts of what we did the night before and what she could do to me now kept dancing through my mind as she lead me through the rest of my new morning ritual.

On auto pilot she dressed in another ultra cute outfit, and make-up. While picking up her line of thought.

"I've decided the best thing to do was have you guest star on mine. Once you get a few streams under you, I'll plug your channel and have you start, we'll play a few games together. At some point I'll let you know your ready to do it yourself on a few single player games, I'll be just a texted away if you run into any trouble. Then when we feel like it we can do some cross promotional multiplayer steams."

I was truly impressed and my tone reflected my mood, I would not have guessed she had put so much thought into this already.

I was in way over my head. "Thank you Mistress." I said as we sat down for a small breakfast.

All foods I had been told my whole life were good for me, at the actual correct serving size.

She beamed with pride and a sly smile as she told me, "Its OK to call me Sarah now Sadie, we're out of the bedroom. Now that's out of the way we need to talk about what I said yesterday."

"Oh?" I was a bit nervous. Not sure which of the many things she covered yesterday, but none of them filled me with confidence.

"I meant it when I said You'd be my submissive girlfriend, your safe word is Australia, but know if you use it for anything where your not in actual physical danger, that will be the end of us and me helping you, I'll buy the ticket off you but will hold anything I spend between now and then against you, understand?"

'Fuck. That's harsh but not entirely unexpected,' I thought as I answered, "Yes Mis- Sarah."

"That being said, you have the right to call me out on anything. Its OK to ask questions and voice your fear, as long as you still do what ever I decide afterwards. I get no joy from someone mindlessly obeying me, I need you to want to obey. I want you to look up at me with love over shadowing your fear. So no, I won't be consulting you about my plan, but when I tell you it, I want to hear how you feel as you follow through, you better be prepared to justify any complaints, or you will get a small punishment for wasting time."

She had gotten worked up, clearing imagining something she either did before or was planning to do to me, knowing my luck probably both. Her hand was playing with her breasts and the other was creeping toward her skirt.

She stopped when I grimaced, seeing her act like this had my cock try in vain to raise itself proud.

Despite her words, the visual was hot as fuck.

"Oh honey, is the cage still hurting? don't worry, you'll get used to it and your little buddy will learn not to get hard, its a clitty now. How girls like us show they're horny is by our little clitties leaking. Here taste what being with you has done to me."

Crossing the distance around the table she held her hand out clearly expecting you to clean off her pre-cum soaked hands.

I knew she would get a rush out of dominating me but that didn't change how it affected me.

I justify it, that maybe it was for my own good, the faster I adapted to it, the less she would need push me in embarrassing ways.

The taste was the same as before and she pulled her hand back as I finished, looking up at her for some form of praise. "Good job, now finish your breakfast I have supplements for you to take, everyday, so if I forget I expect you to remind me." she said handing me 5 pills, I recognised what looked like a multivitamin but none of the others.

After my meal, she let me to her car and left.

After driving for a few minutes I realized she wasn't going to tell me were we where going, clearly wanting me to ask, hoping I was reading her right and remembering the new rules that ran my life now, I asked "So where are we going or is it a surprise?"

She grinned, "Not a surprise, not this one at least, we are going to take you to get a look nailed down for everyday use and stream use, yours will likely be similar to each other as I don't want you playing any character other than the cute shy girl you are becoming. Nails, hair, make-up, and jewelry. You know, the works. Then we are hitting up a mall lazer clinic, to get those hairs gone, we'll set up electrolysis appointments later. That should take us most of the day, then we'll just hang out and do a little shopping around the mall for fun and so we can people watch, I'll point out people doing things I want you to emulate."

"Sarah, if we are doing that much walking can I change out these heels for something more practical?" I respond, as I look at the heels on the shoes she had me wear today, she really has the whole day planned out, and I'm just going to let her, but these shoes might be the **** of me.

"Sorry babe, but no, you need to practice, that's why you're wearing them in the first place. Really need to get you able to be stable in those, every time you wobble on them you break character more than you already are. On that note, when we get home I have some homework for you while I do a short stream, I'll be telling everyone about what happened to you and planting the seed that you'll be joining me in a few day, I'm really going to gas them up about such a cutie showing up."

'I don't know how I feel about that, but what homework?' "What do you mean homework? I thought I was doing good so far."

"You're doing amazing, for a guy, we want you so convincing that if it ever does come out that your not, we'll be able to monetize it. Don't worry about the home work, it won't be that hard and you'll be done before bed time."

"What do you mean by monetize it?!" Completely forgetting my first question.

"Well, we want to be in control of that, so if you ever want to we can make money on you coming out, we don't want someone to piece it together and start a shit storm, though those when properly handle can still be profitable, so we will make you more girl most women so there isn't that risk."

"I... I mean, I guess that sounds OK, you'll let me make that decision though, right?" I stutter and ask as we pull into a parking spot at the mall.

She doesn't answer me and starts heading towards the mall and our salon appointment, I rush to catch up, barely remembering to grab my purse.

I struggle to get to her, trying to fast walk like she showed me, its a struggle and by the time I do catch up she's giggling.

"Sarah~" You whine, sounding more like a girl than you even meant to.

"Don't worry kitten-"

'Kitten? that's new, but I don't hate it.'

"- I'll let you make that decision, but did you see how much better you just did while trying to catch up?"

"Yeah, but only because I was worried!" again your voice is higher pitched than normal, it used to always bother you when it would happen sometimes while growing up and it seems to still be there but only when your a little freaked out.

"I know dear, but you did so well, you didn't even look like a guy when you struggled, just like a clumsy girl. You should try to sound like that more often too, that's almost the voice I want you to aim for, we maybe able to avoid surgery for that after all."

'That would be a relief.' It takes you a second for the thought to fully catch up to you. 'Wait, Surgery?! I hope shes kidding or trying to motivate me.' "Oh, ok Sarah." you squeak out, trying stay in that range, and not to let her see how embarrassed you are by her praise.

You fail on both accounts but she doesn't comment on it, clearly glad your trying.

She leads you to the salon, "Hello again ladies, we have an appointment for Sarah and Sadie." she greets as she opens the door.

"Welcome back Miss Sarah, We have everything ready for both of you, we'll be trying a few different looks as we hunt done one that works best, this hair is perfect for every wear already, but we'll find something just a little cuter like you asked. We'll start with a full 'Kawaii Princess' look and then work backwards from there." replies one of the women at the counter.

'Kawaii Princess?' you think as she leads us into a booth with 5 women in it.

"We'll do the usual on you Sarah, but let us get your girlfriend started on her transformation into a princess, Is that ok, dear?" she asked.

"Ok." I stutter, still trying to sound like Sarah wanted, but worrying that every syllable more I speak than absolutely necessary would out me. Unless she already told them, 'did they know?'.

It over shadowed the worry about just what a Kawaii Princess even was.

"You heard her ladies, time for you to help the new girl feel like herself."

You mouth at Sarah, 'What did you tell them.' a plea for confirmation on both points.

A dismissive wave is your answer.

Updating this path on caitlynmasked's story between updating mine, so updates here may take awhile but they happening.