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Dr. Kelly Wyndam - Anonymized Excerpts of Field Study Recordings Transcript - Session One - Location: Delta Zeta Kappa House, Cassidy College

Female, 19: “I know my mom thinks I dress like a whore. But the difference between us is that she thinks that’s a bad thing. Look, I'm planning on gazzing tonight. A lot, if possible. Guys have a lot of choices these days. I gotta show them what I got, or I’m gonna be rubbing one out in bed tonight alone. I do what I gotta do.”

Male, 21: "Sex is kinda the most important thing to me. But I kinda think that was true for most guys your age, too, y’know? Like, my dad would definitely have fucked babes constantly if they let him. Instead he had to take up photography or whatever. Girls let me fuck them, so my hobby is fucking girls.”

Female, 20: "Porn is… look, in the twenties (the 1920s, that is), they had jazz, in the fifties they had rock n roll, in like the Renaissance that had paintings and whatever, right? We have porn. It is our generation’s contribution to, I dunno, the artistic legacy of humanity or whatever. I mean, have you seen the new Missy Magnum scene she just posted, the one with the six guy gangbang? What’s more, like, true than that?”

Male, 18: “Oh, I think it’s a great time to be a gay guy. For all the problems, most people are more accepting, for sure, and we don’t have to worry about STDs or anything. Not to mention, there are way more straight guys who are willing to do stuff if they think girls will get hot for it.”

Female, 21: “You want to know why I go JP sometimes? Seriously? Just look at my tits. They are fucking amazing. I’m an art student. I could paint for a lifetime, I will never create anything as perfect as these. And you want me to cover them up?”

Nonbinary, 19: “I think it was hard to be my parents, in some ways. I mean, they kind of fucked up the country and the planet. Not them personally, I guess. Though they didn’t not do that. But at the same time, they had to worry about teen pregnancy and AIDS and just being constantly ashamed of their bodies. It just seems impossible, I don’t get it. But I also can’t imagine how people lived without the internet, so… maybe I’m just bad at imagining stuff.”

Female, 19: “My friends and I lick each other’s pussies all the time. It feels good. I like to feel good. There are no side effects, it’s not like **** or pot or whatever. And we’re not, like, lesbians. Were not gonna get married and have kids. We just like to gazz on each other’s tongues a couple times a night and maybe in the morning if I don’t have an early class. Y’know?”

Male, 21: “I’m here to honor our Lord Jesus Christ, right? Through Him all things are possible. Tell me when your cock is in a girl’s ass that God doesn’t exist. You can’t. That’s the Holy Spirit.”

Female, 22: “I just like to get fucked, bitch. It’s not that complicated. Do you wanna make out or not?”

Male, 18: “Porn is just my happy place. I like it there. Everybody comes really fucking hard and nothing hurts. That's how Vonnegut said it, right?”

Female, 21: “So yes, I am a lesbian. But that doesn’t mean I don’t ever let a guy fuck me. Like I’m not attracted to them or anything, but what’s the difference between a guy’s dick and a dildo? I mean, the main difference is that it’s attached to a guy, who I don’t really want to hang out with, but if there’s, say, a few girls and a guy, that can be ok. More than ok. When a girl gazzes on a guy’s dick while she’s eating me out and screams onto my clit, I’m not really thinking about what orientation I am or whatever.”

Female, 20: “My mom has told me that she used to never walk home alone when she was in college because she was worried she might get ****. I walk alone all the time. You know why? It’s not because all the men became not douchebags. They remain douchebags. It’s because if they want to fuck a girl, they can. There’s always gonna be really fucked up guys who get off on the girl not wanting it, but there are even girls who are into that fantasy, too. You just gotta find each other, there are websites where people do that... Am I one of those girls? I mean… I’ll try anything once.”

Male, 19: “I can’t even watch old movies and TV shows. They’re so fake. Am I supposed to believe none of those people hooked up? Why aren’t they showing it?! It makes no sense. Porn feels way more real. How am I supposed to root for a female character if she's not even sucking any dick? Sorry, I get worked up about it.”

Female, 18: “I know it’s different from when you were growing up in, what, like, the eighties? But it’s not that complicated. Steven is my boyfriend. I love him. We can just hang out and we don’t even have to fuck. But I mean, I do like fucking him. Sometimes I also like to fuck Marcus and Darrell and Travis. Not at the same time. Mostly. Is Steven OK with that? I mean, that’s why I love him, right?”

Female, 22: “Oh, it’s super complicated. So of course I hate it when Eric has sex with other people. But if I don’t let him, he’s not gonna stay. Why would he? The problem is, if another girl is fucking him, who’s he thinking about? Her. Not me. So you gotta give them some space. But you also gotta keep ‘em hooked. That’s why you can’t just be slutty when you’re trying to get a guy. You gotta be slutty all the time. It’s like Jessa Morningwood, you know, the porn star, she said in my fave scene of hers: ‘If a guy’s in the middle of plowing your ass, that means he’s not plowing another girl’s ass.’ So true.”

Male, 21: “I don’t usually see MILFs who dress like you... What term, 'MILF'? That’s a compliment, lady, trust me. So do you want to go fuck in the pool? Or we can find some privacy, 'cause you're old or whatever."

Female, 19: “What do I look for in a guy? Cock girth, for sure… Oh, you mean, like, personality-wise? Well, he’s gotta be hard working… because he’s gotta work hard at using his cock.”

Female, 21: “Sex? I mean, it’s definitely a huge part of who I am. Look, you know what my major is? Environmental Engineering. So when I’m doing schoolwork, all I’m hearing about, basically, is how everything sucks and we’re all gonna die. When I hear about the news or go on most of social media, all I hear about is how much everything sucks and we’re all gonna die. When I dream, it tends to be about how much everything sucks and we’re all gonna die. You know when I’m not thinking about that? When I have a cock inside me, or a tongue on my clit. That’s kinda it. So… if you want to know what’s keeping me going, that’s it. That we can still make each other feel like that.”