Claire: the Interracial paths

Before the holiday party (and preparing for the party, which is going to be awesome by itself)…

I’ve never told anyone this, but almost every time I touch myself, it’s the same fantasy: a black guy, tall, strong, and anonymous, pushing my legs apart and sliding into me for the first time. It's rough, risky, and no strings attached. I’d never marry one (I know how awful that sounds, but this truth makes the fantasy burn hotter). It’s the ultimate forbidden thing for a small-town Baptist virgin like me.

And tonight I might finally stop being a virgin at all.

Tanner is going to be there.

The guy I’ve been emailing for months, the one who makes me laugh and blush and pray all at the same time. White, handsome, steady job, good family, same faith. He checks every box for the husband I’m supposed to want.

But what if all those emails are just him being nice? What if he finally gets me in bed, realizes I’m a 22 year-old virgin who doesn’t know what she’s doing, and decides the shy girl bores him once he’s had her?

I want him to be my first. Some nights I imagine it gentle and perfect with him.

Some nights I imagine it rough and wrong with someone else entirely.

Some nights I imagine both.

Choose carefully. No matter which decisions I make, my flower opens tonight.

Pray for me. It’s going to stretch, it’s going to hurt, and I’m already wet thinking about it:

Luckily I have something to help me get ready for challenging girth, and I have a certain mentor standing by to help...

Author's note: If you choose to have Ramya assist with party prep, that will feed into Claire's POV for the party. If you choose to leave Ramya out of the prep, you will read from Tanner's POV at the party. Decide and let her get laid!