Chloe's Night (III)

The elevator doors whispered open, and Chloe entered the Suite with a measured step, a bundle of fresh herbs clutched like a relay baton in one hand. Her hair was still damp, and she wore a black dress that she seemed to treat as armor. She saw Andy and held up the herbs, not as an offering but as a flag: here I am, ready for something real.

“You promised to help me with dinner,” she said, and there was no tremble in her voice, only a lightness that had been missing for too long.

Andy smiled, the motion unguarded. “Absolutely. This is way better than the takeout option.”

Chloe’s lips twitched. “We’d only regret it at two a.m.,” she said, then looked around the kitchen, her eyes mapping the space like a cartographer. “I’ll handle the pesto. You grab the pasta and a salad base?”

He nodded and moved to the fridge, pulling out arugula, and a wedge of parmesan. From the cupboard, he produced a bag of pasta. Chloe set about stripping leaves from her basil, sage, and thyme, her hands quick and precise.

Andy rinsed the greens, set water to boil, and cleared space beside her. For a while they worked in a companionable hush, punctuated only by the staccato tap of knife on board and the slow glug of olive oil. Chloe narrated her process in small bursts: “Use the mortar, not the blender—smoother texture,” or “Pasta water should taste like the ocean,” or “Lemon zest at the end, always.”

She was different, he noticed, from the last time they’d cooked together. There was a certainty in her movements now, a small pride in the way she tasted, corrected, and adjusted without consulting a recipe. She wore her new shape easily: the swell of her breasts, which would have mortified her only a week ago, were now an unremarkable fact of her body, no more or less worthy of shame than her hands or her hair. At least, Andy thought, unless she wore a bikini. She caught Andy looking once, and instead of shrinking, she smiled and said, “They get in the way if I lean too close to the burner. You’d think the universe would at least give me heat resistance.”

He grinned. “Maybe that’s your next transformation. Or at least an apron that covers a little more territory.”

She laughed, then dunked a finger in the pesto and held it out for him. “Try this,” she said.

He did, the taste sharp and green and alive. “Perfect,” he said.

Chloe let the compliment land without batting it away. She tossed the pasta, added a scoop of starchy water, and worked it all together. “You want to set the table?” she asked, and he did, folding napkins and placing plates with an attention to detail that he knew she would notice and appreciate.

As the meal came together, Chloe leaned against the counter, arms folded, watching the noodles coil and settle in the pot. “It still feels fake sometimes,” she said, voice low. “Like I’ll wake up and Arabella will say, ‘Sorry, just kidding. The fertility thing was a joke. You can go back to being broken now.’”

Andy wiped his hands and turned to her. “It’s not fake.”

She looked at him, really looked. “I don’t think I ever wanted it to be fake. I just… stopped letting myself hope for it. After a while, the wanting hurt more than the not-having.”

“How long have you wanted kids?” he asked, the words simple but not flippant.

Chloe hesitated, chewing her lip. She measured her answer like she measured the salt. “Yes,” she said at last. “I always did. I know it’s messy and the world is a disaster and I’m probably not cut out for it, but… when I used to imagine the future, it was never just me. It was a house full of noise and people, and maybe—” She shrugged. “Maybe a little bit of chaos, but the good kind.”

Andy nodded. “I get it. Even when things sucked, the house never felt empty. I didn’t have siblings, not really. But my parents were loud, and Laura would yell often, and that was what made it feel like a home. After Laura died, the silence was the worst part.”

Chloe’s face softened. She spooned pasta into bowls and dusted them with parmesan, the motion slow, reverent. “If it ever happens—if I get to have that—I want you to know you’d be welcome. Not obligated. Not a life sentence. Just… if you wanted it.”

He reached for her hand. She let him, and he squeezed gently. “Thank you,” he said.

They ate at the little table by the window, the sky outside melting from saffron to rose to violet. Chloe had insisted on using the “nice” plates—the ones with the faint blue flowers and the impossible-to-scrub gold rim—and she arranged the food with the precision of someone who believed in beauty for its own sake. They sat side by side rather than across, knees bumping under the table, arms grazing as they twirled their forks.

The meal was good. Not extraordinary, but good in the way that made you want to eat slowly, stretching it out as long as possible. Chloe didn’t say much at first, focusing on the food, the light, the curve of the lake outside the window. But Andy saw her glance at him, then away, a dozen times in the span of a minute.

After the pasta was half gone, she set her fork down and turned to face him fully, drawing one leg up under herself. “Can I ask something kind of… big?” she said.

Andy wiped his mouth with the napkin, folded it, then nodded. “You can ask me anything.”

Chloe stared at her hands, twisting a paper napkin into a spiral. “I know what I want. Or, at least, I know what I hope for. But I don’t want you to feel like you have to want the same thing. So if it’s not what you want, you have to tell me, okay?”

He nodded again, bracing for impact.

She took a deep breath. “I know I asked you earlier, in the spa, but we didn’t really have a chance to talk about it, not really. Do you want kids?”

The question sat between them, heavy and simple and impossible. Andy felt his brain run the question a dozen directions at once, each pathway tangled up with old memories and regrets and things he’d never let himself want.

He didn’t answer right away. Chloe noticed; instead of filling the gap, she let it be, watching him with a patience that made him want to deserve it.

Finally, he said, “I used to think about it a lot. When I was younger. Before…” He stopped, unwilling to say Laura’s name, not out of shame, but because it would give the pain too much power.

Chloe understood. She reached across the table and touched his hand, a gentle, feather-light contact. “You don’t have to explain,” she said.

But he wanted to. “After everything happened—after I lost her, and then Erin left me—I kind of decided it was off the table. Not just kids. Everything. Marriage, families, the whole thing.” He squeezed her hand, a reflex. “It was easier to pretend I never wanted it than to admit I couldn’t have it.”

Chloe’s fingers twined with his, her palm cool and dry. She could understand, more than most, that sentiment. “But now?”

Andy thought about it, really thought. He looked at Chloe—at the way she watched him, not judging, just hoping for an honest answer. He looked at the window, the pink edge of the sky. He looked at the empty bowl in front of him, the ring of pesto clinging to the rim.

“I don’t know,” he said, finally. “I think I could want it. With the right person, maybe. Or the right… situation.” He laughed, soft and self-deprecating. “Or the right number of people.”

Chloe grinned. “You mean twelve?”

He snorted. “I mean, after the show… there are going to be a dozen of you. I’m still trying to figure out how that’s even possible.”

She leaned in, conspiratorial. “I think the universe is just trying to give you back what you lost. With interest.”

Andy considered that. “It’s not the same, though. I don’t want to replace anyone.”

“You wouldn’t be,” Chloe said, voice soft. “It would just be something new. For all of us.” She looked away, out the window, the light catching the gold in her hair. “I picture it sometimes. Not just me, but everyone. A house with too many rooms, and maybe we all live together, or maybe it’s just chaos all the time. But it’s… happy. Loud. Nobody’s alone, ever.”

He could see it, then—the laughter, the mess, the sheer noise of a life that never paused for breath.

“Who else do you think would want kids?” she asked, more curious than hopeful.

Andy shrugged. “Dawn, for sure. She’d be a great mom. Erin, probably—she always liked the idea, even if she’d never admit it. Claire has mentioned it, and Liesa… I don’t know, but she likes to take care of people. It fits.” He smiled. “I’m not sure about Emi, or Norah, or Emily. But I think they’d be okay with it. Marissa too, maybe. She’s better with people than she lets on.”

Chloe’s face lit up, not just at the list but at the idea that it was possible, that the future could be something other than the slow fading of old griefs. “It could be wonderful,” she whispered.

Andy squeezed her hand. “It could.”

They fell silent, not because the conversation had ended, but because it didn’t need to go any further. They both understood: the future was a story neither had finished writing, but for the first time in years, the idea made both of them want to pick up the pen.

The light faded outside, the world slipping toward indigo. Chloe reached over and cleared the dishes, stacking them with the efficiency of someone who hated clutter but loved the afterglow of a good meal.

Andy helped, and when the last plate was rinsed and set to dry, he turned to her and said, “I want to try, Chloe. I really do.”

She looked at him, a question in her eyes.

“I want to see if we can build that house you imagine,” he said.

Chloe’s smile started small, but grew into something that filled the room.

They relocated to the living room without a word, Chloe scooping the good blanket from the back of the couch and spreading it over both their laps as if claiming territory. The Suite’s lights dimmed to a low, golden hush, the glass wall darkening to a mirror where the room reflected itself: two figures on the couch, side by side, a hush of blanket and soft laughter filling the air.

Chloe curled up, knees to her chest, her head resting against Andy’s shoulder. “I like this,” she said, not meaning the blanket or even the room, but the way time seemed to bend around them, unhurried and soft. “Feels like a sleepover when I was a kid. Except, you know… less awkward, more carbs.”

He laughed. “Did you do a lot of sleepovers?”

Chloe nodded. “Every weekend until I was twelve. Then my mom got sick, and I started staying home to help. Myra and I used to have these marathon sleepovers—we’d paint each other’s nails, do clay masks, read each other’s tarot. Once we tried to summon a ghost in the attic, but it just turned out to be a raccoon.”

Andy imagined her, smaller, hair in wild pigtails, face streaked with mud mask and pizza sauce, and it made his chest ache in the best way.

“Were you always this good at making people feel at home?” he asked.

Chloe shrugged. “I like when people are comfortable. When they can breathe, you know? I never understood why anyone would want to make things tense or difficult. I guess I just… don’t like seeing anyone lonely.”

He considered that. “I think you’ve got a talent for it.”

She grinned, tucking the blanket tighter. “I was a kindergarten teacher for five years. If you can keep a roomful of five-year-olds from going feral, you can handle anything.”

They slipped into easy conversation, topics rolling and looping like a well-worn quilt: what their high school selves would think of their current lives (“She’d be proud of your herb garden,” Andy said; Chloe replied, “He’d be amazed you ever left Illinois”), the strange politics of the Hotel, the question of whether Norah’s rivalry with Riley was based in genuine enmity or a weird mutual crush. Chloe snorted at that last one, “It’s both. Trust me. That’s how enemies work when you’re a woman.”

Every so often, the conversation died off, and they sat in silence, watching the play of light on the ceiling or the slow crawl of a bug on the glass. Chloe seemed at peace in the pauses, not feeling the need to fill every moment.

After a while, she said, “I still wake up sometimes thinking I don’t belong here. Like someone’s going to walk in and say, ‘Sorry, you’ve been cut, please pack your emotional baggage and leave the premises.’”

Andy squeezed her hand. “You belong, Chloe. I think you’ve demonstrated it.”

She smiled, sad and a little shy. “I’m starting to believe it. Or at least, I want to.”

The night thickened outside, stars glinting in the slice of sky above the glass wall. The resort below was quiet, only the occasional soft thump of footsteps or the faint call of a night bird breaking the stillness.

Chloe tugged the blanket higher, burrowing closer. “It’s so different now,” she said. “A month ago I would have sat over there—” she pointed to the far end of the couch “—and worried if you thought I was pretty, or if my laugh was too loud, or if I was eating too much. But now I don’t care.” She paused, reconsidered. “No, that’s not right. I do care, but not in the way I used to. I want to be liked, but I want to be happy more.”

Andy rested his chin on her head. “You should be both,” he said.

She looked up at him, eyes wide. “You really think that’s possible?”

“I think we can try,” he said.

She considered that, then nodded. “Okay. Let’s try.”

They sat like that for a long time, the blanket a shared island in a sea of hush. Occasionally, Chloe would rest her hand on his leg, or Andy would reach up and brush a crumb from her cheek. It was almost like being a couple in a movie—except better, because neither was trying to impress the other, and both knew the other’s flaws and liked them anyway.

When the clock crept past ten, Chloe stretched and yawned, her head falling onto Andy’s shoulder. “We should probably go to bed soon,” she murmured.

He turned, lips brushing her hair. “If you want to.”

She nodded. “I do.”

She didn’t say anything else, but the comfort in her posture, the lack of flinch or hesitation, said everything.

The room was dark now, the only light the soft glow of the hallway lamp. They lingered on the couch a minute longer, neither in a rush to break the spell.

At last, Chloe stood, pulling Andy up with her. She smiled, then took his hand.

Together, they left the blanket on the couch and walked down the hall, side by side, into the gentle dark.

They paused just inside the bedroom, the hush of the hallway hanging around them like an extra layer of privacy. The only light came from the distant city and the soft, reflected gleam off the glass doors to the terrace. Chloe didn’t even notice the portable lectern, oddly arranged in front of the painting. She reached for Andy’s hand, then, with a certainty that surprised them both, pulled him down into a slow, deliberate kiss.

It was nothing like the awkward, nose-bumping, impulsive kiss of middle school. This was a beginning—not a demand, not even a question, just a shared yes. Andy tasted the basil on her lips, the faintest trace of salt and wine, and he wanted more, but not so much that he would rush her.

Chloe was the one who deepened the kiss, her hand coming up to cup his jaw, her thumb brushing the edge of his cheekbone. She kissed him with the hunger of someone who knew exactly what she wanted, who had decided, for once, not to apologize for it.

When she broke away, her breath was quick, but her eyes were steady. “Is this okay?” she asked.

Andy smiled, brushing a curl back from her face. “More than okay,” he said. “Are you sure?”

She nodded, and her smile was real. “I want this. I want you.”

It was all the permission he needed.

They undressed each other slowly, not as a performance but as a mutual unveiling. Chloe’s dress came off first, leaving her in a pale slip that clung to her curves. She did not flinch as Andy’s eyes traced the line of her body, even as she worked to unbutton his shirt with fingers that only trembled from anticipation. The slip followed, pooling at her feet, and then they were both naked, skin to skin, every inch of her new shape bared to him.

Andy let himself look at the body she had learned to claim as hers. Her breasts—so much larger than before—had once been a source of shy, blushing jokes, but now she wore them with a kind of pride, her back straight, her chin up. He trailed a hand down her side, letting her feel his admiration. She shivered, but it was not from shame.

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He kissed her again, softer this time, and she melted into him, arms twining around his neck, drawing him close. They moved to the bed, and Chloe lay back, pulling Andy with her. She parted her legs, welcoming him, and there was no awkwardness or second-guessing in the motion.

Andy took his time, kissing her jaw, her throat, the slope of her shoulder. He lingered at the swell of her breasts, marveling at the softness, kneading them, the way her nipples hardened under his tongue. Chloe gasped and threaded her fingers into his hair, arching up to meet his mouth.

They explored each other, neither in a hurry, neither seeking to impress—just to know and to be known. Andy mapped her new body with his hands, letting her guide him with tiny shifts and sighs. Chloe’s arousal was quick and bright, but she held onto the moment, not rushing for the end.

When he entered her, she met his eyes and held them, her hands gripping his biceps, her lips parted in a wordless invitation. The fit was perfect—she was so wet, so ready, and he filled her in a way that felt both brand-new and ancient.

They rocked together, slow and steady. Chloe never looked away, even when the pleasure threatened to overwhelm her. “It’s good,” she whispered. “God, it’s so good.” Her nails raked his back, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to claim him.

Andy tried to last, but she was too much, too beautiful, too present. He felt himself building, and so did Chloe. She wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, and the sensation sent him tumbling over the edge.

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He groaned her name, spilling into her as she clung to him, and a second later Chloe came too, shuddering around him, her whole body shaking with the release.

They collapsed together, a tangle of limbs and sweat and tangled sheets. Andy buried his face in her neck, breathing her in. Chloe stroked his back, her touch light and soothing.

For a long time, they didn't move. Eventually, Chloe shifted, rolling onto her side and tucking her head against his chest. Andy draped an arm over her, anchoring her in place.

Chloe sighed, content. "That was... really good. Better than I imagined."

"You were perfect," Andy said, running his fingers through her hair.

She smiled against his chest. "You know..." Her voice trailed off, suddenly shy. "I've been thinking about my transformation. The First Ambition one."

"What about it?" he asked softly.

"It's been bothering me. Like, nagging me, literally." She traced a circle on his stomach. "There are some first-time bonuses I wouldn't mind going for. If you're willing."

Andy's fingers paused in her hair. "I'm willing."

She sat up, the sheet falling away. "Turn over," she whispered.

When he rolled onto his stomach, she straddled his back, her new curves pressing against him as she began to knead his shoulders. The weight of her breasts slid along his skin with each movement, warm and soft against the knots of tension beneath his shoulder blades.

"Is this okay?" she asked, leaning forward deliberately so her nipples dragged across his skin, leaving trails of goosebumps in their wake.

"More than okay," he murmured into the pillow, a small groan escaping as she found a particularly tight spot.

She smiled, though he couldn't see it, and shifted her weight forward, using her breasts more intentionally now. She pressed them against his back in slow, circular motions, the soft fullness of them becoming instruments of pleasure as she worked her way down his spine. The friction sent little sparks of heat through her own body.

"God, that feels incredible," Andy whispered, his voice thick with relaxation and renewed desire.

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When his muscles had turned to butter beneath her touch, she moved beside him, her skin flushed and glowing in the dim light. "Sit up," she said. "I want to try something else."

She guided him to rest his head in her lap, her fingers combing through his hair, massaging his scalp with gentle pressure. The intimacy of the position—his face so close to the center of her, her body curved protectively around his head—felt more **** than what had come before.

"I've always wanted to do this," she admitted. "Just hold you like this. Feel your weight against me."

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Andy closed his eyes, letting the world fall away, aware only of her fingers in his hair and the soft rise and fall of her breathing beneath his cheek.

They stayed in bed long after, the covers a tangled nest of warmth and skin. The room was dark, except for a weak line of city light slipping in around the blackout shades. Andy lay on his back, Chloe half atop him, her ear pressed to his chest like she was listening for something only she could hear.

For a while, neither spoke. Andy traced slow, absent shapes along her shoulder. Chloe shifted, glancing down at her chest where it pressed against his ribs.

"I never thought I'd say this, but I'm actually starting to like these ridiculous things," she murmured, cupping one breast with her palm. "Arabella knew what she was doing."

Andy's lips curved. "Tomorrow, I wouldn't mind if you put them to proper use," he said, his voice low with suggestion.

Chloe snorted softly, but her cheeks flushed. "Can I tell you something serious, though? It's kind of stupid."

He tilted his head to look at her. "Anything."

Chloe hesitated, then: "I was afraid this would feel like before. That I'd freeze up, or panic, or hate myself for wanting it." She chewed her lip, searching the ceiling for words. "But I didn't. It just felt… good."

Andy squeezed her close. “You deserve good. You always have.”

She smiled, lazy and lopsided, her eyes fluttering closed. “You’re really good at this, you know.”

“At what?” he asked.

She thought for a second. “Being gentle, but not fragile. Treating me like I’m not made of glass.” She tapped his chest, just over his heart. “I think that’s the only way I want to be treated, from now on.”

He kissed her forehead. “Deal.”

They let the silence stretch. After a while, Chloe said, “Do you really think we could have that house? The one with too many rooms and too much noise?”

Andy considered it, then answered honestly: “I don’t know. But I want to try.”

Chloe nodded, her hair soft against his chin. “Me too. Even if it’s messy. Even if it’s hard.”

They drifted in and out of sleep, sometimes talking, sometimes just listening to the night noises: the hum of the vent, the distant echo of the elevator, the city below. Every time Andy woke, Chloe was still there, wrapped around him, her body a steady comfort.

At last, she let herself go entirely, her breathing slow and even, her mouth relaxed in a small, secret smile. Andy listened for a long time, letting her peace seep into him.

He thought of the past—of all the nights he’d spent awake and alone, of the times he’d convinced himself he was better off numb. Tonight, he was grateful to be wrong.

Eventually, he slept.

Sometime in the black stillness before dawn, Andy's dreams changed. One moment he was adrift in the hush of Chloe's breathing, the next he was underwater, cold and blind, the current dragging him backward through time. The water filled his lungs, thick as concrete, crushing his ribs from the inside out. He thrashed, **** for air, but the river only pulled him deeper.

Then suddenly he was standing on the bank of Willow Run, mud sucking at his shoes, its waters swollen and black beneath a sky the color of bruises. The wind carried the scent of rain and rot. He heard Laura calling—his name, then a sob that tore through him like barbed wire, then nothing at all but the roar of the current.

“ANDYYYY!!”

He tried to reach her, but his legs wouldn't move, cemented in place by some invisible ****. Her hand, small and pale, reached out from the water, fingers spread, ****, nails blue with cold.

He could see her face now, eyes wide with terror, hair plastered to her cheeks, mouth open in a scream the water kept swallowing. Just as he lunged for it, straining every muscle until something tore inside him, the river swelled up like a living thing, a monster rising, and swallowed her whole. The last thing he saw was her eyes, still fixed on his, full of betrayal that cut deeper than any knife.

He woke with a gasp, the sheets wound around his chest, his skin slick with sweat. His heart battered at his ribs. For a second, he didn’t know where he was. Then Chloe shifted, turning toward him, her hand finding his shoulder in the dark.

She didn’t ask what was wrong. Didn’t push for an explanation, didn’t tell him to breathe or calm down. She just pressed herself against him, bare skin on bare skin, her arms looping around his waist and holding him there, real and present and impossibly alive.

Andy buried his face in her hair, clung to her, let the tremor shake itself out. Chloe murmured his name, once, and that was all. No questions, no judgment. Just the warmth of her, the steady heartbeat, the faint, sweet smell of basil still lingering in her hair.

Little by little, the panic drained away. His breathing slowed, syncing to hers, and his body remembered where it was: not in the river, not lost, but here. Safe. With her.

They lay like that a long time, Andy anchored to the earth by Chloe’s arms. He didn’t sleep at first, but it didn’t matter. The storm had passed.

Eventually, the horizon faded from black to blue. Chloe’s grip loosened only when she felt him relax, and she fell back into sleep, her hand resting on his chest.

Andy stared at the ceiling, wide awake, and tried to hold onto the feeling: that even if the old ghosts never left, there was a way to keep living, to let them drift past instead of drowning.

He turned and kissed Chloe’s hair, gentle so as not to wake her. She smiled in her sleep, just a flicker, but it was enough.