Chapter 6

Abstract: 6th of 8 chapters. Lamar and Tina spend the weekend at the resort and become lovers. Lenny meets them when they return home. After conferring with Tina, Lamar places restrictions on their relationship. Lamar informs Lenny that he and Tina decided to start a family together. Lenny realizes that his marriage to Tina will soon come to an end. When alone, Lenny asks Tina if he could satisfy his one last kink: witnessing her being bred my Lamar.

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The doorbell rang on Friday afternoon and I came home early from work to be there to let Lamar in. Tina was already packed for their weekend trip to Blissful Resort. After a few pleasantries, Tina told me to remove her wedding ring. Tina then said she would call and text me, kissed me goodbye, and they left with Lamar helping Tina into his Range Rover and loading her suitcase into the back. Once gone, I was overcome by a flood of emotion: knowing that the sexual fantasy of my wife dating, falling in love, and getting impregnated by a black man could most likely come true. But also – this could be the end of our marriage as she leaves me to start a new life – and possibly a family with Lamar.

It was 11PM Friday evening when I got a text from Tina: *It’s official – we’re lovers* Lamar told Tina he’s in love with her and Tina told him the same. I know that Tina will always love me. Would Tina now love me the same – or less – now that she’s in love with Lamar? I spent the weekend days being busy with chores and things to do while spending the evening masturbating to hotwife/BBC impregnation videos and reading erotic stories.

Early Sunday afternoon, Tina texted that they would be back at 8PM. She wanted to make sure I was home to meet them. I said I would.

Lamar and Tina returned, and after handshakes, kisses, hugs, and pleasantries, I noticed Tina wearing a gold necklace around her neck. It was two interlocking hearts that were diamond encrusted. With Tina beside Lamar, holding his hand, he spoke to me in a serious and direct voice: “Lenny, as Tina let you know, we’re now lovers. I gave her this gold necklace as a symbol of our love for each other. It will be your constant reminder each time you look at her. Tina and I spoke at length over the weekend and we have decided to place restrictions on her relationship with you. First, Tina will be staying with me – at least three days a week – maybe more. It depends on how things go. That means you will be spending less time with her. You will notice her starting to move her personal items over to my home over the next few days and weeks. Second, you will no longer have intercourse with Tina. That intimacy will only be shared by us. You and Tina can continue to sleep together and please each other manually or orally - if she desires - but intercourse is forbidden. The last one will be most difficult for you Lenny. Tina told me about your fantasy for her to date, fall in love, get pregnant, and have a baby with a black man. Lenny, your fantasy is close to coming true. Since I never married and don’t have children, I would like to start a family – with Tina. She told me she wants to start a family with me. Should she become pregnant and bear a child with me, she will leave you to live with me, she will divorce you, and we will marry. I don’t know if Tina told you, but she is no longer on birth control. You may be surprised to know that she stopped the day we met for lunch, which was almost a month ago.”

I stood there – totally numb. I was in total disbelief with what I just heard. I know I had this sick, perverse fantasy, but never in my wildest dreams did I think it would lead to this. “I’ll leave you with Tina,” Lamar said. I’m sure you’ll have a lot to talk about.”

I stood there as Lamar said goodbye to me, then turned to Tina. They both embraced and engaged in a long, romantic, passionate kiss. Tina looked into Lamar’s eyes and said, “I love you baby. I love you so much. I can’t wait to be with you tomorrow night." Lamar said, “Me too. I love you Tina, see you tomorrow darling.” Then he left.

I was still motionless when Tina came to me, hugged me, gave me a gentle kiss, and said “Are you OK babe? I know that was heavy, but Lamar and I are starting a new life, and possibly a family together. I asked you several times if you wanted to go through with this.” As the evening wore on, Tina unpacked, took a shower and got ready for bed. I washed up and went to bed. Still in a state of emotional disarray, I was contemplating the likelihood that my marriage to Tina would be ending while she goes off to start a new life with another man.

I got under the sheets, wearing a tee shirt and boxers. Tina came in and cuddled with me wearing pajamas. While she was expecting to give me all the detail of their lovemaking over the weekend, I lay there – lifeless. She sensed that the reality of our relationship had hit me hard. She continued to cuddle me, not speaking. Finally, I said, “You agreed to all those conditions Tina? The ones that Lamar spoke of?” “Yes Lenny,” she said. “Were in love, we’re going to start a future….. a family together. A child needs to be raised by the biological father. Did you think you were going to be the father and not Lamar? This is going to be a new chapter in my life. I’m sorry Lenny……. It’s not going to be with you.” Tina’s words hurt me badly, but made sense, which made the pain more intense. “OK Tina,” I said. “I understand. But - tell me, you went off birth control after your first date with Lamar? Why did you do that?” “I was so struck by him, I felt he was the guy I wanted to have a future with, and perhaps a child,” she said. “It’s difficult for me to say this to you Lenny, but with Lamar, I fell in love with him on the first date.” If it was hard for her to say it, it was harder for me to hear. Tina didn’t think much of me when I first pursued her. She reluctantly agreed to date me and slowly fell in love with me.

Tina, I’m slowly starting to lose you to Lamar, but I would like to make one last request. I would like to be present when you and Lamar have one of your breeding sessions.” Tina’s eyes went wide and she started to get angry. “WHAT!? ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY!? You want to watch Lamar get me pregnant?! The likelihood of me getting pregnant while you’re watching is almost impossible. I just stopped birth control. It could take months before I start ovulating. Besides, Lamar wouldn’t do it. He wouldn’t agree to satisfy your crazy, fucked-up fantasy.” “OK, OK, I understand,” I said. “But please ask him. Afterall, it’s because of me you both are together. Is that not worth something? Just one breeding session. Let me be present when you’re ovulating. Please consider it and ask him….. Please.” “I don’t know Lenny,” she said. “This is so fucked-up. Let me think about this.”