Chapter 31

Ryan pulled up into the driveway then looked back into the SUV, seeing Leah slumped over onto Jeremy’s shoulder. His arm was around her and by the little bit of drool he could see in the corner of her mouth he could tell she had fallen asleep. He couldn’t blame the girl, a day out in the sun doing physical activity made a nap sound like the best idea anyone had given out all day. He gave a nod of his head towards the younger boy.

“Leah, we are at your house now.” Jeremy said gently, smiling at the girl as she smacked her lips together a few times, her eyes fluttering open. He felt the urge to kiss her, but he couldn’t bring himself to do that in the car with so many others.

“Yeah?” Liam wiped the drool from his mouth, his lips already curling up to their new default position of a slight smile. “Sorry, I fell asleep.” Liam remembered getting into the back of the SUV with Jeremy, the cool AC blowing over his hot and tired body, them pulling out of the parking and then nothing.

“I didn’t mind.” Jeremy said, looking into her beautiful blue eyes. He had really started to love looking into her deep blue eyes surrounded by her long eyelashes.

“Well I better…ahh head inside. Thank you everyone for today.” Liam paused for a second not sure if he should just leave or give Candi and Bailey a hug. Both were the touchy feely type and then there was Jeremy. Should he give him a hug? Should he give him another kiss? Thinking of kissing the teenager brought back a memory from just earlier in the day when the two of them were in the lazy river together. At a bend in the flowing water was a waterfall and he had swam under it wanting to feel the water crashing down, but when he did he also found there was a gap of about half a foot between it and the wall.

Coming up from the water Jeremy had breached the surface right next to him, he said something Liam couldn’t make out from how loud the crashing of the water was. Liam moved a little closer yelling “What?” Instead of Jeremy saying something though, he took hold of his hips and pulled Liam into him. Out of reflex Liam wrapped his legs together around him, like he was about to fall. Then he found himself with his back against the wall, his lips parted as Jeremy kissed him.

Feeling the boys lips press into his own Liam stopped moving, but after a few passing seconds he found himself kissing back when Jermey’s tongue flicked touching his own. Testing the boundaries and when Liam didn’t react to shut that down fast enough it came back in, touching and rubbing on his own tongue. The realization he was being frenched kissed by someone so much younger than him, someone that was also a boy caused revulsion to flood through his mind, as his body drank in the affection. Liam could feel his nipples stiffen, as his own cock started to strain against the tuck kit. His mind was at war with itself with how it enjoyed the touch, how unconsciously he tightened his legs around Jeremy. Knowing this was wrong, knowing he wasn’t gay, but less certain of it at that second than he had ever been in his life. The storm in his mind that was raging ceased existing along with all other thoughts when he felt the pure pleasure of lightning zipping through his body when Jeremy’s hand cupped and rubbed across his nipple.

Liam wasn’t sure how long the two were like that, the roaring of the waterfall had even seemed to fade away as every available sense was focused on what he was feeling. It did come to an end when they were jostled; a life guard had spotted them and was ushering them out with a knowing smile on his face. With a blush on his cheeks that was so red and hot it could have given him a sunburn Liam pressed his face into a yellow inflated raft that floated by free of a passenger. He felt the need to go finish himself off and jerk off to get some release, his dick still tucked away only thanks to the tuck kit, but still hard and uncomfortable.

“Well, ahh Bye!” Liam said, holding up one hand and waving his fingers before getting out of the car. He had hugged, kissed and touched Jeremy enough today, he did not need anymore of that he had decided. Taking his bag from the back of the car Liam moved up to his door, happy to be home.

While in the car, Bailey reached to the seat behind her and pushed Jeremy’s shoulder. “What are you like waiting for. Go walk your girlfriend to the door.”

“Heheheh she isn’t my girlfriend.”

Candi reached over and opened the side door again, motioning him to get out. “Then go fix that.”

“She is into you little man, you got this.” August said from the front seat, his eyes closed as he leaned his head against the back of his seat.

Turning the doorknob Liam found the door was locked, so he started to look through the bag for the house key when he heard someone coming up quickly behind him. Turning around he saw Jeremy. “Ahhh hi?” He said nervously.

Taking a breath to calm himself, or trying to calm himself Jeremy fidgeted with one of his hands, giving the girl in front of him a nervous smile. “I just wanted you to know I had a good, no a ahh… I had an amazing day with you today.”

“Today was a lot of fun.”

“Yeah, yeah, it was.” He nodded at her words like he was agreeing with her. “I was thinking maybe we could do this again. I mean not the water park, but we could go back there if you want. I Just ahh I mean I would love to take you out again.”

“You want to go on another date?” Liam blinked at Jeremy a few times, swallowing hard. He wasn’t going to get out of dressing up like a teenage girl and it seemed the boy had fallen for him or some such nonsense. He had dated a lot of girls, but none of them had ever looked at him the way Jeremy did. It felt good, it felt scary.

“Honestly? Dates, I want to take you on dates. I want to just sit around and hold your hand, I want to go on a picnic with you to a park. If I could afford it, I would take you out to expensive restaurants. Leah, I just want to be with you. Would you…” Jeremy paused licking his lips, as he felt a bead of sweat run down his back. “Would you be my girlfriend?”

“Girlfriend!?” Jeremy heard her say in a shy, excited kind of way. He could feel the emotion behind the word and it made his smile dial up a few notches. It emboldened him enough to bring his hand up to cup her cheek and lean in to kiss her. When the kiss ended he pressed his forehead to hers.

“Is that a yes?” He sounded confident as he asked the question, like it was a given, but the boldness was gone just as quick as it had come. He held his breath, waiting for her to answer. She didn’t answer him with words, she just nodded her head. She was smiling, he loved how she always smiled. He had seen her get upset, angry, irritated, but no matter what she always went right back to smiling. He thought it took real courage in a world they lived in to always put on that brave face. Like she was saying throw whatever you have at me and in the end I will still be me and still be happy.

Jeremy kissed her again, just a quick thing before pulling back, letting go of her hand as he stepped back just far enough way that they were out of each other's reach. “I will call you later okay?” Liam started to turn back to the door when he looked back to Jeremy as he ran around the side of the SUV jumping in the air and throwing his fist up in excitement. He couldn’t believe what just happened, that he had said yes, well… nodded his head. He didn’t want to be anyones girlfriend, so why did he say yes?

Putting the key in the door Liam decided he had said yes so he didn’t hurt the boy and to garner approval from Miss Megan. When he made her happy she was much nicer to be around. Liam nodded to himself as he stepped into his house, deciding that yes. That was why he agreed to be Jeremy’s girlfriend.

“How was your day Leah? Sounded like you pulled up a few minutes ago, what were you doing? Making out with your boyfriend or something?” Liam’s jaw fell open hearing that from his brother. He was sitting on the couch in his robe, beer sitting beside him on the coffee table as he rubbed the feet of Miss Megan. Who sat on the opposite side of the couch, wearing one of his button up shirts, much of her cleavage on display and all of her long smooth legs that she had up in his lap.

Liam wasn’t sure why, but he felt guilt, embarrassment and shame as tears came to his eyes. Instead of answering any of his questions Liam just dropped his bag and ran off to his room, throwing the door closed as he did. Not taking the time to take off the tall wedge shoes or bathing suit he just jumped on his bed, burying his face in a pillow and crying. His emotions felt out of control, the day had been good, it had been really good, but confusing. Then when daddy went and asked those simple questions he couldn’t answer them, he couldn’t say yes I had a good time. Yes, I was kissing my boyfriend. He shouldn’t have had fun, he shouldn’t have been kissing a boy and he shouldn’t have a boyfriend.