Chapter 26 Seb and Alice

Seb POV:

It had been a few weeks, the hurt had mostly passed.

Despite everything that girl was hard to get over.

I'd not seen hide or hair of Kris and that had me worried but she wasn't my responsibility anymore.

Hopefully she didn't let playing with her new girl keep her from keeping up with classes.

I doubt it as her study plans and some of her course work that they forgot to get was still in the room.

In need of a distraction, I was about ready to call a few people to set up a hangout of some sort.

But fate decided that wasn't going to happen when a text from Alice came through.

[Hey bro, know you've been avoiding the club, but get down here, there's a new girl down here that's just perfect for a good fuck. I know you need it.]

[Not really ready for that].... [Fuck it, I'm bored anyway, I'm on my way]

[That'a boy, see ya soon]

I walked in the club started to be worried, I hadn't thought about it at the moment, but what if the new girl was Kris, I don't think I could do that drama yet or ever.

It was to my surprise to see Sarah on the cross and neither Liz nor Kris anywhere in site.

My answer came when Alice walked up to me, clad in her Dominatrix gear. All leather today instead of latex.

"Isn't she just the cutest? Been up there for hours. Want a go?"

"Yeah that sounds like her, where's her Dom?"

"You're looking at her!" she brags as she spreads her arms like she's perfection ready to be admired, "Wait, do you know her already?"

"Yeah, she's who my GF brought home without permission or consent from me."

"Well, shit, how did she end up with Liz? That's who she came with the first time, Liz was looking for a new Dom for her. Want to take out your frustration out on the little home wrecker?"

"Even I don't think that would be a good idea," side stepping that first question if I can.

She seemed to not notice the lack of an answer or not care, hard to tell with Alice.

Grabbing my hand and dragging me to Sarah, "Ah don't worry too much, I'll keep an eye on you two and make sure things stay in control." Then she pushed me toward Sarah and I saw in their eyes recognition.

I knew I had a choice here, and seeing this poor broken toy Kris had made recoil, made my heart break.

"Hey, hey, its ok, I'm not here to tattle on you or my Ex. Your Dom already knows." I try to disarm the building fear in her eyes but that does very little. I didn't get it, I never showed her anger when her and Kris where in our dorm.

"Everything?"

"No, but enough." I put my hand up to her cheek softly and let her get used to the feeling. "I'm going to make you feel pleasure and pain. Because I know that's something you enjoy, I'm not angry at you." Now that she was looking less scared and relaxed into my touch, I continued, "Alice will be here to make sure you're safe just in case. She'll know when to stop us if we get too lost in the moment, OK?"

"Hmmmhmm" That sound and a nod is all I needed to get started.

Alice was right I did have some stuff to work out, but Sarah took it and kept taking it.

I didn't have to be stopped, after all that time with Kris I knew when someone broken like this was at their limit but was refusing to admit it or even show it.

Most of the other guests had left, so me and Alice took a now clean and covered Sarah to the couches.

For some reason Sarah was reluctant to sit on the couch and was looking at Alice like she wanted to say something but didn't know how.

With a put upon sign Alice asked, "Whats wrong cutie, come sit on one of our laps and rest."

Sarah started to move but was still reluctant when she finally found her voice, "Mistress, I'm still usable, I can keep going."

"I'm sure, but should you, do you want to?"

"Please?" The pleading look in her eye reminded me too much of Kris and I was realizing how far from being over her I was.

"Fine you little brat, while we relax you can eat me out."

"Bondage?" It was clear from the tone that it was another plea not a question.

"I really do spoil you don't I, go grab the arm and leg locks, No other toys, that abused hole needs to rest after what Seb did to it tonight."

The cute submissive and very breedable girl ran off and was back, locked, and attacking Alice's pussy quicker than I thought someone limping from sex could.

"You've taken to her fast, haven't you. Didn't think she had the right equipment for that."

"It's not been an issue, it's locked and she wants nothing to do with it, near scared of it for some reason and Liz didn't tell me why, just to be gentle but firm in all thin- OHHH. That got her really going, good girl." Seems Sarah didn't quite like hearing this subject and was trying to focus on Alice instead of over hearing our conversation. She did seem like the type to like it when her Dom talked about her like she wasn't there, but this subject was triggering something in her.

"Well that's a bit cryptic, wonder if its got something to do with my Ex" I wasn't going to go that easy on her, but I wouldn't be too cruel either. "Am I right Toy, did something about my Ex make you hate that part of you."

It was cute to see her head shake between Alice's thighs, flushed cheeks glistening from her work.

"But it does have to do with her?"

A cute Nod follows.

"Huh, mmhhhmmm, as much as I'm enjoying you, I'm curious. Speak, no lies." Alice's ability to go from enjoying a building orgasm to giving a commanding clipped bark of an order was impressive.

What was more impressive is that it immediately worked, It had taken me more than a bit to get real answers out of her that first day we meet. How long has she had Sarah....

"I used it to break her, I was angry and hurt after what she did with you and me. Liz made me realize how cruel I was being, how much worse what I was doing was than what she did, It's also why I don't talk much if I can."

"That explains a few things but raises so many other questions." Alice just looks contemplative and sits in silence. Ready to pounce if her sub starts lying. "What do you mean by broke her, I remember her breaking you."

"No I-"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO?!"

"Seb Let Her Finish."

'Damn when did Alice's voice get to the point it could freeze me like that?'

"Sorry, continue."

Silence

"Its ok, please continue cutie."

At that encouragement from Alice she started again, "I was broken, but most of it wasn't from her. Is it breaking someone to give them what they agreed to? I wanted her to train me, I needed her, and what she wanted to build with you was the only way she could or would let me be with her. She really didn't want to hurt you."

"Bang up job she-"

"Seb!"

"Sorry, go on."

"-With how angry I was that things weren't going to work out, that it was all her desperate delusion to fix things after she took me to bed and realized how badly she fucked up, I wanted to hurt her, to break her." This was starting to get worrying, not only what she was saying but what she wasn't, few people are introspective enough to figure out implied trauma. "So I took the orders you gave me and twisted them so I could destroy her."

"Des- Destroy?" The tremble in my voice surprised me. "But my orders were..."

"Yes, and I broke her over the next 12 hours you were gone, all I had to do was make sure she was feeling pleasure and I could do what ever I wanted. When she passed out I checked her breathing then took a rest myself, at least until her breathing slowed and heart returned to normal, then I started again and if anything, got worse. I could see the spark die. She was spiraling and I did everything to her that I begged her to do to me. By the time I was done, she was blank and empty."

'Oh, god'

"I was worried you would stop me when you came back and she gave you that pleading look, when you didn't I kept going. I saw the hope die in her and I felt joy at my revenge. I was able to break her the rest of the way while waiting for Liz, got her stored in the same luggage she had me in, that I loved to be in, but knew it would feel like a self inflicted hell on her."

The look on Alice's face was somewhere between horror and frustration. My own face couldn't have been much better. Sarah took the silence as an order to continue.

I wish she hadn't.

" I was still harboring my anger when Liz took us in, but it was simmering down. Until it looked like Liz was making head way. Liz never knew I wasn't as helpful with 'them' as I pretended, at least until she caught me the last time. She proceeded to pull my head out of my ass, guilt was the first emotion I felt to over power both the anger and loss. Between that, her punishing me, and talking me through everything, finally got me acting reasonable. She still didn't trust me, never let me see 'them' again, even to apologize, which I understood but it just feed into the guilt. When she deemed me ready she promised to help me find a Dom like I wanted, no, needed." they tiled their head toward Alice. "It was one of the times I came here alone that Alice found me, I told Liz I found someone and the rest is history."

It seemed they where done with their story and I was floored, it seemed Alice was too, but the thing that hit me hardest, Sarah didn't even know she had managed to be with the girl that Kris wanted more than anything, or even know about me being a practice BF for that matter "Holy shit."

"Yeah, that's... that's a whole lot. But how does that turn into hating those two parts of yourself the most."

"It's because those were the tools I used, hating them and only using them when I absolutely have to is how I remember the monster I can become and the damage I can cause."

My whole world was shifted but it all seemed to just put a disgusted look on Alice's face.

I wanted to fix things, for the first time since that night, but there was only so much I could do.

"Alice, I think I need your Sub."

"For the weekend or something, sure, you can work more of yourself out on her."

"No, permanently."

"Fuck, you're going to try and get back with your Ex aren't you?"

"Not likely, but I feel like I should try, I feel responsible for their state, and quite frankly its easier for you to find and keep a girl than it is for me. Honestly everything would have been easier if I had just listened to Liz."

"I hear that, Liz is normally pretty good at pulling heads outtta asses. Fuck it, seems like you both might need this, what do you think cutie, want to go with Master Sebastian?"

Sarah seems hesitant than nods.

"None of that, I need to hear the words."

"Yes, but I don't deserve him, hells I don't deserve you either."

With a shake of her head Alice ignores the self hate for the moment. "Then it's settled, Sarah you are his, Seb take control of your new charge and go home. I need some sleep and I bet you two do too. Keep the collar and just add a charm or something. I know you would be enough of a cliche guy to give her your ex's when Sarah asks for one."