Chapter 2 : Reaching an Agreement

Jane sighed and released the tension after ending the connection with Marc. She slumped onto her bed beside him, staring thoughtfully at the ceiling. Recent events swirled in her mind. The embarrassment of having exposed herself to the camera, the satisfaction of having won a tidy sum of money, and the confusion about whether she would ever do anything like that again.

Her gaze shifted to Mark, who was still standing by the door, calmly observing the scene. A wave of guilt washed over him.

« Mark, I... I don't know what to say. That was crazy, wasn't it ? I can't believe I did that. »

She covered her face with a pillow. Her boyfriend had been right there the whole time. Although Marc had told her it was a private show, she needed him, as if to stop her at any moment, but... .

Mark was almost disappointed that his girlfriend was actually stopping now. He'd never felt so aroused. It was wrong, yes, he knew that, but seeing her show herself to someone else made him feel so strange. He couldn't understand where it was coming from.

« Yes, it's crazy, baby. You should be sensible in the future. »

Deep down, he was even thinking of a situation where she'd do it again. Then he shook his head. Why was he so excited ? Jane pulled the pillow away from her face, staring at Mark in disbelief. She wasn't sure she'd heard correctly. Her fluctuating emotions were taking over.

« Reasonable ? Mark, I literally just undressed in front of a complete stranger for money ! How could that be sensible ?! »

Despite his words, she knew that she'd ultimately done it willingly too. She noticed that he was also a little out of it.

It can't be easy for him either, she thought.

« Don’t get me wrong, the money is great, and I’m glad I can pay my tuition this way, but… . »

She bit her lip.

« I feel so guilty and dirty now. Like I betrayed you, even though technically nothing happened in the sense of physical contact. »

Mark shook his head.

« No, I’m saying we need to be sensible now. Yes, it was a little risky, but I don’t blame you. Our situation was bad. You’re not dirty. If it’s online, I don’t consider that cheating. He didn’t actually touch you, and you didn’t show anything too wild… . Well… you know what I mean. »

He hoped that in this way, however small, the idea might take root and blossom in her, pushing her to do it again if such a situation arose. He hoped for it as much as he dreaded it.

She watched her boyfriend intently. He was much more open than she thought. He was never openly jealous, but then again, she'd never been in that situation.

I always think he accepts things too quickly, like nothing happened. Does he like it or something ? Ugh... I wonder. But maybe that's his way of accepting things. That way, he doesn't want me to feel guilty.

« I suppose you're right, honey. It's not like we actually cheated on each other. And the money is absolutely necessary. Maybe... maybe it wouldn't be the worst thing in the world to do something like that again, if the opportunity arose. »

She squirmed, uncomfortable, still torn. She didn't even understand why she was considering the idea when, theoretically, there was no chance of it happening, was there ?

« But first, we'd have to set some serious boundaries. Nothing too crazy or intimate. Just... maybe a few extra photos or a private show now and then, when we really need the money. What do you think ? In any case, I wouldn't be able to do more. And that's only if we run out of money again. »

« Yeah, yeah... . »

He was starting to feel hot down there. Mark felt dirty himself, but his imagination was running wild.

« Besides, that man's first name sounds like mine. Marc and Mark, just one letter different. A sign of fate. »

Jane raised her eyebrows, surprised by the coincidence Mark had mentioned.

« Yes, really ! I hadn't even noticed. She said with a nervous laugh. It's a little strange, like a sign, it's true. He didn't push for more either. I guess I was lucky to run into a guy like him. »

Despite her best efforts to remain calm and rational, Jane felt a slight twinge of excitement at the thought that this could be a « sign ». She shook her head slightly, trying to clear the thoughts.

« Anyway, let's not get carried away. If... and it's a big IF... I decide to do something else with Marc, it will be purely for financial reasons. Nothing more, nothing less. We're all in the same boat, okay ? No secrets between us. »

She moved closer to him and kissed him gently, rediscovering familiar sensations that only heightened her arousal.

« And maybe... . »

« Maybe ? »

What could she be thinking ? Jane hesitated for a moment before continuing, her voice low and uncertain.

« Well… maybe we could make it a kind of role-playing game, just the two of us. I could send you little videos or updates after each session, so it stays exciting for both of us. I don't want anyone else to see what you can't see. Of course, it's all just hypothetical. But talking about it helps reassure me, you know… . »

She bit her lip and looked at her boyfriend.

« Nothing too explicit, of course. Just enough to reassure each other. No secrets between us. And in return, you could… help me relax afterward. Make me feel special and loved. »

A deep red rose to her cheeks as she realized how daring her suggestion was.

« Well, only if you want to, obviously ! No pressure. I just thought… it might be a way for us to get closer, instead of pushing each other apart and tearing each other apart. What do you say, baby ? »

For Jane, if she were to do it again, it would be a complete and utter betrayal. That’s why she’d talked so much. She wouldn’t do it again, but if it came to that, everything would be cleared up. Mark breathed heavily. Had she understood ? Had she seen his altered state during the show ? He was consumed by his thoughts, the heat in his stomach still palpable.

« We can, yes. Of course, all of this is only if money becomes an issue. »

Jane is overcome with relief when he accepts her proposal, provided, however, that it is financially necessary. She nods vigorously, a grateful smile lighting up her face.

« Of course, darling. Money will always be the main factor. »

His words are meant to reassure, but upon reflection, one could sense that they almost had a double meaning… . Will money be a condition or an excuse ?

« I promise not to overdo it or go crazy, whatever opportunities come my way. »

She leans closer, her voice softening into a knowing whisper.

« And between us, the idea of sharing these little moments with you afterward… makes it all so much more intimate and exciting. Like we’re partners in this adventure, you know ? »

Jane placed a soft kiss on Mark’s cheek, her heart pounding with anticipation and nervousness.

« Thank you for being so understanding. For the trouble… . »

Jane lay down on the bed and removed her top… and bottom… until she was completely naked. She ran her hand over her stomach before gently massaging her clitoris.

« I must thank my man properly… . »

He leaned towards her, beginning to delicately touch her body. A body that could be shared with a stranger. He shivered before continuing… .