Chapter 12

Sitting on the edge of the couch, the only spot he could sit with how many file folders were taking up the seats, Liam did his best to act happy and excited as he recapped the episode of Barbie he just watched. He was sure she was watching him through the camera as she sat here in her office, but still she gave him her full attention. “It sounds like you really love your show, but it is a bit juvenile. Perhaps it is time you grew up, how about we make you a sixteen year old instead of a preteen. Would you like that Leah?”

Sixteen, a full seven years younger than he really was, he would balk at that ever working, but no one at the dentist's office questioned his age at all earlier that morning. The closest was the receptionist talking to Chuck saying how his daughter was either getting all her growing out of the way early or would end up taller than all the boys.

When he got dressed back into his clothes… Liam shook his head, hating that he just thought of these as his clothes. When he put them on he didn’t miss the fact that Megan had placed a diaper that looked large enough to fit him to the side, like it could be an option if he wasn’t behaving like she wanted. Misbehave and wear a diaper, remain as he was and be some girly preteen or be good and get to be treated like a teenager. The more he thought about it though, he wondered if refusing her offer would slide the scale closer to that diaper and he wouldn’t put it past this woman to make him drink nothing but prune juice just to make him use it. “Leah, speak when spoken too. I asked you a question young lady, Or are you not interested in growing up?”

“I want to grow up.” He hated being treated like some child and he was not going to give her an excuse to make him some adult baby to spank and diaper.

“You don’t sound like you are excited, maybe we should leave you like this for the summer. I bet your Daddy can find a nice summer camp where you can be with other children your age.”

“No, please! I want to grow, I don't want to be… like this!” Liam imagined running around a playground or using the community pool in the bathing suit she just made him wear.

“Well I could help you, but you would have to ask me nicely to make you the best and prettiest sixteen year old girl in the state. That is if you even want that.” He in fact did not want that, he wanted nothing to do with this blue eyed fiend. The way she was making him say things like he wanted them, he didn’t know if she had some recording device running like she did when she made him…. No he couldn’t even bring himself to think of Lucus after what she did.

“Miss Megan, could you please help me be the best and prettiest sixteen year old girl in Nevada?” Megan stood up from her chair, taking the feminized man by the hand to pull him to his feet. Then she wrapped her arms around him giving him a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek.

“Of course Leah, I would be honored to help you be the prettiest and best girl you can be. In fact in four weeks there is a beauty pageant in the next city over. It isn’t Miss Teen Nevada, but it could be a stepping stone. Just think if you work hard enough, by this time next year Leah you could be wearing a sash that says Miss Teen Nevada, or even Miss Teen USA. Isn’t that exciting?” Megan could clearly see the panic in his face, so she gave him another quick hug. They really did need to move for all the appointments today. With everything it was going to wipe out all the money Liam had in his account and put a heavy load on Charles’s credit card. “We can head out now, all you need to do is take off your cute socks and put your shoes back on and we can be off.”

“That's it? That isn’t going to make me look older or…” Megan touched Liam’s cheek lightly, smiling.

“I know you are in a hurry to grow up, but that will happen at your first appointment. First thing we need to do is get you in to see the Boob Fairy. Then we can see you blossom into the beautiful young woman I know you can be. Now hurry up so we can be off.”

Liam did as she said, but as he was following her out of the office he stopped in her daughter's room. He didn’t have his phone in his pocket and figured it fell on the floor or under the bed. “What are you looking for sweetie?”

“My phone, I can’t find it.” Liam said, kneeling on the ground as he pulled up the covers for the bed to look under it.

“You don’t have a phone, Leah, but if you are good for me I will buy you at the mall. Now come along.” Liam glanced up at her and then went back to what he was doing, he didn’t need a new phone. The one he had was only two months old, he had just upgraded the thing and wasn’t even close to paying it off.

“Just give me a sec, I’m sure it is here.”

“Leah, a good girl is always obedient. A good girl never argues or complains. Are you acting like a good girl right now?” Liam stopped moving completely, slowly looking over his shoulder back to Megan. Like he was expecting her to be looming over him like a predator ready to pounce. She didn’t look angry, just stood there with her arms crossed and an eyebrow raised. She was still dressed for the office and the way she crossed her arms made her large breasts stand out more. It was truly a shame someone so hot was so bat shit crazy and… scary.

“No…” Liam dragged out the word, he didn’t want to act like a good girl. Or any type of girl. He mentaly grumbled as he got back to his feet, running his tongue over his teeth and braces again. He wasn’t sure how anyone with this metal in their mouth got used to it.

“Good, then come along.” Megan stopped, looking Liam in the eye for a second. “You seem to be having a problem taking these lessons to heart. Why don’t you grab a notebook and you can write out your lessons as we drive to your first appointment.”

The motto, the stupid motto that he had said a thousand times and that wasn’t good enough. Now he had to write them while they drove, it was a mixture of a kid having to write lines on the blackboard and giving a child a coloring book to occupy their time. He couldn’t even bullshit his way through it because she actually took the time to look over his work. Telling him how his hand writing needed to be girlier and go slower to get it right. As he went to walk past the woman she put a hand to his chest, the pressure giving him a reminder that he was in fact wearing a girls training bra. “Leah when I tell you to do something, not only do I expect you to do it, but I expect you to acknowledge me that you are going to do it and what you are going to do.”

“Yes Miss Megan. I will get a notebook and write out the good girl motto while we drive.”

“I know how important it is for young girls to try and push their boundaries to grow, so I don’t want you to think of this as a punishment. This is just to help you be the best girl you can be, so you only have to do it if you really want to be a good girl. So I am going to ask you, Leah, do you want to write down your lessons to help you be a good girl?”

Liam’s nose scrunched up as he bit back a reply, before forcing a smile back to his face. She was pushing his buttons on purpose, she wanted him to react, she wanted him to violate her little pretend rules so she could punish him further. This wasn’t enough for her and she wanted more, and he wasn’t going to give her the excuse to spank him again. “Thank you for helping me learn to be a good girl Miss Megan.”

“You are very welcome dear. Now let me grab my purse and we can be off.”

When the SUV stopped Liam put the pad of paper and the pen on the back seat and waited for his door to be opened. Something that amused Megan as the child safety lock was not engaged on the door. “Leah dear, it is okay for you to wait for a door to be opened for you when you are with a boy. In fact, I want you to always wait for a boy to open doors for you when you are with them. Not all of them are gentlemen, but it is important some of us remind them and I think you are just that type of girl. Now come along, lets not dawdle too long out here.“

Trying the door, Liam was a little surprised it opened, even with her saying that he expected her to have forgotten the child lock was on, just to mess with him. The office was plain white with not comfortable looking chairs in the waiting room. It had only one door to go into the back and a glass window with an older looking woman with thick glasses typing away at a computer.

“Good morning.” She said, looking down at her computer before continuing. “Yes it is still morning for a little bit I guess. Do you have an appointment?”

“Yes, Leah Summers here to see Dr. Nolan.” The older woman typed away at the computer before turning to look directly at him. Her eyes seemed huge through the thick glasses, making him feel uncomfortable like she was looking at him with a microscope.

“This isn’t exactly something we do for young girls, I can’t believe the doctor didn’t tell you to let your daughter grow naturally.”

The friendly smile Megan had on her face slid away. “Tammy…” She said the woman's name like she was tasting it . “Leah is not my daughter, but if I was so lucky it still wouldn’t be your place to tell me how to raise her. She is older than she looks and that is the reason why we are here. Maybe a little less personal opinions into the lives of others and focus on your job. Like letting the doctor know his noon appointment is here to see him. Okay?”

“Umm yes, just have a seat, he will be with you shortly.” Her words were apprehensive, but Megan could see the anger in her eyes. She couldn’t stand people like her, the woman was like some of the people at her church all too willing to give their opinions about her marriage when she got divorced. Liam wasn’t sure what this place was, other than a doctors office, but it was nice to know Megan didn’t just bite off his head when she spoke.

When the doctor finally took them both into the back room Liam started to feel more and more nervous. They weighed him, measured his height and then his chest, waist, and around his butt. Never had a doctors office done something like this and it worried him more and more. “Okay, Leah is it? I’m Dr. Nolan. Feel free to call me Nolan, or Nole if you wish. I understand you have started transitioning, and while you can’t be approved for surgeries to look the way you want yet. You found us and wanted help looking like you feel on the inside.”

“Transitioning?” Liam’s eyes went wide as he looked from the doctor over to Megan.

“No need to be shy sweetie, Dr. Nolan.” Megan gave him a nod of the head. “Nole, is going to help you look like the beautiful girl you have been telling me you want to be. Nothing he is going to do is permanent like you would like, but it is a good start.”

“What are you going to do?” She had given him just enough information to make him sweat, but not panic. He was going to do something to make him look more like a girl, but it wouldn’t be permanent.

“Think of what we will do like when you fill up a water balloon, but in this case we will be using saline and there is no risk of you popping.”

Liam brought both his hands up to his chest, feeling the training bra as he thought of them inflating his chest like balloons. “Ummm ahhh, what if I changed my mind?” Megan put one of her hands on her hips as she looked hard at Liam as he sat there on the doctor's table.

“Now, now. No need to get upset at Leah here, it happens all the time that a patient gets cold feet after making an appointment. I am here to answer any questions you have if you are scared about anything, if you would like to reschedule or not proceed that is okay too. Leah, your feelings are valid.” Dr Nole nodded, proud of himself for remembering things he learned at a counseling seminar.

“We have researched this and she was asking me to help her not even an hour ago. Would you mind if we talked alone for just a minute?” The doctor nodded, patted Leah on the leg twice before stepping out of the room to give the family space.

“Leah, are you going to give me trouble here?” Liam could hear the threat in her voice, but he didn’t want to have tits.

“You didn’t say anything about giving me tits! That isn’t going to happen!” While he stressed the words, the volume of his voice was hardly over a whisper. Liam did not want anyone to hear what he was saying.

“We can go then, no need to get this done if you feel that way.” Megan stood up and took a step towards the door, hearing Liam hop off the doctors table. “If you don’t want to grow up, we can always make you a baby girl instead. Lay around all day, watching Sesame Street, going potty wherever you are thanks to your diaper.”

“If I don’t do this, that is what you will do to me? For the entire summer?” Liam knew right away this was her plan. She seemed to love the walk away, and then drop some horrible consequences if she didn’t get her way.

“No of course not, I could always still call the police. Would you like that option instead of wearing a diaper?”

“What they do here is just temporary?” Megan nodded her head, fighting to keep a straight face. “Great.. Just great.” Liam sat back down atop the doctors table.

“Guess I’m getting tits today.”

“Breasts honey, boys say tits. Now when the doctor asks you to confirm things just tell him I will take care of all that. How you are ready to proceed, just too nervous to deal with the details that you have already gone over.”

“I didn’t go over anything.”

“I did for you, and I know you trust me. You do trust your Daddy’s girlfriend, don’t you Leah?”

Four hours later Liam was standing in that same room again, looking at himself naked in the mirror. “You look beautiful Leah, you truly are going to be a heartbreaker.” In the mirror was him, but his hips looked much fuller, his ass looked massive to him. If he saw a girl was this ass he would want to have her bend over so he could bounce a coin off it, but it was on him, and then there was his chest. It felt incredibly heavy and looked massive… bigger than massive. The doctor said they were C cup, but to him they looked like they could have been an F cup.

“With your small frame I am surprised you chose that size Leah, but if you are a C cup at sixteen, I bet you will be a D or DD by the time you are in college.” Liam frowned looking at himself in the mirror, it was him, but not him. His jaw hurt, his teeth hurt, his skin felt like it was inflated from a bad reaction to a bee sting. No amount of Benadryl was going to ease this swelling, he would be stuck with it for little over a week. Then he would have to come back… he was sure Megan would be there to make him. At least next time it wouldn’t take nearly as long to inflate him like a balloon and the doctor promised it wouldn’t be as uncomfortable. “I look like a freak.” He said seeing his chest and male bits in the mirror.

“No, no dear. You are beautiful and I promise to help you learn to accept that. Leah you are a beautiful young woman and I want to hear you say that to yourself in the mirror right now. “

“Do I have to?” Liam didn’t get a response to the question, just a hard look. “I am a beautiful young woman.”

Liam just could not get over the fact that he had tits and not something small either. His chest and ass looked remarkable, sore as anything. This was like something out of some bad science fiction movie. They had him rest on his stomach while two thick needles with clear hoses were stabbed into each ass cheek, slowly making them swell and then they did the same thing to his chest, but after the first thirty minutes of that they put a hard styrofoam brace over his chest to make sure his new assets came in right. Looking at them now he would say they definitely looked right for an endowed girl, but not on him.

“Again, and try to sound like you mean it.” Megan was beyond happy. She never even considered this for Bailey, but the hormones had been working wonders on his body. Much more than she could have ever hoped for. The saline injections weren’t cheap, but it wasn’t her money and they had amazing effects. Once she got Leah on estrogen and something to block the testosterone, her body would naturally start to fill in what the saline was doing.

“I am a beautiful young woman.” Liam said, moving one hand over his manhood. Wishing those words didn’t seem so true, but the image in the mirror told another story.

“Much better. Let's get you dressed and then we can get the prescription the doctor was talking about to help ease the pain you must be in.”