Case: 0001, Subject: Alexandra, formerly Alejandro

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Case: 0001, Subject: Alexandra, formerly Alejandro

Interviewers’ notes:

[The subject has recently undergone a reversion and is participating in this study to relay a firsthand account of the process and a subjective experience of life as both a person and as genitalia.] [Q: refers to interview question while A: is the subjects response]

Q: Hello Alexandra, thank you for joining me here. Could you please state in your own words what you have recently experienced.

A: Sure, I'll try. It's a bit fuzzy. I remember my life before as Alejandro—birthdays, a job, dates, and family. But I also recall living in a surreal way that’s hard to describe. I remember hanging somewhere high, feeling safe and warm, and sensations of being rigid and hot with a pulsation running through my core. I remember being pushed into warm, wet places and feeling essential. That’s the best I can do.

Q: Interesting. Do you recall the moment you started reversing?

A: Vaguely. It felt like waking up from a long sleep, my mind heavy and slow. As I woke up, the weight lifted, the world brightened, and I could feel my body changing. I heard him crying out for help.

Q: Who was crying?

A: Me. No, I mean the other me. Alejandro. He wanted something badly.

Q: He didn't want to change?

A: Oh, he did. I could tell he wanted this. But he couldn't wait any longer, he needed to change as soon as possible. Even though we were experiencing pleasure beyond his imagination he desperately wanted the change to finish. I think he was tired of being a man. So, I spoke to him and assured him I would take care of us and he could let go. We reversed pretty quickly after he fully accepted himself.

Q: You said the experience was pleasurable?

A: Oh yes. It was like an orgasm but all over. Totally mind-blowing euphoria. You would have to feel it to know what I mean.

Q: Are you happy this way? Do you miss being a penis?

A: Oh, I couldn't be happier. I'm relieved actually. Being a penis was ok but in hindsight it never felt right. Or rather my penis self always had a looming feeling of the world being wrong but I couldn't express it. So no, I don't miss being a penis. I actually prefer having cocks inside me, not the other way around. And I can say for certain Alejandro feels the same. He loves, truly LOVES being a pussy. Totally fulfilled. He tells me in moments where he's aware and clear headed. Which isn't often, the sensory experience of being genitals is pretty overwhelming.

Q: Do you remember what finally made the change happen?

A: Alejandro was alone at home. The evening before it happened was a difficult day for him. He had just been let go from his job and his girlfriend had broken up with him only a few days prior. She said he wasn't enough of a man for her. He knew she was right, he hated being a man. He was totally ready to just give up. To soothe himself he had a secret little ritual where he would put on a night gown like pants and suck on a dildo, wishing he would turn into a pussy. I think in that moment he finally let go of any notion that he was or ever had been a man or human. We felt something give inside us, then it was like a gag had been taken from my mouth and I could finally speak. I reached out to Alejandro to comfort him and let him know that I would be taking over from now on. That he could relax and just be himself. His true self. And I would take care of him as my cute little beaver. Use him like he's always wanted.

Q: Can you describe the transformation process in detail for me?

A: Of course, first I…

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