CH1: A Familiar Face

It doesn’t really take long or anything for me to find her. She is easy to see with her cap and long dark hair. “Hey! Grace, nice to see you!” I hurry up to her and she turns to me and smirks. “Hey, Lilah. What’s going on?” I sigh in relief. Such a creepy place as this already started getting on my nerves, so a familiar face really does comfort me. “Ehh, you know. I’m kinda missing light. Like, light in general.” It’s pitch black, I am not sure why they would keep the lights off. It’s not very welcoming. Grace laughs and fixes her cap. The hat is camoflage colored and has some kind of insignia at the front. It’s a pretty cool hat, and Grace never takes that thing off. It’s apparently a good luck charm. Although Grace never came across as someone who would believe in all that to me.

“So, you know anyone else here? I know it’s kinda hard to see but…” Grace asks and I look around. My school has only a handful of girls like me and all of them have perfectly normal genitals. My issue isn’t that severe really. I just do not have a scrotum. My testicles are somewhere inside. Compared to some of the other cases I’ve read about, my case is nothing in comparison. Now my mind wanders. I actually never asked what Grace’s situation was. But it somehow doesn’t feel appropriate now either.

“Not really… do you?” Grace nudges her head towards a girl in a corner fixing her clothes and hair. “That one’s from my school. She’s got a wicked dysmorphia. Have I ever told you?” Grace whispers and I listen. Grace is quite the nerd, kind of like me. We get along well. Although I tend to just like what they teach at school while Grace likes to read and watch videos. I hope I had as much enthusiasm to learn about fun things as her. To me school is already quite fun in itself.

“She got her dick in her pussy.” I get taken back by such a vulgar way to say it and I look at my friend confused: “W-what?” She clears her throat: “It’s stuck there! They are connected, you know? Like a donut.” She bursts out giggling and I don’t think it’s very funny. It sounds horrible and I frown at her. She sighs and shrugs: “Well, that’s Wicky for you. She’s fine… I play Valorant with her sometimes. She’s wicked good too.” Grace tries to distract me from her weird sense of humor and I start to think. I sure hope we three can win together. There’s always a place for a third to win. Better be Grace’s game buddy than just some random girl, right? And if what Grace said was true, I sure would like to see her get treatment. What a horrible dysmorphia. Much worse than mine.

It takes a moment, some couple minutes but eventually the lights flicker on. It’s not the usual bright lights of a school building though. More like those of an arcade or something. Neon lights line the walls and gives each of us a blue and pink shade in the gymnasium. There is an announcement in the school intercom. We all listen a little prepared. Whatever could happen. The game was starting after all.

“Hello all 20 players. The game is starting. Retrieve your gear from your designated boxes.” We can all see the boxes just by the side of the gymnasium room and we find our own chests. The one with my name on it has a weird suit inside and a tool belt. It doesn’t look comfortable.”Hey! No way I’m wearing this!” An angry voice calls out. I look and see that some girl with a tan is shouting: “My balls ain’t fitting in this thing!” She snickers and the intercom comes on again with the man’s voice saying patiently: “The suit you find inside the box is mandatory to wear during the whole game. The crotch area is also designed to… accommodate your genitals. Please, put the suits on.”

I take my socks off and try my feet into the flexible bodysuit. It’s really tight and I struggle a lot. At my crotch I notice that there’s no way my panties will fit inside the suit. The front side is fine, but the backside is far too tight. I can’t believe how tight they made the suits. So I end up having to rip my underwear off and pull the suit the rest of the way. Now, without a bra or even some panties, I look practically naked with the suit on. It’s so snug, I can’t really even feel it. It’s black in color with some red highlights. I feel a little embarrassed.