Bump into Ivan and Gabi

How on earth is this going to play out, me being a possible dad? I know she said she missed her period but it’s not a done deal, sometimes it just happens right? I found myself feeling rather sorry for Rosa instead of feeling regretful, why is that? Am I a bad person for doing that, for thinking that? Maybe what she said hit me in a deeper level, she had been single for seven years now until I came along. Still is technically, I guess I’m the one idiot who decided not to pull out or I just got lucky or both. Still though, it was some heavy news for me to carry.

But even though she looked worried, when she stared into my eyes I didn’t feel bad or anything, I felt something else. I felt... I don’t know, wanted? It’s...it’s complicated. I’ve had a number of exes and flings in the past but like, none ever reached this far. And she is my principle no doubt, and now I may have knocked her up. Was it messed up of me to have thought of the a word when she asked for help? Was it even weirder when she hugged me feeling like maybe I wanted this? Like maybe it’s not a bad thing after all, maybe we needed each other? Like maybe... just maybe, for a second we kind of... matched?

“Hey Alex!” I looked up ahead and saw Ivan and Gabi rushing towards me. Well, at least I know I have those two always looking for me. “Hey.” “Alex, you’re fine. Are you... are you in trouble?” Gabi asked, I shook my head. Ivan seemed puzzled. “No trouble at all from breaking in?” “Nope. Just told me not to do it again and let me go.” “Huh... okay well, that’s that I guess. Why did you break into the nurses anyway?” “I had a headache, I wanted something for it and I did. I’m feeling much better by the way.” Though to be honest, the headache went away as soon as Rosa told me. “Well, you wanna go get some breakfast?” Ivan asked, I smiled. “You know what, I’d like that.”