Backtrack (yes I am cursed)

Realizing he has no way to protect his dignity, Ritsuka hangs his head in resignation. "Ok, yes I have been cursed."

Nodding in understanding, Siduri pats him on head. The sympathetic, almost motherly, gesture only served to make Ritsuka feel even smaller; like he is kid being comforted by his mom.

"Cute penis," Siduri abruptly says in a soothing voice. Ritsuka stiffens a bit as her words bounce around in his head. Confusion overwhelms him as his dick becomes more erect under the amused gaze of Siduri.

"Ah, my theory was correct. Small dicks like being reminded of their adorable lack of size. Thanks for your help." Siduri says with a strange sincerity. "I'll give you some advice. Accept your vulnerability; it will make your lover want to pamper you because of how cute you are. Trying to act big when your not just makes you look laughably pathetic."

Ritsuka absorbs her words as he becomes uncomfortably erect. The realization that he is enjoying being treated like a cute child makes him realize he will never be an alpha male like the heroes of legend he stands shoulder to shoulder with. He is a sub at heart, destined to be dotted on like a cherished pet.

"Thanks for your advice." Ritsuka says with acceptance. Siduri giggles then suddenly pokes his dick and traces her finger up his little shaft before leaving him to his shame. The sudden stimulation is a shock to Ritsuka's senses; he can only dumbly which the swaying of Siduri's hips as she walks away. Siduri looks back one last time, then an uncharacteristically smug look appears on her face before leaving.

Ritsuka turns his gaze back to his penis and only now realizes he prematurely ejaculated while he was ogling her ass. And Siduri certainly saw that, which was probably why she seemed so self-satisfied.

It took all of Ritsuka's remaining willpower to not start crying.