Back to reality

*A/N sorry for late updates I recently messed up my iPad and that’s how I’ve been writing all my stories I had to replace it. Now that I have I’ll be updating regularly again.

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I didn’t want to be away from the den long. I’d only been away from an hour and in that time I myself was ready to have a panic attack. I didn’t like my mates all out like this, it felt unusual to be away and knowing they for a change were the ones out of commission while I focused on our duties. I was walking back through the hall to Alpha castle. Metal flooding my mouth as my finger nails burned and stung from biting to hard. Suddenly a hand grabbed my shoulder lightly.

I quickly spun around growling. Stopping when I realized it was Aelius. I sighed shrugging the hand off my shoulder. Normally I wouldn’t care much however my mates would not approve of him touching me and in their state it would feel like a slap to the face to allow a boundary like that crossed. Maybe I was just tense and looking into it too much.

“Your mates need you in the domains.” He stated.

I nodded my head. “Okay…..I’m finishing up here. I’ll be there soon. Are they okay?”

He shook his head. “No not really. Asher and us filled them in and they understand your alive but it doesn’t change that they need you right now.” He stated.

I nodded my head again. “Okay….im heading to the den anyway I’ll be there soon.”

He nodded and vanished. Why didn’t they just teleport us everywhere if it’s so easy for them. I scoffed thinking about it. Calm down Dean….calm down…just in a bad mood. I looked at my bleeding fingers. You’d think after having Asher rail the shit out of me for 12 hours straight I’d be peachy. I didn’t even get the real change to have that after high.

I walked into the hall and quickly unfroze the door to the den. Barricading it shut behind me. I looked at my four sleeping mates. Kolby, Marky, and Dylan had frowns on their sleeping faces. Small tears leaving their closed eyes. I ran my fingers through their hair grazing their horns slightly. I noticed large chunks had fall off them as they slept. Dylan was missing one entirely now as its remnants lay crumbling on the pillow. I crawled between Asher and Marky closing my eyes. It wouldn’t take long to travel to the domains.

I appeared surrounded in orange and yellow. Warmth danced on my skin from the sun above in Aelius’s domain. I looked around and saw four figures standing in the distance. Four figures on the ground in front of them. I walked slowly towards them already feeling the emotions. Raw sorrow and guilt in 3 out of 4 sources. Guilt primarily in the fourth.

I heard loud sobbing as I approached silently. I walked close enough to see my four mates on the ground. Kolby, Dylan, and Marky screaming loudly as they cried. Asher trying to comfort them but struggling when he himself felt guilty. I watched as Kolby dry heaved and Dylan clawed at his arms in vain. He couldn’t exactly hurt himself here. Marky seemed to be trying to pull his longer hair out as he sobbed. I wasn’t sure how to help them, I wanted to try.

“Boys it’s not your fault.” Esen said quietly trying to soothe.

They didn’t listen. Just continued to sob as Dylan began to dry heave himself.

“You four had no control over your bodies. Zagan did that not you.” Ajax stated quietly.

“He’s alive and he’ll be here soon. It’s gonna be okay.”Aelius stated softly.

“Hey babes.” I said softly walking past the gods as I looked at my mates.

All eyes locked on me and in an instant I was lifted and tackled to the ground as softly as three 9ft tall men could manage. Immediately I was smothered and wet as they cried and drooled on me. I rubbed their backs in turns as they sobbed wildly and uncontrollably.

Asher came up and sat above my head. Running his fingers through my hair as the other three cried and sobbed. The emotions they were feeling were **** intense. Guilt permeated under the overwhelming despair in their chest. I cooed and nuzzled them gently as they let all the emotions out.

After many tears and emotional sobbing I was left with my mates as they softly sobbed on my neck and chest. Unable to truly speak though it seemed they just wanted to enjoy me right now. I ran my fingers through their hair and over their shoulders. I saw they had their eyes closed as they sniffed quietly.

“Let’s go back to the den alright. It’s late and I think what you guys need is real proper sleep. Not this soul away from body shit. Frankly I think my soul needs to be in my body and with you guys for awhile.” I said quietly.

I received four quiet nods and looked at the gods as they awkwardly stared and watched. In all honesty I’d forgotten they were there.

“Well we need to make a plan for Atlas.” Ajax stated.

“Not with us five tonight though. I have to get to my dad eventually yes. Right now though I have these four to think about too they need sleep. Real and proper sle-” I stated quietly before being cut off

“No Dean you don’t get to choice.“ Ajax began roughly and forcibly.

I rolled my eyes. “Can’t you see that now’s not the best time for this?” I asked annoyed.

I sensed their anger rising slightly feeling and hearing my annoyance.

“I don’t give a shit what y-“ Ajax had began before being cut off.

Within a moment the four relaxed body’s around me tensed and sat up. All four on their hands and knees growling and roaring fiercely at Ajax. Their powers flaring up fully as their body’s engulfed in fire, rock, lightning, and a black and red hue. The hair on their body’s and head standing up. Thick globs of drool leaked down their cheeks and chins from their bared sharp fangs. I sensed the deep hostility in their chest. They’d had enough now. Any little hint of any perceived aggression near me was ready to be met with **** on sight. My four Alpha’s had snapped. The boundary they’d okayed all our time together that had moved here or their had tightened intensely.

In an instant they pounced Kolby’s fist connected with Ajax’s jaw sending him back as the other gods attempted to stop them. Aelius tried to catch Dylan but in a second Dylan’s teeth sank into his arm drawing blood. Esen then tried to pull him off and was met with a fist colliding in his face from Marky. Ace moved to stop them as well until red tendrils wrapped around his arms and launched him at Ajax making them collide. I stood trying to stop them but before I could do anything I watched as Aelius waved his hand and I felt like I was falling.

I opened my eyes as four body’s darted up. Teeth bared as they looked around the room. They growled and stood pacing around the room for several moments checking the side halls and making sure everything was locked. I laid in the bed and watched as the hyper aggression state they were in slowly calm. One by one they climbed on the bed and laid their heads down on my chest and stomach. The rest of their body’s laying sideways on the bed. Luckily the bed was massive and they fit with their feet just dangling off. I wrapped my arms around their necks and It only took a matter of minutes before I heard four pairs of light snoring. I looked at their horns which had crumbled and fallen apart. Leaving a thick spot of exposed skin and bone underneath. I summoned a bubble and placed it on the skin. Swirling the water around I tried to clean the area and pull the broken horns off healing the skin underneath. After an hour I had finished all three and now the horns were gone.

I wrapped my arms tightly and protectively over their necks as they slept facing away from each other, soon I felt my own eyes close and drifted into dreamless sleep.

“It’s a good idea.” I heard a deep voice say.

“Absolutely that’s not something I’m interested in repeating.” Another said.

“When he wakes up we’ll do it immediately.” Another deep groggy voice stated.

I opened my eyes and looked down. I was met with four pairs of eyes immediately locking on me as I was cuddled tightly.

“What do you guys got planned now?” I asked groggy.

I received no real response. I was simply picked up by Marky and watched as Kolby, Dylan, and Asher started taking the sheets and blankets off the bed and picking the massive bed up like it weighed nothing to them.

I watched as the three of them walked out with the mattress and Marky followed behind them carrying me. We went down the hall and up some stairs after a few minutes we entered a door that had a spiral staircase. Heading up the stairs Marky and the others ignored my questions. They walked up until we reached a hallway where they opened the first door on our left shuffling the mattress and blankets inside. I saw a massive black bedframe in the large empty room. They threw the mattress down and made the bed. Marky gingerly sat me on the bed and laid next to me as the other three went back down the stairs.

“So we’re changing rooms?” I asked quietly.

Marky nodded and kissed my forehead. The three men walked back and forth with the couch and empty dresser setting everything up.

“Well get the TV later.” Kolby stated.

They walked in with all the clothes throwing them in the drawers. The game shelves and placing my picture on the matching bedside stands. The room was nice I saw a massive balcony that wrapped around outside through the glass doors. The room didn’t have the same decorations though. No weapons lined these black and white marble walls.

“Can I ask why and get an answer?” I asked them.

They looked at me and down at their feet. I felt the guilt and anxiety bubble in their chest. In that moment I knew it had to do with what happened. Before they could speak I sighed.

“No it’s okay. I understand safety is your fours choice. If this is what makes you guys feel better I get it. I’m happy as long as I’m with you guys.” I said smiling softly.

They smiled and nodded. I felt the appreciation in their chest slowly replace the guilt.

“There’s just a lot of bad memories associated with the old den at this point now.” Kolby said softly.

I nodded and dropped the subject, I looked out at the snow covered balcony as the blizzard raged outside.

“Well replace the doors in the entire spire with metal and stone ones. Even the balcony ones. There’s a tuff breakproof glass we can get as well that we’ll be replacing the windows with.” Asher stated.

“No ifs, ands, or buts.” Dylan stated firmly.

I chuckled. “That’s your guys department not mine I just live with you four.”

I relaxed as they walked around the room. I crawled under the blanket that reeked of their musk and wrapped myself tightly in it with Marky, I wasn’t cold but I was comfortable.

After around 30 minutes of the four of them setting everything up I stood and began getting dressed.

“What are you doing?” Dylan asked.

“We have to deal with the crisis. Don’t think that just because I’m alive that it’s business as usual. Your four don’t have time to readjust it’s time we do our jobs.” I stated flatly.

They growled but I held a finger up.

“Get dressed. You guys wanted to be royals this comes with the territory and we have a crisis that still going on.” I stated.

Dylan came up and gripped my hips tightly. He seemed more aggressive than the other three right now. He growled lightly in protest.

“Nope. I’m not touching anyone’s cocks or having fun until we deal with my father.” I stated firmly.

They growled and whined unhappily.

“No whining it’s unattractive.” I stated with a chuckle.

They went silent and groaned annoyed. I pushed Dylan’s hands off my hips and walked towards the door. They growled loudly and I summoned an ice wall to block them from reaching me. They whined and howled from me blocking them.

“I’ll release it in 5 minutes, if you four leave this room without getting dressed I’m gonna be mad.” I stated firmly I walked out the door and felt their panic in my chest. I rolled my eyes. I was gonna wait for them.

I walked left and looked at the rooms up here. These rooms were matching rooms to the ones in the former den. Rooms for our children to grow up in. I was lowkey thinking of turning one of these rooms into a sex room. Maybe some whips and chains if I can get Dylan down to try. Maybe the other three will be willing to test this stuff out if we get it. I feel like Asher might be down for some hardcore stuff. He seemed the type. I released the ice like promised and heard the door to our den slam open and four pairs of feet rush down the steps.

They had completely missed me standing to their left. I chuckled and headed down the stairs. I walked down into the throne room already feeling their panic. I walked in and saw four tall figures sniffing the air aggressively. Pacing around the room agitated by my absence. I saw they had in fact put clothes on. Now wearing the royal Alpha waist armor. I stayed by the door as they growled at any guard or soldier who attempted to speak to them in the agitated state. There was something that turned me on seeing them aggressive like this. Was it healthy probably not but I enjoyed it to a degree.

I walked in and sat in my chair. They were so engrossed in looking for me they missed seeing me sit down.

“Status reports.” I stated dryly.

Four heads snapped around and looked at me. Drooling and snarling now seeing I wasn’t talking to them. No one dared to respond to my question. A fact that puzzled their faces as it was rude not to which would piss my mates off, but also talking to me would piss my mates off. Simply a lose lose situation.

“Tell them.” I stated chuckling.

All four walked over and kissed my head staring at me aggressively and turning away once the soldier began to speak.

They listened closely as they now fully understood what had been happening while they supported my father’s winter at first. Now Keenly aware of what the repercussions of their angered state with my father had caused.

“We’ve been lucky that no mass casualties have happened. People are beginning to freeze down in the underground areas however and it’s causing widespread sickness.” The soldier reported.

I nodded as my mates listened intensely.

“Marky, Kolby. With your abilities do you two think you can make a solution to this?” I asked them.

They looked at me and nodded.

“Yeah I’ll just have to heat the tunnels up.” Kolby stated smiling softly as Marky nodded.

“I could try to make the rocks thicker. Might help insulate it better.” Marky stated.

I nodded. With that the two of them set out after kissing my cheeks. I looked at Dylan and Asher.

“Dylan maybe you should take Asher and show him what needs to happen with military check in’s.” I stated

He nodded his head, after we were done with the status updates Dylan had me crawl on his back as he led me and Asher around the castle. We checked in with the military which had nothing to report as burrowers had been all but missing with the snow outside. Everyone was more focused on making sure people survived the harsh cold.

We spent the next several hours catching up on everything. My mates had a lot they needed to do that had been neglected while they were away. I switched between Dylan and Asher’s shoulders every hour or so. They didn’t want me to stray far away from them. Given everything that had happened and was still happening I was happy to oblige their request. Kolby and Marky had returned a few hours into our work. Mission accomplished as they put it. Kolby had used his abilities to raise the underground temperature around 30 degrees and Marky reenforced the roof of the underground tunnels for people. The three helped Asher understand what he had to do. All four of them did the same jobs.

“Thanks for treating him equally.” I whispered into Dylan’s ear softly as the other three left to the throne room.

He chuckled. “Why wouldn’t we.”

“Well his dad. I was worried you three would have an issue to a degree.” I admitted.

He smiled, reaching his hand back and squeezing my ass firmly. “It’s thanks to him you’re alive. He’s your mate and our pack brother, just that alone makes him golden in my book.”

I smiled and nuzzled into Dylan’s neck. “I was also thinking when this is all done we convert one of the extra rooms into a sex room with whips and shit finally.” I chuckled.

“Oh fuck yeah I’m down. Once everything goes back to normal we can find out where sex shops are.” He laughed.

The idea made a knot twist in my stomach that felt deeply empty. I inhaled Dylan’s scent knowing the four mates in my life had something to fill the void there.

I calmed myself down. No no no, no sex until this situation is dealt with.

I kissed his ear and he led us back into the throne room. “We’re done pretty much unless you three have anything else to do. I’m gonna take Dean back to the den.” Dylan stated.

The three nodded and they all dismissed the guards and soldiers. We went back to the den and Dylan picked me up flipped me around and sat me on the bed as he laid next to me.

“Situation isn’t as bad as we thought it could be. Other than severe overcrowding as everyone in the country is in the capital.” Kolby sighed stripping his clothes.

“Yeah for sure. There’s been a lot of fights apparently in the underground. Crime is an issue to with people stealing rations. Me and Kolby had to crack down on that while we were down there.” Marky stated sighing stripping as well.

“Understand what you gotta do Asher?” Dylan asked casually.

“Yeah seems like it’s a lot of work but in reality it’s just telling people what to do.” Asher stated.

The three watched curiously as Asher stripped down. I knew it was because they hadn’t seen his cock in a full state of mind yet. I looked at Kolby knowing Asher was bigger than him down there while still 3 inches shorter in height.

Asher’s pale 15 and a half inch uncut cock came into view. It was thicker than the other three and slightly bigger by a half inch. Asher scratched an ich inside me that was divine. His balls seemed to be ever so slightly larger too. My guess as he was raised with a divine spark inside him and his father possessing him made his body react and change over the years.

“FUCK!” Kolby cursed looking at his cock.

Dylan and Marky laughed at Kolby as he fumed. Asher stared at them confused.

“It’s cause the second we found out Dean had a fourth Alpha Kolby here was hoping he’d be bigger than you.” Marky chuckled.

Asher chuckled and climbed into bed. I ran my hand over his red pubic hair. Kolby fumed in the corner.

“Yeah it’s all natural, at least as being the son of a god can be.” Asher stated.

“They were 12 inches before Ace changed the size of their dicks.” I chuckled.

“This is fucking bullshit and even with that he’s still bigger than all three of us.” Kolby puffed annoyed.

“Eh by an half inch. I have a thick one like him.” Marky stated.

“And I don’t give a shit. The trick is knowing how to use it Blondie.” Dylan stated rolling his eyes.

“This is true.” I laughed.

Kolby puffed his chest annoyed and climbed into bed. Marky followed suit. All four sat cross legged on the bed as I laid in the middle. They just talked about random shit.

“So with four of us how does the sleeping arrangement work.” Dylan asked.

“Unless Asher doesn’t want to sleep next to Dean?” Kolby asked hopeful.

Asher vehemently shook his head no. He wanted to sleep next to me just like the rest of them. I sensed the fours agitated states rising as they tried to come to a solution.

“Well shit. Maybe I could use one of you as a pillow?” I sighed trying to find a solution.

They all nodded liking the idea.

“Well how do we do rotation now? Whose day is it anyway?” Marky asked.

They all looked at each other than me. “Thats for you four to figure out, it just has to be fair. If I say an order someone’s gonna take that as favorites and I don’t have favorites.” I stated.

“This doesn’t need to be difficult how did the order go first anyway?” Asher asked.

“Marky, me, Dylan.” Kolby stated.

“Alright just do that and add me at the end, I don’t care as long as I have physical contact with Dean.” Asher stated flatly.

“It’s not just that, whoever is in the middle not only sleeps on Deans chest they also get him for the day. They get the day off to stay in the den and have private time for sex, dates, or anything really. It’s more of a contest for who gets their one on one time first where we don’t have to share him.” Dylan sighed.

“Hmm I will say Dylan did get him a lot alone today. Would that count into the rotation” Marky grumbled.

The other two looked at Dylan as he went wide eyed. “Shit no.”

“Oooh it might.” I chuckled.

He groaned and sighed. “So Asher is in the middle then?”

The other two frowned and nodded. “Awe Dylan it’s okay. I’ll use you as a pillow. How does that sound furthest from middle gets to be pillow.” I said softly.

“Is the pillow position good?” Kolby chuckled.

“In my opinion yeah. I mean the other three aren’t gonna wanna use the fourth as a pillow and the fourth isn’t gonna want them on him. Pillow has to give me armpit though.” I chuckled.

“Damn that’s a good point.” Marky sighed.

Dylan moved the pillows and threw one under his head. I climbed on and rested my head on his pec and armpit as he wrapped his arm under my neck and held tightly. Kolby and Marky grabbed pillows and separated themselves from him while Asher climbed on my chest and laid down.

I licked and nipped Dylan’s bicep licking and tasting the salt on his skin as I inhaled his scent biting down into his arm. He chuckled tickled from the sensations. The empty feeling returning. It would be so easy to just let them fuck me right now. We’d all want to…..no get it under control. I sighed relaxing, it seemed they hadn’t noticed I’m getting horny…..yet.

“Stressed Dean?” Asher asked concerned.

The other three turned and looked at us. “Mhm I mean there’s a lot going on.”

“Why does him biting mean he’s stressed?” Dylan asked concerned. I sensed their anxiety prickle.

“Beta’s bite and nip more when under distress. Him liking our armpits as that’s the most potent area of our musk and sweat Production next to our cocks and balls, it’s comforting. Biting that spot is even more of a stress reliever. I’ve been meaning to say him biting his finger nails and drawing on you guys is a sign of stress and distress in general.” Asher said nuzzling my chest.

“I mean there’s a lot to be stressed about.” I sighed biting Dylan’s arm more.

“Is there anything we can do to help him?” Kolby asked softly.

“Let him bite you guys as much as he wants. It’ll produce chemicals that calm us as well as him. If he’s stressed and already biting Dylan all four of us Alpha’s are already matching Dylan’s hormones and ready to be bitten. In a few minutes we’ll all be calm because he’s biting one of us. Other than fixing the cause of the stress directly there’s not a whole lot else we can do except talk to him.” He sighed softly.

“Okay, will make sure to keep in mind.” Marky stated.

“Remember you can bite us a whole lot harder than you think. It won’t hurt us at all unless you literally take a chunk of meat off.” Asher reminded.

“Yeah babe bite harder okay. I like how it feels.” Dylan cooed softly.

I nodded and bit down sinking my teeth all the way into his bicep as he sighed softly. I felt relaxed as I did knowing I was getting the dopamine and serotonin. After a few minutes I heard the four softly snoring. I continued to bite Dylan comforted by the taste and scent. My hands started roaming my sleeping mates. Kolby and Marky sexy ribs and abs, Asher’s muscular back. I was feeling every ridge and curve of my sweaty mates as they slept and scented me. I licked Dylan’s bicep biting and flicking my tongue on his muscles. My stomach twisted and churned demanding cock. I knew if they were awake they’d smell the need on me as I stared at my sleeping mates. A rising temperature in my stomach only cock and pulses of jizz could put out from them.

I closed my eyes. Reminding myself what I needed to do. There wasn’t time to be distracted. I released Dylan’s arm and breathed through my mouth trying not to inhale the musk that was so incredibly strong on them right now. I felt three pokes on my lower body. I knew Kolby, Marky, and Asher were rock hard right now. I looked right and down my muscular pillow and saw Dylan’s cock pointed straight up. A thick bead of precum leaking down his pale bloated cock head. I watched as the thick pearly clear liquid dripped down in a fat glob and land onto his brown curly mound of pubic hair. Even as my mates slept their bodies knew. Their mate was horny for them. I looked away and closed my eyes again and before even I knew it I’d passed out feeling the twisting knot in my stomach angry from being denied greeting their massive cocks with a kiss.

“Ah there he is.” Aelius stated.

I looked around and realized I was alone with the gods.

“It’s time you get your dad.” He stated.