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Chapter 6
by
XarHD
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Axis Mundi
The further they climbed, the more the Athanor revealed itself as less a building and more a continent—every meter an improvisation against collapse. The Athenaeum, all glass and self-congratulatory modernism, quickly gave way to a hierarchy of platforms, bridges, and ducts that pirouetted through the core like the nervous system of some cephalopod god. Adrien began to see the logic of the place: living spaces were clustered in alcoves just far enough from the open void to avoid total thermal suicide, but close enough to maintain a visual relationship with the heart of the volcano. Between these, the circulation corridors—glass, metal, stone, and, in at least one case, what looked like a hybrid of concrete and compacted bone—zigzagged with deliberate asymmetry, always resolving at their endpoints with a small flourish of geometry, a bracket or a finial that announced “You have arrived. Now go on.”
Adrien stole glances at Amabilis as they descended, searching for any sign of discomfort, but her stride remained even, her feet bare against surfaces that would have flayed the soles off a normal person in minutes. Her only concession to the environment was a slight relaxation of the shoulders, as if the heat soothed rather than oppressed. And there was heat in some corridors, though not in others. Adrien couldn’t fathom how some areas were chosen for a more pleasant temperature, while others were less insulated from the heat of the volcano.
They entered a branching gallery at what must have been the midpoint of the volcano’s height, where a ring of glass catwalks intersected over a shaft that plunged, naked and unprotected, all the way to the base of the caldera. To the left, a cluster of rooms with lighted windows; to the right, a domed balcony that projected out into empty space with a recklessness that felt personal. Ahead, a corridor plunged straight through the rock, the air inside illuminated with a steady, sky-blue fluorescence.
Adrien could not resist. “How is this all possible?” he said, not expecting an answer so much as a correction. “If this is a vessel, why build it on the brink of failure?”
Amabilis slowed, and for the first time, regarded him as if his question warranted calibration. “A vessel that cannot fail is useless,” she said. “Transformation only occurs at the boundary. That is the function of the Athanor—to withstand as much reaction as the system can tolerate before rupture. The design is optimal for process, not preservation.”
He laughed, not that he meant to. “I suppose I’ve lived in worse places,” he said, but the joke dissolved as they emerged into a wider atrium, a space that looked simultaneously like a hotel lobby and the vestibule of a spaceship. Here, a high wall of transparent crystal separated the atrium from the active caldera, the molten stone below visible through a haze of polarized light. The atrium’s floor was a network of shallow pools, each filled with water so still that the surface tension made perfect, inverted copies of the ceiling. Here and there, floating glass globes glided along hidden channels, emitting a low, contented drone.
Amabilis stopped at the edge of the largest pool. “You are wondering why I have brought you here,” she said.
Adrien, who had in fact been wondering whether he could throw himself into the magma and bypass whatever process she had in mind, was caught off-guard. “Not exactly. I was following your lead.”
She canted her head, the split of black and white in her hair aligning with the radius of the pool. “Good. That will be necessary.”
He looked at the nearest bench, which seemed to hover just above the surface of the water. “So, where are we going?”
Amabilis did not sit, nor did she indicate he should. “You must see your chambers. The Axis Mundi.”
The name stung with old recognition. “Is that where it happens?” he asked, intending to sound glib but failing. The words felt heavier in his throat than he’d meant.
“That is where you happen,” she replied, as if this were the obvious answer. “It is the point around which the vessel orients itself. All other spaces are subordinate. It is your function to provide structure to the chaos of the Athanor.”
He eyed the periphery of the atrium, searching for an exit that would lead away from the volcano’s center. “So I’m the spine of this place.”
“You are the only part that cannot be replaced,” Amabilis said. “If you fail, the vessel fails. That is why you were the first to arrive.”
He heard the word “first” and did not like its implications. “And the others?”
“Will be drawn to you, or you to them. The mechanism is not entirely deterministic.”
He exhaled, slow and deliberate. “So this is a harem show after all.”
She did not blink. “If that is the process you require, yes. But do not mistake the metaphor for the thing itself.”
He found himself wanting to challenge her on this, to **** some admission that she understood the absurdity of it all. But before he could, Amabilis turned and began walking along the periphery, skirting the edge of the shallow pool. He caught up, matching her stride. “So, what exactly is the Axis Mundi? I mean, is it a room, or a state, or—”
“A system,” she said. “A place, a function, a memory. No one may enter the Axis Mundi except you, or with your invitation. When the time comes, I will open the way for those who have earned passage. Until then, the space is yours alone.”
He let the phrase “earned passage” settle. “That’s awfully cryptic.”
She regarded him for a moment, her gaze as blank as a resting sword. “You know a great deal about these shows,” she said. “More than most. You recognized the process almost at once.”
He looked away, embarrassed and not sure why. “I read a lot,” he said, voice stripped of irony. “In my world, there are entire internet archives of these… scenarios. All variations on a theme. Stories, mostly, purportedly written by fans. Sometimes I wondered if it was a real thing—if somewhere, in some possible world, it was a true event, just echoing into ours in the form of stories.”
Amabilis watched him with something like interest. “Do you think this is the original, or the echo?”
He shrugged. “I’d say neither, probably. I’ve never read about a Host like you,” he said instead. “Usually they’re either benevolent, or sadistic, or professionals. I can think of a few in each category, such as Genet or Arabella or Cassandra for benevolent, Azure or Lucien for sadistic, maybe Ava, or Lily, or Vizkoroth for professionals. Or the young ones, like Sylvia, or Jocelyn.” He paused. “I may have read more than a few. But you seem…” He struggled for the word.
“Transitional,” Amabilis supplied.
He blinked. “Is that a warning?”
Her mouth curled at the edge, a smile not of amusement but of mutual recognition. “It is an acknowledgement. Hosts are not exempt from transformation. The process alters us as surely as it alters the reactants. But we are not permitted to abdicate the role. That is the only true rule.” She looked at the door. “The Athanor is not only your crucible, Adrien Moore. It is when all dross, including mine, is swept away.”
He could think of nothing to say. There was a pressure behind his eyes, a tightness in the chest that felt less like fear and more like anticipation. “Do I have to go in alone?” he asked.
She considered him. “The Host is always allowed to accompany the Master. I will do so, if you desire it.”
He thought of all the stories he had ever read—of the hosts, the harems, the elaborate, coercive intimacy of it all. He realized that every variation had ended the same way: the protagonist accepting the premise, stepping through the door, and finding that the only thing awaiting him was himself, revealed.
“I think I want to see it,” he said. “If you’re willing to show me.”
Amabilis inclined her head, not in deference but in satisfaction. “Then we proceed.”
She pressed her palm to the door. For a moment, nothing happened. Then the seam widened, the door dilated inward with the silent precision of a surgical instrument, and the air behind it rushed out—not a gasp, not a gust, but the gentle sigh of an old chamber recalling its purpose.
He stepped through, and the world reorganized itself around him.
The moment Adrien crossed the threshold, the temperature dropped ten degrees. Not in the way of a malfunctioning air conditioning unit, but with the precision of a well-executed experiment: every particle of air suddenly cooler, drier, shorn of the mineral haze that haunted the rest of the volcano. The corridor was straight, perfectly clear, and as wide as a train platform. He saw at once why the surface was glass—beneath it, nothing but empty air, then, a thousand feet below, the red and black mirror of the caldera’s core.
He stopped after three steps, uncertain whether the vertigo was an artifact of the architecture or some more basic, lizard-brain protest against open heights. He put a hand to the wall, expecting chill, and found it instead pulsing faintly with residual warmth—someone had thought to insulate the interior against the full brutality of the volcano. Through the glass, the view was so clean and continuous that it felt less like a corridor and more like a bridge to nowhere.
Amabilis watched him acclimate. She offered no commentary, but he caught the way her shoulders aligned with the vanishing point ahead, as if she, too, felt the urge to move quickly through the span. “It was designed for spectacle,” she said at last. “You might prefer not to look down.”
He looked down anyway, and saw his own reflection, crisp and whole against the backdrop of the caldera’s glow. He did not look like a catalyst, or even a particularly durable vessel. He looked like a man who had spent too many years perfecting the art of not being noticed.
She walked alongside him, and together they traversed the glass corridor, each step slightly easier than the last. About a third of the way across, Adrien noticed a pattern: the floor, at regular intervals, was etched with fine, concentric rings—not for decoration, but as reference points, each one fractionally different from the last, as if calibrated for some anticipated shift in the volcano’s profile.
The corridor terminated at another door, this one a perfect square of brushed metal, the surface inscribed with a single, centered glyph. Not a letter, not a symbol, but the kind of mark a surveyor would make to fix a location in memory. Adrien recognized it immediately: the sign of the world-axis, a cross drawn through a circle, lines so mathematically correct they felt like a threat.
Amabilis did not wait for him. She placed her palm against the door, and it irised open in four symmetrical petals, revealing a space that managed to be both enormous and tightly constrained.
The Axis Mundi was not, as he had expected, just a suite of rooms. It was a system: a hub of interconnected chambers, each one echoing a function he had known in the world he left behind, but rendered here in a vocabulary of stone, glass, and pure intention. The first chamber was a lounge, but calling it that was like calling the Pantheon a waiting room. The floor was stone, dark as oil, streaked with veins of iridescence that caught and fractured the light from the magma below. A series of low red couches, their surfaces upholstered in something softer and more yielding than leather, ringed a portion of the space. In the center, a table of black marble, its surface inscribed with a pattern so intricate that he could not decide if it was decorative or diagnostic. Chairs were accurately placed around the table. An incongruous, large-screen TV hung from a wall where it could be easily watched from the couches or from the table. A fully stocked bar sat in a corner.
Amabilis gestured for him to sit, but he ignored the invitation and walked a slow circuit of the room, taking in the details. Every corner, every seam, was finished to a perfection that bordered on inhuman. There were no visible fasteners, no caulk or filler—just the relentless, uninterrupted joining of materials.
She watched his progress, then spoke. “You will find food and drink here, when you desire them. The kitchen is behind that panel.” She pointed, and a section of wall dissolved into a slender counter, fitted with appliances that looked like they belonged in a Michelin test lab. “The system anticipates your needs. It will never refuse you, unless you request something harmful to the process.”
He sat, letting his body sink into the couch. The angle was precisely supportive; he wondered how many dimensions of his body had been measured to arrive at this configuration. “So this is my throne,” he said, not hiding the bitterness.
“Your Throne awaits in the House of Weighing. This is just a seat,” she replied. “But it is not a place of power. It is a place of observation. Everything that happens in the Athanor will be shown here, if you wish.”
He stood again, restless. “What’s next?”
Amabilis led him through an arched opening to the right, into a chamber that must have been the bedroom, though it resembled no hotel suite or dormitory he’d ever known. The bed was a broad platform set directly onto the floor, covered in a single, immense sheet of fabric that looked like spun silver. Above it, the ceiling was domed and painted a deep, mineral blue, flecked with pinpoints of actual gold. On the far side, a glass door opened onto a balcony that cantilevered over the caldera itself. He walked to the edge of the bed and pressed a hand to the sheet. It was cool, but yielded instantly to the pressure, conforming exactly to the shape of his palm. “I don’t suppose the bed makes itself?”
Amabilis shrugged. “It is not a hotel. But there are servants.”
Adrien tilted his head. “People?”
“Functions,” she corrected. “Roles that must be fulfilled. Some wear faces. Some do not.”
He grinned, surprised by his own levity. “It’s the Harem Hotel. I suppose I can see what comes next.”
For the first time, Amabilis’s face tightened. She did not show annoyance, not exactly, but the air around her grew fractionally more charged. “If you believe this is solely a sex show, you will poison the process,” she said, her words slow and clear. “The body alone is not an object of entertainment here. It is the vessel in which all suffering, all loss, and all transformation occur. If you reduce the process to pleasure, you will fail. And so will they.”
He shuddered. “Is this a threat?” he asked, more genuinely curious than alarmed.
“It is an observation,” she said. “The record shows over three thousand cycles. Those who treat the process as conquest, or as indulgence, are impurities. They leave no product. The vessel collapses.”
He considered this. “And what is it you want me to do?”
“Allow the process to unfold,” Amabilis said. “Do not try to control the outcomes. Do not attempt to win. You must fill the vessel, not break it.”
He paced the room, the magnitude of the task settling on him like a wet blanket. “But I’m the catalyst, you said. I’m supposed to initiate. To act.”
“You are the catalyst,” Amabilis agreed. “But the reaction proceeds on its own. Your only responsibility is to allow it to run to completion. Every other function is a distraction.”
He thought about this, thought about all the stories he’d read, all the variations on the same basic fantasy. In none of them had the protagonist been **** to reckon with the possibility that he was just the baseline, the substance to be refined. It seemed unfair.
He felt suddenly, brutally exposed. “Why me?” he said, unable to modulate the plaintive tone.
“Because you have reached the point where there is nothing left to reduce,” Amabilis said.
He got up, moving past her and out onto the balcony. Despite their proximity to the magma chamber, the air was cool, crisp, and carried only the faintest hint of the sulfurous tang of the world’s engine. From here, the tiers of the volcano opened in a scroll of unimaginable complexity: staircases, arcades, entire neighborhoods of empty structures, all built for a population that did not yet exist. He gripped the balustrade, aware of her just behind him.
She joined him on the balcony, her eyes fixed high above, where the stone lips of the volcano’s crater gave way to whatever world existed out there. Where the magma’s glow met the night sky. “It is possible to change everything here,” she said, her voice lower. “But not if you refuse to be changed yourself.” She thought for a moment, then said, “You will know when it is over. Not before.”
He stared out at the endless terraces, the empty rooms, the dormant galleries. “So it’s just waiting, then.”
She stepped closer, and now the energy between them was less ceremonial, more human. “No,” she said. “It is making yourself available. If you hide from the process, it will seek you out in another form. If you meet it, you may steer it. Not control, but influence.”
He remembered something from his old life, a line from a philosopher he’d never cited in print: Freedom is not the absence of constraint, but the ability to navigate within it. He doubted Amabilis would appreciate the analogy, but she seemed to sense his thought.
“Do not waste time looking for the rule book,” she said. “The rules are all written in you already.”
He almost smiled. “You’re very sure of yourself.”
“No,” Amabilis said, almost gentle. “But I am certain of your suitability, though I do not know the outcome.”
They stood for a long time on the balcony, neither speaking nor touching, but perfectly aware of each other’s presence. Far below, the magma pulsed, each surge and ebb reflected in the lines of the volcano’s interior like the throb of a cosmic heart.
He nodded, as if the answer were exactly what he’d expected. “Is there a time limit?”
“Not for you,” she said. “For them, yes.”
They walked back in, she sat across from him on the couch, and now her demeanor was less Host, more confessor. “You have been through the process before, in other forms,” she said. “But you have never permitted yourself to complete it. Always you deferred, or left, or sabotaged the final stage.”
He thought about his past, the ways he’d avoided resolution—always one more job, one more relationship, one more journey, one more unclosed account. He thought of the women who had orbited his life, each one bringing him closer to some imagined completion, but always finding him unfinished, unsatisfied, or simply gone.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The Axis Mundi, in its meticulous silence, felt like the waiting room of some impossible tribunal: every surface perfectly composed, every angle denying the comfort of softness or the forgiveness of clutter. Adrien found himself cataloguing the space with the same detachment he reserved for a newly discovered manuscript—curiosity blunted by the suspicion that it was only a well-constructed simulation, a logic problem waiting to be unmasked.
He circled the lounge, touching nothing but letting his gaze rest on every artifact and fixture: the refrigerator flush-set in the basalt counter, the books ranged in tight-lipped uniformity along a single shelf, the inexplicable television hung with the precision of a diagnostic instrument. In the center, the marble table glimmered, its spiral of gold and lead lines suggesting a puzzle so old that the meaning had been ground down to pure shape.
Amabilis watched him with professional patience, like a docent who had decided to see how long the guest would test her silence. It was Adrien who spoke first, the words coming more as a vent than a question. “There’s not much here that isn’t a metaphor.”
“There is nothing here that isn’t a metaphor,” Amabilis agreed.
He laughed, short and sharp. “So the kitchen is for… what? Reification? Transmutation by comfort food?”
“If you desire it, yes.” She stepped to the counter, where a clear glass carafe stood, condensation beading its surface. Without looking, she poured a measure into a glass and handed it to him. The water was cold, not glacial but perfect in the way that a memory of a mountain spring is perfect, impossible to source in any real world. “Everything in this space is a phase or a function. The lounge is for mixing, the kitchen for preparation, the bath for dissolution, the study for recollection. The balcony is the only place in the vessel where you may look out and not in.”
He took the water, letting it rest in his hand before drinking. “And the bedroom?”
A smile, only visible in the eyes. “The bedroom is the alembic,” she said. “It condenses what cannot be held elsewhere. You will find it… necessary, as the process advances.”
He traced the edge of the glass, thinking. “Is this how it always is? The crucible, the metaphors, the audience?”
Amabilis shook her head, a slow, precise motion. “The reaction adapts to the substrate. No two are alike, except in the requirement for a vessel and the refusal to end in stasis. You are the only element that cannot be replaced, so the process built itself to your specifications.”
He considered this, the words leaving an aftertaste. “That’s not flattering.”
“It is not meant to be. Flattery is another form of delay.”
He placed the glass on the table, where it left a perfect circle of condensation, then gestured at the room. “So what’s the point, then? Am I supposed to eat, fuck, and watch the world burn?”
Amabilis did not even blink. “If that is the route to resolution, yes. But the process is not limited to the body. It is neither punishment nor reward. The point is to bring the vessel to its maximum potential before the inevitable dissolution.”
He walked to the balcony door, letting the view fill him: the churning strata of the volcano, every tier a city of the dead, every terrace another cycle in the Work. “You said something about filling the vessel. You keep coming back to that.”
“I do,” she said. “Because that is the only thing that brings the process to completion. If the vessel is left empty, or only half-filled, or the principles are unbalanced, it shatters under its own vacuum. Most iterations fail here.”
He turned. “And sex? Is that a metaphor too, or just the instrument?”
Amabilis met his gaze. “It is the first metaphor. Filling the vessel, joining opposites, the alchemy of desire. But also the most dangerous. Few elements are as volatile.”
He watched her for a beat, then said, “I’ve read enough of these scenarios to know how it ends.”
She nodded, accepting the challenge. “And yet here you are.”
He let the silence sprawl, then walked back to the table, where he perched on the edge of a couch, hands folded in his lap. “What about the others?”
“They do not exist yet,” Amabilis said. “You and I shall collect them as we go.”
He let his head fall back, staring at the ceiling. “You’re very good at not answering questions.”
She allowed a small, almost human smile. “You are very good at asking the wrong ones.”
He felt the fatigue rise in him, an old, familiar current. “So what is the right question?”
She stood, crossing the floor in three deliberate steps. She leaned against the marble table, arms folded. “Why is this your cycle?” she said. “Why is it that this Athanor was crafted for you?”
He looked at her, suspicion knitting his brow. “Why?”
She regarded him, the green-gold of her eyes luminous in the volcano’s light. “Because you have no ambition left but to finish. That is what made you the catalyst.”
He exhaled, and for a second the room felt smaller. “It’s true,” he said, the confession so abrupt he hardly recognized the voice. “I’ve spent my life ignoring messes, and every time I try to make something, I abandon it before it can go wrong. There’s nothing left but the process.”
Amabilis nodded. “So finish it. Or allow it to finish you. The vessel does not care. It only needs the process to run to its end.”
He paced the room, energy giving way to a restless, pacing uncertainty. “I used to believe in alchemy. The idea that transformation was possible, that there was a way to turn suffering into gold, if only you worked hard enough. But all I ever managed was to dissolve everything I cared about.”
Amabilis watched him, her face unreadable. “You mistake dissolution for failure,” she said. “It is the essential phase. Nothing is transformed without passing through the black stage.”
He heard the words, but what he remembered was the sensation of sand, the unfixable loss at the heart of every experiment, every relationship, every life. “Is there an albedo?” he asked, smiling bitterly.
“There is,” she said. “But few ever reach it. Even less reach rubedo. Most are content to cycle through the black, never allowing themselves to separate from the residue.”
He stopped pacing, standing at the threshold between lounge and bedroom. “You said sex was the first metaphor. What comes next?”
Amabilis considered. “Union, in whatever form it may take. Sometimes that is pleasure. Sometimes memory. Sometimes annihilation.”
He let that sink in, the words crawling through his head with the patience of a slow acid. “You make it sound like a war.”
“It is a negotiation,” she said. “But if you enter as if to conquer, you will be conquered.”
He nodded, absorbing this. The room seemed to brighten, the lines on the marble table sharper, the veins of gold more pronounced. “What happens if I succeed?” he asked.
She tilted her head, the white and black fall of her hair forming a perfect division. “The world changes,” she said. “Or you do. Or both.”
He almost laughed, but the sound caught in his chest. “That’s a big promise.”
“It is the only one I can make,” Amabilis replied. “All else is speculation.”
He walked to the kitchen, running his fingers along the cold stone. “What if I want to start the process now?”
She watched him, the weight of her attention like a warm hand on the back of his neck. “It is your choice. But once begun, it cannot be reversed.”
He looked at the array of books on the shelf, the geometry of the furniture, the volcano’s patient, pulsing heart far below. “Do you have any advice?” he asked.
Amabilis considered. “Do not try to be what you were. Do not try to control what arrives. Remember the traps of the Great Work.”
He nodded. “Anything else?”
She stepped closer. “Remember that the vessel exists to contain what cannot be held elsewhere. If you try to escape, you will only return to the same place. If you fill the vessel, you may leave it behind.”
He looked at her, the sense of anticipation now joined by something darker and more thrilling. “Thank you,” he said.
She inclined her head.
The intrusion came as a simple click—a door opening and closing with pneumatic finality. He looked up, expecting Amabilis. Instead, a woman entered the lounge, tall and angular, skin glossy and obsidian black, with the build of a champion fencer and the eyes of a bored librarian. She wore a knee-length tunic, neutral and unadorned, and carried a stack of white towels pressed tight against her chest.
She was nearly at the bathroom threshold before she noticed him. There was a split second where their eyes met—hers a peculiar shade of violet, unsettling for their lack of iris or pupil—and then she performed a quick, birdlike nod, as if acknowledging a fellow janitor on the night shift. She set the towels on the sink, arranged them into a fan, and then, with her back to him, ran a hand along the shelf as if confirming it was level.
Only when she turned again did Adrien spot the flaw: the seam that ran around her neck, not a scar but an engineered joint, black and faintly glossy, as if two stones had been sanded flush together and mortared with midnight. Her wrists and elbows bore similar seams, each one so symmetrical that it could only be a design element. As she exited, her gait was flawless—mechanical, but not in the way of a machine; rather, the motion was calibrated to avoid all waste, each footfall landing with algorithmic certainty.
She looked at him again on her way out. This time, the eyes lingered. He let her pass, unwilling to break the silence. He stood for a moment, watching the golem's retreat. The uncanny correctness of her gait left a residue in the mind, the way a perfect facsimile could sometimes make a thing less real, not more. The towels, white as bone, sat like a challenge on the bathroom shelf, too numerous for one person but not enough to suggest abundance. Adrien flexed his fingers, suddenly aware of a mild sweat at the base of his palm.
He called through the echoing lounge: “Amabilis, is that… what I think it is?”
“Yes.”
Adrien tried a smile, less as greeting than as insurance. “You have help,” he said, nodding toward the bathroom. “I thought this was a closed system.”
“The vessel requires maintenance,” Amabilis said. “Golems are optimal for such tasks. They do not judge or question.”
Adrien moved to the counter, needing the comfort of a solid surface. “She looked at me. Like, really looked. It was…” He hesitated, then settled on the only word that fit: “Uncanny.”
Amabilis considered. “Most find it unsettling. The self is troubled by the encounter with an intelligence that does not care to be perceived.” She closed the refrigerator with a silent nudge. “You may command any golem in the Athanor. They are forbidden to refuse, within the boundaries of the process.”
He tapped the countertop, finding the rhythm of his nerves. “Are they like the Rabbinic golems? Or are we talking more… automata?” He half-grinned, “Should I check for the emeth scroll?”
The question, meant to break the tension, landed without a ripple. Amabilis regarded him. “The Athanor’s golems do not use inscription. They are animated by a borrowed spirit—discrete, isolated, and bound to their substrate. No scroll is needed. The emeth is replaced by a command structure, irreducible by ordinary means.”
Adrien suppressed the urge to shiver. “So, they’re enslaved souls. But in a nice way.”
“A soul is too grand a word. The minimum viable essence to perform a task, not enough to suffer or desire. They are not alive, but neither are they inert.”
He pressed further, “But they look like people. They’re even gendered. Is that for my benefit?”
“It is for the benefit of the system,” Amabilis said. “Anthropomorphism increases efficiency. The vessel learns what you find familiar and adapts accordingly.”
“So if I’d wanted dogs, I’d be surrounded by corgis with dish towels in their mouths?”
She tilted her head, calculating. “If that is what the process required, yes.” He studied her, wondering if she was trying to make a joke, but her inhuman eyes betrayed nothing. The two of them sat across from each other at the marble table. The towels, he saw, were now folded with fanatical precision on the nearby shelf. No trace of the golem remained except a faint scent, like mineral oil and new air.
“Is there a limit?” he asked. “To what I can ask of them?”
“You may request anything that does not break the process,” Amabilis replied. “They can repair, construct, destroy, or fetch any object you might desire. They may not intervene in the reactions directly.”
Adrien absorbed this, and for a moment, the weight of potential pressed in on him. “That’s a lot of power to put in the hands of a catalyst,” he said, more to himself than to her.
“It is precisely the correct amount,” Amabilis replied. “A true reaction is impossible without agency.”
He steepled his fingers. “Do you know, in the rabbinic stories, golems always go mad eventually? They get too clever, find the name inside the name, and then they turn on their masters. It’s a cautionary tale about control.” He watched her, curious if she’d bite.
She offered a thin smile, the ghost of amusement in it. “I am aware. But the golems here are not subject to legend. They are engineered for compliance, not transcendence. If you wish to dissolve them, simply command it. Their memory will be erased and the substrate recycled.”
He looked at his hands, flexed them, then balled them into fists. “Doesn’t that bother you? The idea of a thousand silent intelligences, doomed to be wiped if they break protocol?”
Amabilis was silent for a long beat. “No,” she said finally. “Because I have been both substrate and spirit. The distinction is arbitrary.” She lifted her hands, palms up, as if weighing something invisible. “If you wish to find fault, remember that your own world is filled with similar arrangements. The only difference is that here, the rules are explicit.”
He thought about that, about the woman who’d entered with towels and left without a trace, about the layers of university bureaucracy he’d navigated in his old life, the subtle machinery of exploitation and disposal. “It’s still disturbing,” he said.
“Disturbance is often the first stage of transformation,” Amabilis said. “In alchemy, the solvent must first disrupt the structure of the solid before anything new can form.”
He found himself smiling, despite everything. “I know. That’s almost kind.”
She shook her head. “It is necessary. Nothing more.”
They sat for a time, the only sound the distant hum of the volcano, the glass in the floor transmitting every subtle vibration. Eventually, Adrien broke the quiet. “You said I’m the first to arrive. When will the others come?”
“When you are ready,” Amabilis said. “Or when the system determines that you cannot progress without additional inputs. Whichever comes first.”
He ran a hand through his hair. “Do you have a list? Of who’s next?”
She met his gaze. “Would you like to see it?”
The question caught him off-guard. “Can I?”
She rose from her chair, motioned for him to follow, and led him to the study—an alcove walled in pale wood, its shelves lined with thin, unmarked books and a few relics that looked like architectural models. A single console was set into the desk. She pressed her palm to the screen; it flickered to life, displaying a set of seven icons arranged in a circle around the ouroboros. Each icon was a stylized glyph, different from the others in color and form.
Amabilis pointed to the ouroboros. “This is you,” she said. “The base element. The other seven represent the current roster of reactants.”
He peered at the icons. They were the same symbols in the mural he had seen on the way here: the seven alchemical metals, the seven classical planets. None resembled names. He felt the urge to ask about each, but instead said, “I thought there would be more.”
“In this cycle, the system has pared down to essentials. Excess variance has been removed. If a result is possible, it will be achieved with minimum entropy.”
He nodded, thinking. “Do I know any of them?”
Amabilis’s expression gave away nothing. He let that settle, then: “So, when do we start?”
She watched him, eyes unblinking. “Are you ready?”
He hesitated, the echo of his earlier question looping back to him. “No,” he said, “but I think it doesn’t matter, does it?”
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Harem Hotel
A reality show to alter reality
A reality show in which contestants compete for one lucky man or woman's affections, and are changed until they can.
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