Awww shit

Pepper: I took the liberty of rearranging your email and had them organize accordingly but there is one that seemed to be a priority as time is a factor it's from your ex-fiancee

Fuck was the first word that came to mind when dealing with anything related to Lisa but judging by the look on Pepper's face she thinks I'm at fault and while I want to slap her I need to figure out what Lisa wants but I don't have the mental fortitude to do so myself Harley has been helping me with that and I already know that she would tell me to read it myself but I can't.

Antonio: Give me a summary what does it say

Pepper glares at me as she begins reading and as she reads through it her face began to change to confusion as if she couldn't understand what was reading but I didn't say anything and let her finish so she could tell me what it said.

Pepper: Sir I think you should see for yourself...

Antonio: I can't

Pepper: If you just...

Antonio: I CAN'T! I just can't... I'm just not strong enough just tell me what it says... please... I know I can't just avoid it but I don't think I can do this on my own just yet

The entire room was completely awkwardly silent for a brief moment before all eyes focused on Pepper who now wished she had just stayed quite instead of causing trouble by being nosey going through my emails.

Pepper: It says that she is sorry for cheating and that you were right about everything including Ashley? And she wants to meet with you to talk if you're willing

Whatever lust I was feeling earlier was now gone like I stuck my junk in ice water I needed direction I need to talk to my therapist.