August 25, 2019

Sunday, August 25, 2019

I woke up this morning in Jacob's bed. I'm not quite sure how that happened, since I know I went to bed on an inflatable mattress on the floor. But when I woke up, that was all packed away and I was there in just my tanktop and panties. I must have sleepwalked again, I really should see somebody about that.

I'm not quite sure what else I did while sleepwalking, but I felt really sore and tired, not sleepy but physically, like I had just been exercising. I found more of that strange stuff that was on my back yesterday; when I woke up there was a bunch on my chin and lips. I am really curious what it is.

Jacob woke up while I was getting up, he asked to try the light again. I told him sure, it was worth it to see my lovely boy happy. I want to be a good obedient mother. I'm not sure why I just said obedient, but it felt right. He held the light on my face again, this time it was even longer than the first two. He said something to me while I was staring at the light, but with my throbbing head I couldn't make out what it was, just sounded like a bunch of gibberish.

I'm not sure what is coming over me, but as soon as I left his room I felt suddenly horny. I had to be careful that Jacob didn't notice anything, but I went to my room immediately and used my vibrator. It was the best orgasm I've had in years! Certainly better than any that Ed gave me. This is going to sound terrible, but it's a journal that hopefully I'm the only one who will read. While I was masturbating, all I could think of was Jacob. I couldn't bring my mind away from his huge dick inside of me. I'm having romantic feelings for my son, that's fucked up.

Anyway, Jacob told me to sleep in his room again tonight. I guess I will, it was nice last night, as long as I stay on the inflatable mattress this time. Sharing a bed with my son is very strange. I'm going to go change and put on a sexy dress and make up for my boy.