At home.

You returned home, felt humiliated at the gym.

Dave welcomes you with the usual insult and slap you’re ass in front of you’re mother who don’t seems to care much.

That night you had a tough time sleeping. You were just thinking about what you saw at the gym. Huge black cock in front of you it surprised you.

You had other image in you’re head and you were rubbing you’re clitty while thinking about it without really realizing it.

You decided to go to the shower to calm yourself and found a huge black sex toy down there in front of you. You decided to strip and use it.

You thought of the woman you met at the gym. Why you were that much aroused by her and her cock. You’re a guy but you just have a stronger feminine side than others there’s nothing wrong with that right!

You thought about the woman masturbating and cumming in front of you. You wonder how it would taste. What were you thinking.

You decided to stop at that moment, you were in love with Holly and you were only loyal to her. You’re thought wasn’t right. It just wasn’t right. I really need to not talk to Dave about it. Could I find a psy myself to help me with my thought? I wasn’t able to trust Dave. I couldn’t say it to Holly or my mother too.

Should I quit the gym? If I quit the gym I’ll get fat and Holly won’t help me. It helped me with my confidence too. I’ll just get away from her. That’s all.

You slept right after it, but it wasn’t an easy bedtime. You barely slept.