Ask Theo.

I text Theo.

• "hi hi" - A

A picture of my cock in it's cage is included.

• "you have a fun night?" - T

I ponder.

• "can you meet me right now?" - A
• "what's up?" - T
• "i'm a mixed bag rn" - A
• "the relationship thing going ok?" - T
• "amazingly actually, and thats why i'm starting to get anxious" - A
• "dont quite understand but if you want to meet i'm down" - T
• "i dont want to wake anyone up so could you just drive here? we'll talk in the car" - A
• "yes, be there soon" - T

I sigh, relieved. It'll be nice to talk to someone. A similar question pops in my mind, "Is he my boyfriend?" I don't know. The relationship has become so different. I think I love it, yeah, but is that just my dick talking?

God, why am I so insecure now?

Theo pulls up in the driveway, and I go out and meet him. I see Cassidy looking through our bedroom window, squinting at Theo and me. She probably think I just got too horny-- I won't lie, I kind of want this insecurity just fucked out of me, so she's not wrong.

"Hey sweetheart, you doing okay?" Theo's concerned. I sit in his car with him, adjusting the seat a bit. "I'm just wondering if I'm getting carried away. Or doing something I shouldn't be-- you know. Playing around is fun but... maybe it's going too far. I don't know." Theo nods, going silent for a moment. He leans back into his seat, taking a deep breath, "It's a strange relationship, for sure. What's made you change your mind?"

I shake my head, trying to think of the right words, "My mind hasn't changed, and that's what's worrying me. We're going deeper and deeper, and I feel like I should be more against what's happening." Theo tilts his head, an unsure look on his face, "But you're not. I see. Logic dictates that letting your girlfriend mess with another man is a risky venture." I nod my head, looking at him with gentle concern. "But she's loving it, and I love that she's loving it. I'm happy, she's happy... She just said something tonight that made me question."

"What's that?" Theo asks, raising an eyebrow.

"She said she 'fucking loved him'." I sigh.

Theo laughs, giving me a 'seriously bro?' kind of face, "What did you expect? Sex is intimate, and loving someone else in the context of your relationship is only normal, I'd think." I blink a few times, because he kind of has a point. "You want her to be with other men, to be free, right? Love is something that just happens. You can love many people. She loves you in a special way, obviously, but love is love."

He shrugs, blushing, looking me up and down, "I mean, I have a crush on you, you know?" I blush, eyes wide with surprise. I grab his arm gently, "I mean... I have some feelings for you too." He smiles sweetly, kissing my forehead, "Exactly. But you love her in a different way. She loves that other guy too, just in another, different way."I look down and ponder for a moment. He's got a good point. I look back up at him, some confidence restored. "I guess, yeah, that makes sense." He pats my back, "This is something you've both committed to, right? I'd say you're feeling something natural, as well."

A pause before he continues, looking me in my eyes.

"But you should call it off if you feel strongly this way. For the both of you." A serious face. I'm surprised at his honesty. He's... good for me. I smile shyly, "No, I wouldn't. I do love it, it's amazing. I feel like it's benefited the both of us immensely. We've both become so much more honest and free."

Another forehead kiss.

"Yeah, and that's incredible I think. It'd be a shame to drop it all because of anxiety which, let me tell you-- she's feeling too. You should open up to her about it." Theo pats my back. "Don't give up, champ. Talk with your girl."

His smile is cute.

I turn red, ponder for a moment, and then grab his sleeve, "Uhh, do you..."

He laughs, "I'm gonna fuck the shit outta you."

I nod vivaciously.

I crawl into the back seat, and he pulls my pants down. "There's that little cage. Looks cute on you." He laughs, pushing me down. We kiss. In this moment, I kind of love Theo-- and that realization makes everything kind of click. A wave of relief washes over me. I get why I feel how I do. I don't have many limits, I'm a crazy, kinky fuck. Theo pops on a condom. I feel his length enter me. It's fucking incredible as it was last time.

His thrusts are strong, but gentle. I feel so amazing, so free right now! A dangerous idea hits my brain-- I stop Theo. An even stronger blush crawls up my cheeks alongside my grin. "You clean? I'm clean." He glances down, eyebrows raised. "You want it bareback? I'm clean, too." I nod, biting my lip. "Fill me up." He smiles, pulling the condom off. I let out a small gasp-- Raw dick feels even better.

I want him to fill me up.

I want to be even more full.

Is this what girls think?

I start to understand Cassidy even more, imagining myself being her. In this moment I know exactly how she feels. The heat. The length. The girth. Fucking hell, I could do this forever. The car is rocking a bit, so if Cassidy is watching, she knows what's up. He kisses me deep, and he cums in my ass. I feel his hot load pump into me. It's incredible.

He pulls out.

"Feel better?" He kisses my forehead again. I nod, responding with heavy breaths, "I get it now. I get myself. Thanks, Theo." Our lips meet.

I get dressed, his cum leaking out of my butt a bit. "Call me whenever you need more therapy." He grins, bumping his hips up and down. I laugh, smiling sweetly at him.

He is really cute.

I get out of the car, waving to him, and he drives off. Back inside, and Cassidy is on the couch.