An Unavoidable Talk

As he made his way up the staircase, Sam began to remember his Mistake... not only would he have to Stay with the Girl he practically **** this morning, but he would not be able to escape talking to her about it.

The unease in Sam's gut intensified with each step, Sam expected his mind to be racing but a quiet instinct had taken domain over him instead, one he was not quite comfortable with, he wanted to leave, take more time to think of what to say but Sam's legs kept walking despite his wished "What is this that carries me forward?" he thought, as he stepped on the landing.

Sam, as he went down the corridor leading to Hannah's room, managed to slow but not stop and turn around, he couldn't take his eye off of that door, it felt like it was drawing him to it, like he had to confront it, whether he liked it or not. Sam felt a bead of sweat fall down his brow as he drew closer and closer, was this... was this fear, that old and primal mix of Fear and Guilt that **** him to confront it. After what felt like years Sam came face to face with the White door to Hannah's room.

his breathing was slow and unsure, as he rose his arm to knock, Sam took a breath "I've been spoon fed acid but I can't knock on a door....." Sam focused, and just as he knocked the door swung open, An equally nervous Hannah stood on the other side.

"Hi...." she mumbled, gesturing elusively for him to enter, Sam slowly stepped into the room, his nostalgia dulling his hysteria a little, the Dark Blue wallpaper, the Large king size and the Purple desk, it hadn't changed, Sam smiled as he saw the small Green bear on her bed "Never got rid of Mickey huh?" Hannah shook her head "No.... I tried but..." Sam walked over picking up the teddy bear "I remember when you got him, it was at the carnival near the River, we all wanted to go on the Tornado!" She gave faint smile "I wasn't tall enough, The rest of you got on without me..." Sam grinned "All except Shane and I..." she walked over looking at the green bear "...Shane payed for you to play a game and you Won it for me...." Sam smiled at Hannah handing her the bear.

The Smiles began to slowly fade as their slow drift into the past ended, Sam felt himself tense up "Hannah..... I...." she remained silent, a shameful look on her face. "We don't have to talk about it.... we can tuck it away and nobody has to know" Hannah laughed mockingly "really? nobody has to know, I'll know Sammy....." Sam wanted to hug her, tell her it would be okay, but he felt that he had no place touching her "I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am....." Hannah pushed her long hair from her face, Sam noticed that it was... well made up, in fact now that he looked she had really spruced up a little, she had lipstick on, some eye shadow and the smell of her perfume struck him quickly.

"Sammy, I.... I want you to do it again...." Sam froze, "What?" She turned red "Oh don't act like you didn't hear me asshole!" she said in an agitated tone, She took a deep breath "I.... want you to do it again, it should be easier this time, you broke my Hymen when you did it earlier so-"
"Hannah what the fuck are you talking about?" Sam asked in shock at her words "I was petrified, no fucking mortified about how I practically **** my Little sister, now you are asking me to Just fuck you!? Is that it?" Hannah made a disgusted face "No, Jesus I just... want you to put it in for a couple minutes?" Sam was dumbstruck, plunged into the Rampant thought he had anticipated before.

Sam paced for a couple Minutes as Hannah stood expectantly "Well, made your decision?" she asked insistently, Sam gave her a defeated look, "Are you sure about this?" She rolled her eyes at him "Just strip already..."