Accepting Your New Self

You smile back at Josh, and tell him, "I appreciate the offer, but I promised to spend the day with my friends." You frolic away, with a sensation of appreciation. That is short lived when Jessica tells you, "I was a little worried that you were actually going to go with that loser." Still you did like the fact that you were being noticed. You also love Sam too much to cheat on him like that.

Then you realize that you've reach the point where you totally believe you are Lilly. You know that you haven't even spent a whole day as her, but you somehow believe this has been how your whole life has been spent. You even begin to remember events that took place years ago that you and Jessica would do as sisters. Worse yet is you are beginning to forget things that happened when you use to be Sam. You are sure the same thing is happening to Sam right now, where he is forgetting his old life as Lilly.

You wonder if it's worth the worry. You both love each other, and you both seem to enjoy yourselves in whatever body you're in. You could probably switch up all the time, and no one would notice the difference. But you then think that Sam may not be having the same fun you are at the moment. Maybe you should call him?