A walk to clear the head

Try as I might I could not drown out the powerful thumping from above, no matter how high I turned up the volume in my headphones. The sheer stamina of the bull upstairs was hard to believe, the powerful fuck having gone on for at least ten minutes since I first noticed it. Far worse than the annoying noise however were the intrusive thoughts that were becoming harder and harder to push away. With my cock threatening to bust out into a fully fledged erection I knew, I had to get out of there. Hurriedly I grabbed my wallet and keys and dashed outside to clear my head.

I walked in a random direction without purpose, trying to think of something, anything to get my mind off the scene I was imagining upstairs. Although I wasn't gay I had gotten off to some not entirely straight porn before - close-ups of cocks cumming, T-girls, that sort of thing, and images from those videos surfaced in my mind as I walked. I had managed to convince myself that such tastes were only exciting in the moment because they were taboo, but as my imagination wandered to thoughts of me being the one to be fucked hard by a bigger, better man it was impossible to ignore the quickening of my pulse and the tightening in my boxers.

Fortunately I soon found myself in the midst of the local shopping strip where there was enough activity to distract me from my troubling thoughts. I busied myself with some grocery shopping and by the time I was on my way home the whole thing was all but forgotten. That was until, right as I approached my building I spotted them. The pair walked out onto the street right in front of me - first my neighbour, his slightly shaggy mop of hair looking particularly messy as he seemed to tiptoe into view. Just as I registered it was him, his partner the bull appeared, his intimidating form materialising behind my neighbour and stopping me in my tracks. In my split second assessment I thought he must be at least six and a half feet tall and his muscular frame, especially juxtaposed against my diminutive neighbour, gave him the appearance of a hulking, dark giant.

When my neighbour greeted me with a high pitched hello and a wriggle of his fingers I snapped out of my mometary reverie, realising I had been gaping at the big man. "Hey." I responded rather lamely, instinctively offering a little wave back. The bull nodded a greeting to me, his wry smile breaking into a wide, almost predatory grin as I nodded back at him, no doubt my flustered state of shock clear in my expression. I turned into the apartment block as they continued on to the carpark and it took all of my willpower not to look back over my shoulder at them.

I fumbled with my key briefly before managing to slip it into the lock and in that moment, the sanctuary of home beckoning, my resolve silpped and I turned to look back towards the street. There, having hardly moved stood the bull, his eyes fixed upon me as he wore that same grin, now even more predatory. I flinched and looked away but not before I registered him wink at me. I all but fell into my apartment slamming the door behind me as I tried to catch my breath.

That night had been difficult to sleep as I tossed and turned, battling the conflicting thoughts in my head. Eventually, overcome with the frustration of insomnia I allowed myself to masturbate, telling myself it was the only way to clear my head. Shamefully the image of the bull grinning and winking at me rose in my mind in the moment I climaxed and I came hard, coating my stomach in a thick load of jizz. As I finally began to drift off to sleep I knew that it would not be the last time.