A session with himself

Felix' heart was beating fast in fear he offended the only person that actually tried to make an effort. He slipped all the way back into his gaming chair, tucking his knees to his chest, his chin resting on the top of his knee caps when he caught himself smiling at the writing notification again. "Stop it, Felix", he actively talked to himself, "This is just a stranger on the internet, a man even more so. You can't be smiling about that, that is weird". Just in that moment the message notification sound reminded Felix just exactly what he was smiling about.

'Yeah, I hear that a lot, but trust me, there are many ways to let people experience a state of trance which is the basis for hypnosis. I have been a hypnotist for the better of the last decade myself and I am more than happy to show you. We can try it on here by text, I can send you a couple of spirals too if you are a more visual kind of guy, but to be honest, the best results I have achieved through binaural beats and voice sessions to guide people along. I am not saying we have to do that, just if you are ever comfortable with going into a voice call with me, that might be the best way for me to help you guide you down. But I am definitely not going to **** anything on you that you don't want to do. Also am more than happy to just roleplay it, though I think you mentioned that you prefer it sexual in nature and I would make it a more relaxing experience for you to enjoy and explore. Just putting it out there'

Felix definitely was intruiged, but jumping on a voice call was never his strong suit, not even with people he knew, would he actually dare to just do so with someone he has barely known for an hour? Or wouldn't it be better to just write first and see if that already works? But what if it doesn't work and he would become disencouraged to try anything else after that? His mind was racing as fast as his heart was now, this might be a one in a lifetime chance to pull his life around, to become a more confident, more popular person, actually make friends in real life.