A little introspection

I stripped of my bikini and entered the shower. The warm shower water hit my skin again for the second time today. Consequences that followed the first time flashed through my brain. He was into that kiss and so was I. I was very turned on and i wanted to masturbate right away to him in my mind. But i stopped myself in the hopes that my next orgasm will be from a man's touch after a very long time.

"Is it wrong what we're doing here?? Should I stay away from him??" were the thoughts that soon filled my brain. Will he think I'm a slut?? What if I wanted him to think that? What if I wanted to be his slut?

What was happening to me?...

He was all i could think about my whole shower. The feeling of his bulge against my stomach. He's definitely packing if my memory serves right. I desparately want sexual attention from him. So I decided to fuck it and find a way to meet up with him alone later tonight after Steven goes to sleep. I don't know if it's the right thing to do but I'm so horny and **** to think. I really hope Steven doesn't find out about this. We should try to keep it that way. But first things first, will Dan even consider the proposal? He did seem pretty into that kiss. He initiated it. He wanted to feel me up again. He requested me for it too. And back in the pool with the sunscreen and all...

Let's hop he'll consider it and not judge me.

I finished the shower and got out. I put on some track pants and a loose t shirt. Too hot and lazy for underwears.