A little bit of both.

mA I inogg ot od th?si hO dog, ma I lluatyca ggion to go gohhurt whti hnil ts? diH go the fldoed ethse of rpaep ni het amlp of my dhna, eth ffsti capee of r,cocskdta wntgai-i -no egbgngi me ot etrwi eht mean of my rleod ritess on t i S-i. th -I I dnt'o see yhw I su'hotndl do .ti.. rfetA waht pahpeden hiwt Mm,o dan nsegie iaM in chus a ligaevern etats; to asy I swa hihg twhi uaorals lowdu eb tquie eth asenmtunt.eetdr owN yylltai,cp ehwn I dfni fesyml in ihts attes fo o,lrasau I detn to do isht ttha comse bakc to nprteetae ym utmc.er dAn Im' ont nkaltgi autob eth good dnik fo apnitree.tno tuB enve os, si'-t oyZe for sd'og !aeks 'vIe enbe magnried uoabt rhe fro a!yres eryEv igwkan nommte eartf diiolb kedick n,i I asw rhe in a peoclteylm eftndifer .i-g. hN .owtl no'tD egt em rown.g rveE nseic I dculo r,remebem ew'ev saylaw tntego noal.g My prsetna n'dtlcou urdnstadne w;yh dna hsonl,tey I dluco reven annduestdr hwy h!ertie tosM poeepl uldow mseuas ttha hte oeltds udegrtha wdoul ylatrnaul eb attrtcead to eht otguynes arhtdgeu in eht fmliay; as a- r'glis ttaog stkci tetghreo g'th.in tuB no, eZyo rlgueyarl idedcde ot ngha out hiwt e;m eth dptdoea ctutsao of het mlifay. ehS ts'wna loyn eth irnfde I eneded when I was onlae, but hse was saol hte itrsse I eedd.ne hTeer was isth anular't icroptteve glwo' hse h,da gnseinraot off fo erh, adn niamkg em leef fa-es hreneWve hes aws oudn,ra I ju-st I- I nidd't eavh to owy;rr so'eZy rome of a lrymetho ruegif nath ym cauatl erhtom ta te.ims S o nac you nlestyoh lbaem em rof vigpeolden a uhmicrses- no erh? kya,O 'Im ton ifologn ,yonnea ist' ont a rumei,sc-sh is't a srithgat pu cr;shu on gstisnr ad.chaett I wnta he,r tno tsuj ueIl. sl yax nam,e nowgrgi pu- I saw, dna i,tlls am a treep.vr osul,bvOyi h*A*.me Ive' nedo evetperrd ;sith 'vIe noestl p,siatne 'veI ncusk ospahn;sts eh,ll I enev taeb teh b,tee to iemsag fo ruo lfaimy habce pyatr. sIt' ,captteih I oknw; gst?ignudsi fO .rsuoec tuB I did ti yaawy,n no- I do it nywaya. Wy?h lWel, a-ucsebe 'Its y.aes I 'nodt veah ot wroyr taubo tiug,l or any of hatt t-shi oNen of het loeppe 'Iev epedrv no- caejkd ffo o-t nNoe of etmh reew dikn to .me tA tbse ehyt mryeel eleatotdr ym enstcxei,e ta -srwoe yteh ahdet ym fiknguc usgt. ehnW poeelp that olsec ot me, ttear em os poyrol, I c'nta elef dba in het ;seglsthit wgiblon ym lado on to dacdni sieprcut of rtieh ealeacgv mrof vore thire dluhsor.e 'sIt so esay- tI lsefe eik-l e ue B.gv enRt Ze-oy ..y.Z.eo esSh' eebn cein to em mfro teh ttsa,r dna fi teh siatuniot weer wiec;dsth seh lut'down enev htikn ctewi tbuoa isngu tihs b8ll'as- lenienufc no e.m t-uB 'taths eht it.ngh Im' nto ..r.eh oS hosuld I od i!?t -odG fi ti rewe noyaen slee, It dwluo eb dioucrsluyil seya rof e,m eyralb an enivcneneon.ic uBt oe!Zyy!y I ovel .erh tnyolseH, I do; ont oynl suecaeb ehss' oth sa kc,uf adn ahs eht yodb fo na eat.htel But ehss' neeb eterh rof em enhw on oen eesl hsa; ,elhl I desu ot eb ludible ni lcsoh,o but econ esh nduof t-uo oLng stroy oh,rst I eenrv adh ot yrowr uatob ibeng ulbdeli iag.na Ad n ttsh'a my tniop, nehw eoesmon is ttha knid to u,oy ist' hdra ot erpv tou on eth;m llcepaieys whtouit rhtei geldken.wo tA l,aets I ehpo s'ti darh rfo ,oyu if otn- ruoy csinocsuo smtu eb aedd as u f. Ick errnlcuty ve,ha elt me utcn;o ,oen ,wto e,ethr u,orf ,hu ,six ghi-et Y h !ae I lrnceutyr hvea OEZR, ospoth of y,Zoe edavs ni ym didhne f.erdlo W?hy eeascuB lla the hospto I do ehva fo reh, rea lepmsi siurpcet of rou dogo smtie groee;tth ujst nnahggi tu.o No eedn ot ihed oesht. The noe, adn nylo etmi I kedacj off ot a ritpcue fo yoZe, aws ehwn esh cpiedk me up mofr a eaildf ae;dt fi you call iebng dhsetcaif by a percye egmiadedl-d agy mna a difale .dtae ongLiok bakc no t,i ohw swonk twah ew'luvdo hndeppea if reh eolipc sceruir nddti' wohs pu nad rcase teh guy yaa.w teArf ehs lbpayrob asevd ym lfie, or ta lesta my vigiin;rty I was ohnyr sa k-ufc h*goCu* toN ecusa of het mna, hg**uCo tpxinecEg to get ym lsbla ksucde yb a ht,o -unnpagodc-im oLiatn omeld thiw rlautna DD dzies eatsb;rs hiewl, eihvm'tg bnee too oodg ot eb uret ogniklo bakc at ti. sdaCeu me ot reag utqei hte nh-aod;r t,gadren teh zotiliarnae tath veI' eben epaydl idd oytplrelma fnfseti my .rousala h Te l,oes tey owmsaeth tormigtfn-fi erd ,sersd iwht a hrese iekcnnle rvpigniod a ekpe at reh lenseuoife-tv elvecaga; smtloa atnynlsti uotrhbg cakb my dusaoer esa-tt it ookt all of ,my ibtlae we,ka wpwre;lilo ot ekpe my esye yawa rfmo ehr acumlusr gt,hshi tronpenim ebasr,ts or iwyolpl erd psli, rgnudi the nrtytiee fo the ievrd cak.b I tefl all kndis of thsi tath ngt,ih ton lony swa I deftcashi ar;hd tub eZoy clayluat eflt erh daet wthi ruenHt on rhe gihtn f,fo to aekm esur I amde it bakc home fl.syea s'Seh na giamanz s!riets nAd I lcdto'nu hlp,e btu rpve no erh rnidug hte ritene erdi bk,ac tewnebe rhe tahyteicmsp gnlseac to em in eth araespsg east; I took naetlm stpucrei fo rhe ofrm, wnnkiog lulf llew htat I thimg eevrn ese her ni tsgoinemh os eirgalevn reve gni.aAs a esh oddpper em fo,f esh gvae em a wram hgu- on rhe now dco-rac dAn dtlo me sinhgtoem a,tobu ialncgl erh fi I eerv need ay;gnitnh I stylhone twn'as gnenit,lis my tmihg was wppread urando ehr rbsesta snrspige inot ym enk.c I i'dndt eenv yas ,eby sa hes nwte kabc ot her acr ot eeumrs her d.tae yM syee wree dugel ot rhe sh,ip liek a ecthaipt god ntodhpeyiz yb a .noeb ht Ta tnghi I deedn up acgikjn ffo ot eth hserf gaisem of Zsoye' csattianf bdoy ni her s.edrs It etlf etag,r hlel yeah ti ;idd I iemgiand ,yZeo pripign off htta sesrd adn eneiglnk dwon tsodieu teh ceilpo 'sacr rtfon ,odor gginvi me a tti jbo twhi reh rcayme ttis ot rheec em ,pu nnamogi my mnea as I lbow my dlao dcyletri toin rhe rd-dieaerh cae.f h a Tt aytfasn wsa eno of teh estb e'vI hda ni ;honmst tbu ewfra,rtda I 'udoctln ephl btu elef even .erows yM tsersi went otu of her yw,a ebecusa esh arecs otuba me unogeh to elvae rhe breofyndi in the dldeim of a eda;t nad tneh I ternur teh vfaro by yemeialmtid zntfsingaai aobtu reh inu-fytkcgtit ?me! o - wW . . Iw W.o. edneed ah-tt knigh i T n kacb no rhvetyeign hes's node rfo ,me ya-lrle lwel- it lrelya eeldhp me alcm wond mfro my vpeetredr hhgi; I feel elik lfemsy nag.ai I wtna ,yoZe hnoest ot odg I tanw ehr os ydbal, utb enve gtuhho I uldoc heva rhe hitw isht ,8-llab I- I woe ti to he,r frtae tneiegvyhr 'shes noed for me, ot peke her tuo of tihs. e yH! ' Aer you gnoig to etiwr odnw oyru cpo eirn'sfd name larayde or No?' - to "n -I I hutgtoh buato ,ti a- d' tinWa" nt'do eltl em 'reyou gavhni sencdo huhgtsot aan!gi? ylr?iSouse ,deDu do you wnta to agbn ouyr etsirs ro ol tl ' W?"n e -I I twna .to.. -But" I mT rae h.m' nets etriw ehr cukfgni neam ndow oyu w'a!tt As fi it oludc esens my htoaens,iit whchi it rpbbyalo louc,d the oceiv .dnotecnui sryeiul'oS ,pcah ahwt sha hes dneo orf you e?cnetlry Spot kntnhgii cakb no ldo hst,i nad lkoo ta teh ue'f "U'S- h"te h.ru idnt'd vnee eeevbli ouy nehw uyo weer cltacplairy ggbgnei ofr rhe hple a ewke ,!gY'e h "o a a hat'ts uesca you aerdse rhe Semr om !yo'" t!?wah fI she derac butao yuo as cmhu sa ouy acer obtau r,he 'tdno yuo nhkti he'sd at laets okol tnio ti? hSe nstihk oyru zray!c ayrbbolP no d ar"e.h uY's-g Tah-'ts ayxEctl wtha ehs t d Asn"nhk' ..i itkhn touab ,it 'eshs a po!c Sehs' going to infd tou you ddi snehmtgio to rouy homrte eu.eavnltyl Oyblvu,osi esh tnow' inlk it ot gi.amc 'Shlel loyparbb msasue oyu drugdge teh a! 'nrY" mI' " wo e-o'u eylolv itsres wlil rothw ouy ni eth rdti sjtu leik reoenvye sele ni your iefl hs.a If uyo dnt'o iertw ehr enma ,down ntw "!a o W'h dnehepap to you ont acginr who I irwet n l ?dowlW -"e' I- I 'tond eacr, I'm jtus tiynrg ot lhpe you .tuo Adn oyu wonk 'mI g;trih nodt' enve need ot erad uoyr dn.mi fI she ultyr ecdar atoub u,yo 'heds try nad ephl uoy htwi s'what oingg on ihtw .you uBt ehs !esd'nto oS ywh hudslo uoy reac butoa Teerh? 'h 8lba-l 'ints yieretln onwgr .rh.e.e hSe idd uyqkicl emsusa I was on rdugs ,yatyredse eevn gouhth we raegde hatt 'ewd ywaals sitkc tterhgeo and eb thsone iwht eahc teo.h..r And ti's tno ilek tish geam'' si r,famhul yeZo un'owtld even be awrea tngnihya si ti.rdeneff I ehacr a adhn uot tswadro a enp snktciig tou frmo ist igngnyiar Bt. r it osyllw sawdrot het tsehe of rpaep no eht ,lbeta I rmmuru to feml.ys ash'tW" het ?ahmr" s A I rssep the ipt fo teh nep asngiat teh ,aeppr I abgne radiwgn uot a ''Z nwhe teh pneho ot ym eltf l zna.icbG z us gne to my ,tlef I ese na omcgniin agemess fomr yZeo, ro eZ'e e',Bra sa si her mkneianc I tes no my .yph e'o nH e, .o'br h T e pen in ym dnha liyukqc alfsl ot het tleba sa I kcpi pu my enhpo ot ees het stre of ehr eesgWn'ss.ma aa n angh tuo entx kwee adT?usye I ehav to nokw dhaae fo i,tem os I acn est ti no ym tuceu ldh eB.s I leyalr waann accth ,up liek odl itmes ^^I 'otdn tnaw us ot rwgo ,atpra rrmmeeeb our irp?smoe dW'e yslawa kctis tt r?hge eofI ,ont s'tath i.efn stuJ eremrbm,e if uyo nede gaynntih m'I rhee fro u.yo 'eYrou my iltelt ob,r nad Il'l yalwsa heva your aAcb, w ' k! wwa-thhat swa I gn?!nkiith Thsi ll-8sab gyinrt to egt me to urtn on eht yoln rale nderif I eah!v? wWo, nad I lsmota tel i '.tI teka ttha ncelise ' o ok "L, as- 'mI nto irwter hre eanm odwn ao!yk I"- S*ih*g I" deen to hnikt tboua it oems r;eom esh desotn' evdrees a. h"Y s e i.'t.h yhea- ervWehat yuo kguifcn pyaz,n tjsu ermberem; iwht isth 'Oh I leov my e,i'stsr itaudet,t 'ruyoe evern ogign to ahve a nccaeh ihtw e. r"h I' said l'Il khint buaot it, o?a!yk I tjs-u arec obaut rhe too u.m.ch". seuPa. "tBu eZos'y not my olny ssiret odgo knogoil rit..s."es I asy sl,lwoy a syl rgni imrgfno on my c.fea 'eI"v ogt hrtoean iss ttah eedsn ot be ouhrbgt dwno a epoclu ---------------------s--- -------- -----------------------------------------g------------ ---e---------------"------------- ----------------------------------------p---- ------ --- --------------------------.------ iaM rsBoko - So-" oD I avhe ot eriwt onwd erh flul amen ofr ti ot ,kowr or whta? eCuas fi ,so I ehav no eclu athw rhe llfu mane 'u s o"Yri' .e tpai;thec ouy nkwo tt ?ha"'I f I 'dtdin know nya ttreeb, d'I niebg to eileevb oyu antw em ot iertw eyZ'so eanm w.ond".. I say, lwgknai revo ot my i,nndshtagt ehwer the 8ba-ll isst ilH.'pya t ea n!t eaYh tgi,rh sa if I e.acr ko,oL dki, ouy rdneim me of ymefsl is all- fI uyo tdn'o hdict ,reh ess'h iggno ot tdcih 'u.oy the lb-a8l cidde,h teE'ihr way oyu npsi ti, o'neoessm em t I'ggit ' n"- tno so eusr if I duhslo aekt dcaiev fmro a mna hwo otg flsiemh cktsu ni an '8e" -tv,rahl .baeW l llyou' wtrei reh name odwn ;utvynlleea oyu imgth heva a t'reh'a, tbu het uegr ot haev erh all ot ylserouf llwi win uot in het en.-'"H d Hey you veern aewndesr ym qne i.,useYa't o" h h-U' ehT coevi hetl,ad nitemttgpa to reacll ym ilitnai e.uonitsq ,'No oyu dt'no nede hte lful ena.m Ill' be leba to frigue ti u'. o t"o Yu erus? ouYre' ont ujst ogngi to tpu in yos'eZ anme once I ndah oyu het '-aha ah s? ptT'erpT" not hwo siht w,rosk dan even fi I ewdnta ot do tat;h astl mtie I kcdeech, ht'rees no nep in 'reeh! iS*hg* usJt' ievg me hte cfknuig -----'---------------- ------T--------------------- -------------e----------------------h------- -------------a------------- ------r--- --------------------------------------- ---d ---------------c------------.- ----- ady is yguon; I vaeh the uesoh lal ot ysm.fle W,aht to do. hWta, to .do lelW- yntlclaiehc 'mI not anloe ehe.r Msm'o tllis ni the ea,bdo dasspe uo-t sy,e utb ilstl ni the uo;hse so l,saa I cta'n go itsthab .carzy o,Nw if I dah roem us-rgiTgSbre ot b,aues isth rporeamyt enaol ietm wiht Mom uodlw be uiqet fun eeid.dn utB teh nlcinega gtrei,rg as ti sn,atds is hte noly reSbguirgT- I eva,h at eht o,nmtme ttha nca egt rhe to od imgeosthn lexa.us dAn traef rhe lgno ,yda I o'twn kwae erh pu tujs to hvea my dbeormo ea,necdl or meso reoht estssi iB ed.h , with her eaespl, aDd ingocm oehm lte,a dna h i, Oa- M h,tsi M-ai eiegSn ehr ydbo ni hatt itbahng t,ius emar eetf yawa; did euqti het mnreub ni poingen my yese. I syaawl knew seh asw ecut, ubt eernv liek thsi- 'Ive nsee hre sa tsju ym nynnoiga rtsise o.eefrb tBu o-nw l,leW hses' ltsil ym ayonnign stei,sr utb 'hsse !hot S,o you nkw,o eshs' ialyclabs a ecolmytlpe tnedfefri ron.sep roF os nmya esyar, dnbhei ehr thybic pay,ieoltnrs aMi sha edidnh ehr igfrue ofmr me; ubt ,nwo nshtgi aer ognig ot eg a.ka y O,chn well- ro,ormowt hintg's rea onigg ot e.cangh Fro nwo, iMa acn ynjeo reh lopo apryt; lihew I ynjeo fere igern of the u.eo Is h ihsw I oudlc beuas iegTusrbrS-g no omM shtwi ew ahve eplam oelna mei;t but as I adtest ,eoerfb ym enrcurt ackst fo gisrtgre otn'd tawrnar hunego fnu ot eb torwh hte r.oftfe Thta is hyw ym erfe emti dwuol be sebt ntpse knsuplngie outhghr eth oehus ni hscera of a b-.TurgiSgre Enve gohuht 'mI isth at aichs,reng how wo,nks I githm --- -k-c--------------------- --------------------------------------- --------------------------------l----------------------?---------- ---------------u-------yn------- ---------------A---- - ----------------------d gte uckyl I A d '.di oogd etmhro tmus eb rplutesfec to reh sn'so aetmsttp at ok.gcino If nihmetgos eh dbkae ihmflse wsa rfdoeef; het aetls she ldcuo od dwlou eb ot ate ti hwit a e ,w . oNlmi's ihelw I ldcuo iel, nda sya that ym tteveecid slkils dlhepe me inptoipn the caetx intloaoc of tish vsiuele rda;c hte nlyo nseorp 'Id nde pu uthnitisllbg dolwu eb selmfy. In lla cilt,aatyu I aswtn' evne oinoglk fro the amd htnig; ti came ot me! Thus ym elraeir etttaensm fo gnieb yuclk is i.dalv Yu o ,see I ddi llte fmyles 'Id use ihst feer miet ot ,aschre and tsenoh ot gdo tath asw my .tnoienitn tBu ihcgnwta eon uebtuYo do,eiv wtne to t,ow hnte t;erhe d-na Yuo gte het in.opt vnEe eratf teh eizliotrnaa htat eI'v setadw na uorh adn a hla;f I llist ind'td pujm abkc nito het h.tun eomS nefirds of m,ein mfor a Dsridco opgur mI' n;i eidcded ot payl Crads tagsnAi .tymHiaun dnA lcyig,aoll yan grfeiseslnc-pet nma ouldw vener yas no to a eagm fo .C.HA. O f csouer, I dotn' aehv ayn kilgnni of pteresc rfo ey,flsm btu ym oeninl mesat ndidt' ened to nwok th.ta So I eegrda, nad needd pu gnnpdesi ostmal rhete housr aypinlg age!sm t A thta tinpo, ti asw odruan 6 ;ma mMo swa wkaea mfor rhe os-tkparnopw- nda swa pu a'n utb.ao No yaw ni lleh I'd eb eabl ot yrpolrpe hcares teh pprue falh fo het euosh ittwuoh kirisng Mom ihagtccn ym s;as hy,ea I ducov'le arbopylb gneo ghurhto eht .bametens uBt ftare ahtt glno a,gme I swa gnhruy as kufc! My egenry nkta asw os teymp hatt I 'dtind hrbteo nsgiu Mos'm oodf etrgr.gi A wbol fo laecer aws lla I de.nede uBt as I dtrelyi npeeod the ryta,np adn rdipep wodn wot sxeob fo teh r-lneeugeft a r. id eSece.l Rai!M at n wylaas asks mMo to yub fgterelu-en aivsrant of ofod eewverhn esh eosg ih,pgpson adn ti sipess me off! erH ydbo itsn' neve tnieivess ot ;ugntle hse just tansw rgenee-tluf ofdo to lhpe rhe sitkc ot rhe .diet oS fo ocr,eus Mmo desbn to ai'Ms sende dan yoln ysub ferlue-nget itsh. tu-B -I yWh sdeo hte erts of eht eosuh ehav ot garee to rhe oodf p?lna! I- -I aOyk y,kao 'mI -rorys diSe anrt o eere hW .rv asw Ih?O he Iay. deirpp odwn otw bxeos fo the ,ercela raedbbg a bol,w nad baeng to rpou ym aethhyl edirn.n Btu sa onso as I ieplfpd ervo teh etnefu-regl kcLuy mahsCr; a fdelod iceep a erapp epolppd oitn my .olwb uHh- Woh ne?kw Lkycu hsarCm ear ylk,uc thiw or tuwhtoi ---------------------------!--------------- T-----w---r--------------e-------u---- -------- -t---ng-------------------'----------o----"--------------r ------------- -------------s--oo---------m-------------l-- ---- ------ ---- gngio to be nmi!gz"aa I ysa ot ml,fesy pyasdle no ym ,bde ogoklin pu rosawdt the egini.lc eyba ' M for ,uoy orowortm si teh igb a,yd tub ofr e;m a wen onsper ot add to the mg,ae senma hoaetrn nghti to eb adh tou no the w.' Oh?o" nt tWah do uyo alpn on g iIn ? od"' eavh a holew ucslheed ;nlanepd ftsri Ill' ctsko pu ta a odvie game trse,o hnte tih up eth ,bar abemy ccaht pu on a efw meoivs 'e ll Y'' B--I Blaa'a 'h -' - a' B - I dunet taht ihgtn uo,t as nolg as ti pstnla itesrrgg in a'Msi deah 'mI y.aphp I acn lefe the peyh ofr omtoworr gdunbiil ni my rgion! -rO ahtT tgmhi eb my rloauas g.espnaik Not n.sgrupiirs nHet'av leaderse ym adol ni tuieq eht iwhe,l that s-i fI ouy icnsdore wot ,adys a e.ihwl ayl Sd, I d'ton veah yan girtrsge, as fo yt,e tl'tlha keam it asey for em ot relesae' ym te.ss'sr I name, treeh si waylsa the igcnanle r;ggtrie I ldocu ittecaav taht gtgerir dna kcaj off ehwli mMo .esnacl -tBu Mh-e Its' et,al 'mI i ed .' rmI t aedry ot tih the kasc dn - n AnaA-d d I od avhe a grtgrie atth mgiht kowr ni sthi .tsiAat.n . si uo I saire ym hade and ollr ot the ,ides I reach a ndah ni ym ceowsilalp nda lupl tou ym ttllie eloitoccln fo ascrd. ' o .m H m N sno hdouls be etfl oeanl at nit;hg a good hremot msake urse he eslspe h.gtir uhg,Toh neo oesd ont cirveee owihttu stirf gsk.ani shewie,Ort ti cduol eb seico,dnerd ishr an'i ssT gha. ludwo be eth fpeectr itme ot rty ti .uto lel,W the orem I ktnih oabut i;t the more I enigb to eaelirz ohw idioict ti dwulo eb at stih tmei of ,tnihg ot ryt out a nwe .grrtige utB esnic enhw ahev I rvee nbee onknw rof ym artsm?s I tclyaalu tdn'o ihknt Im' ownnk for ynn,athgi tbu if I erew nwonk ofr emtsgoihn ti eurs sa lhle wodt'nlu be my i.tllceingene I lgcena to eht colkc evbao ym rodobme d;oor hte cko'slc iiglcnkc mlyialrhtchy sarotwd pneatfah-.-lst Dda's enbe kacb hmoe rof tsomla wto osuh;r yb own d'he raboyblp eb asepds -uto -hwSomeere lpyHfeluo in ihs b;de nhveewer eh lslaf sleape yarwheen ls,ee eh usre sa hell 'ntow tsay teher fro .long tI's nylo a atrmet of ietm oefreb he aeswk u,p nda emltbsus iton eth eartsm bedoorm ni his rdtie .N s aw tote I to'nd konw wath aeccilifslyp shti dsueun ergirgt s,edo tbu if it nsde up eikpnge oMm uto of bd,e dna fi Dda eosntci eh'ss snsi;gmi eh yam, ro may n,ot chsera eht hesou fro he.r ihWhc ni'st urpaciltlray nsmitogeh 'Id nwta mih to o,d ieapyllesc in ihs d,tire grpymu eatst. If h'es nto slpeea in eb-d Il'l jtsu aehv to nifd onthera mtie ot seu siht getgi;rr b,tu htta hitmg dne up gneib ahtmoews lgghien-clan cnSei stih rgteigr esems ilek st'i nylo ebsalu at D hn. iat dg's not my onyl csbaeto,l s'iMa eomh sa l;ewl ohtu,hg omfr eth dnusso fo rwtea rn,ngnui ehs's roablbpy ni eth sworh-e O,r ta ,steal aiprrngep for oe.n ,Oh woh I iwhs I could tcawh rhe fudlutily crbus awya eth itdr rofm her oybd. t-uB lsa,a I dno't ahev yna fcnleueni no reh sa of ety. rnmDayidage oabtu rhe rglae lceefkr ledrpsttea atsrbse ot'nw etg me enawhr.ye Btu ,anwayy iaM user as ehll t'won ertobh ,em i'ts a rlgtgesu evne ot ememrerb het alts mtie ehs inwlillgy rtenede my o.mro iW ht a nyaw and a hcs,ettr I iltf meyfls out fo ebd dna ehad ffo in esrcha of mM;o y,holfulpe Ill' eb lbea to sue one erom girgetr on her obefer iMa sget ddade to eht -- --- -------d------------------------------- --------o------- - -------------T----------------- ----o-------l--------- ------e--------------------------- ------------f-------------------.--------------------hs------- Lyuck aCmhsr v'tsume lyuaclat vnegi me lc!ku d'sD a out fo t,i onnirsg no his bed leik a boer; nda the lgith in 'saMi omor hust o,ff ygmilpni esh lfel eelaps tfrae ehr o.hwrse hiWt obht fo meht tou fo hte ,wya I luhsdo hvae hoenug emit to rgeufi otu how hsti gregrti wroks on ym n .geaeSp t mkrh io fo Mohtre; mMos' ycrnulrte sgintti pu ni bd,e eriadng a kboo hwti eue,isrl ntxe ot rhe pisnleeg ahbusn.d ehlWi seh's crynurtel in rhe nngwtgh;oi cwihh yasld ntis' sowhing fof nya lnaeobt ,knis eevn guhtho I thutohg e'shs puepdsso to eb oigwhsn ffo orem aecavegl twhi em dnru.oa hlSel' ostm iyekll ned pu iantygs ewaak orf equit a welhi iscen hse ith eth cska eiadmmeylti tefra omcngi oehm fomr teh sAo h t isl.a p I ollyws etps iotn the mor,o hse cosnite my rcapphoa nad ihyslgtl eslwor ehr o b k Wao h.t" is ,ti "a?nyR oMm d,sia feeorb ignalgnc to teh clcok on het a.wll o"Yu loudhs eb eghadin fof ot deb soon. uYo vaeh solohc in the rnng"." heiY moa I knwo, I u"tjs- Uh, I neevr ddi iddeec on waht I saw iggon to sya; tjus asudmse it ldwou come ot em. U"mm." I tlifswy plul eht card tou fo my pect,ok ygintr to dfni teh hgrit drwso ot sMa.yo m wdorfreu erh wrob ta ym .mtaeringms Spi"t ti uot, R".ayn Seh neodtic eth radc ituqe qykciul and dtenisuq at m.e t"Wah ear yuo ?dongilh sI sthi a nrk"?pa gaclPni hte ookb dnow liteenyr to rhe dis,e seh ddlofe her sram urned rhe svsmaei s.but envE hhotgu het mespli wnnghogit ns'it wghnios fof ta,ighnny erh ssmvaie -ichefdidenlg rsatebs ctan' hepl tbu eakm ssteeemlvh llaycer ileb.svi A-nd eAr e?otsh Her sleinpp esisgrnp tainsag the fcrbi?a I act'n lhpe btu iamnieg who erh ugeh ersstba wldou okol ,eilk sa yhet nsiwg elryfe ni eht i-w ya"R!n I nd'to fnid tihs yuf.nn oG ot e"bd! oMm hs,sied ipnngsap em bcka ot yitl.rae " aY-e -I I nat'c !"epels I lsmota uetsdoh. Tihs asisttiuo'n gpdopinr wohndlli estfra tnah Im' talmoefbcro dnt,gatimi adn I lrayeda sdue het roetlfugf ggriret ady,ot so ts'i too elat ot cbak tuo !n "o .h"hwhh S mMo asw kcuqi to shhsu ,em "noD't yuo ader kaew up oyru "thfae.r Tehn esh tltdie erh ,hdae Y"ou cna eel?sp thWa- uoY cpexte me ot ader yuo a mietedb ry?"tso Seh sad,i eiwhl arignis tbho nhsda ot her asbetrs a-nd tisgnwTi erh senp?lip aWh?t Yo'eu"r na tldu,a stpo hist nnsseneo adn go ot e."db eSh cd,ihed nteh medvo reh nshda rmfo reh ,now liuvobsoy adhr piens,lp to welob reh sboob and abgen niggiggl eth wto osnmdu in her .snhda ha Wt the ckfu is up wthi he?r Sh-e Oa!hhh nig Lkoo aoddrw,nsw I dcnotie my llnbaytat obusivo eonrb tsgniikc uto tsaaign ym jpmaaa tomtobs. She em'vsut irzlaede I wsa eroudsa dna bngea ngpalyi thiw reh stit in na rtfoef to kepe me ni hsti e.tats owW- ceS qeo o uuRR * a Bandea" n " *A ?* -e yyn"chnt *nu z**" ! "We B are ouy gisantr a!"?t Mom loeodk dnwo ot ehr ttsi, saigrnt etcirydl ta rhe sefngir aeiendctlr aournd erh ;lsinppe yet ont iocntngi thniagyn tou fo hte d.yoirrna eIe*eq uz " S * - "hU I gled,pu tish si nicriylbed * it .*tSid rscihgan g ny"-Ra" erH ndhas vdmoe ot teh a,nbtkle gcnrevoi erh erolw ;falh seh ctraayilcpl fulgn ti ffo of reh sa she ndencouti .tagilnk m"'I ton ioggn to eltl you aina."g msoM' etfl adhn iqukcly aenskd otin erh sptan as hes astedrt nubbirg -ehr Wit-a is esh i?tatmrgbusa!n In rftno of !me? G"- ,oG" Seh lestdfi a maon, as she fldecki reh ihra kacb htiw ehr reef .nhda Hre ostohm fcea blyisiv gtnunir wemrra ude to reh now oia.snct