A hands-free revelation

Days went by and there was still no activity upstairs as far as I could tell. I found myself constantly obsessing over it, wondering what the tryst I had overheard looked like. Felt like.

The porn had become less and less effective the more I watched it and soon I had it on almost constantly in the background. The flashing images and words had become so ever-present that I saw them when I closed my eyes to sleep, and they were usually my first thought in the morning when I woke up. I had never been so horny.

I even went out and bought some tights and basic women's underpants to wear around the house and I found myself perpetually semi-hard when I wore them, especially the tights. The way the sheer material felt against my skin was so sexy. Made me feel sexy. By the time the package arrived I had almost forgotten it was coming. It was waiting on my doorstep one evening when I got home, the plain cardboard box giving me an intense thrill when I set eyes upon it. I was grateful that my housemate was still away when I noticed that despite the discreet packaging as promised by the site, their company name was displayed prominently on the return address. I quickly snatched it up and dashed inside to open it.

What followed was a night of **** exploration and pleasure. I had intended to start out slow, but my excitement got the better of me. After just a little warming up I set my new dildo on the floor sticking straight up and lathered it in a liberal amount of lube. Then, just as I had seen so many times in the videos, I lowered myself down on it slowly, impaling my tight passage upon the thick, rubbery cock. It hurt when the thick head pushed past my resistance, then hurt even deeper as it pressed into parts of me that were until now unexplored. I persevered despite the discomfort, an insatiable urge driving me on to bury it to the hilt. To prove I could. To feel like a proper, good girl.

And proudly, I did. Trembling uncontrollably in a low crouch I reached down and felt where my bare cheeks met the thick base of the dildo. I had done it... I had somehow managed to fit the whole thing inside me! In that moment I felt an overwhelming sense of achievement and my cock throbbed pleasantly as my mind drifted to images of all those pretty sissies doing exactly what I was. It felt good. It felt right.

Strangley, my cock which had been rock hard when I started was now hanging limply, although still semi engorged. Despite this it still felt amazing, throbbing and pulsing as I twitched around the rubber cock. In fact my whole lower half felt amazing, I realised... the pain had gone, replaced by a slightly uncomfortable fullness that was sending twinges of pleasure throughout my whole body. It was time.

Just like the pretty sissies in the videos I began to slowly rise, sliding myself up the dildo gradually, and my world began to melt. The pleasure was indescribable as I felt my asshole try to cling on to the thick invader, my internal muscles spasming wildly as they were stimulated by the thick tip slipping out of me. Fortunately the suction cup held and with a loud, needy cry I was empty again. I stood up on trembling legs and looked down at the long, shiny toy, amazed that I had managed to take the whole thing. I could feel my asshole contracting around nothing as if it were hungry for more, and I realised I was.

I assumed the position and lowered myself down once more - this time taking it in much more easily. I began to slowly move up and down, fucking myself on it as I swiveled my hips, trying to find the best spots inside. It didn't take long for a warm, steady throb to start pulsing deep inside which caused me to press on, incited me to fuck myself harder, faster. Eventually I lost myself to the pleasure, aware of nothing beyond the intense bliss building inside me as i bucked up and down wildly. When it happened I was not ready, my whole lower body going limp as a waterfall of pleasure cascaded from somewhere inside me. This caused my legs to give out entirely, forcing the dildo in as deep as it could go as my cock spurted out shot after shot of thick, gooey cum. I sat like this for what seemed like forever as my head spun and my body quaked, lost in the best orgasm of my life.

Little did I know that I had not experienced this alone. Peering through a chink in my curtains, phone in hand my neighbour shot his own load against the outside wall as he watched on. While I didn't know it at the time, he had seen the delivery earlier in the day and noting the sender, decided to try to find out exactly what I had bought. Imagine his delight as he watched me debase myself, the flashing imagery of the hypno porn flickering in the background as he filmed me for his bull. Little did i know that my fate was already sealed, it was merely now a matter of time. I was a sissy bitch.