7. You really have to show them

“Sure, Elise.”

The other two girls look at each other. They clearly try to laugh it off and change the subject back to their escapades, but the tenor of the room has clearly changed. You blush harder and go silent. Your mind keeps turning. It’s important to you for some reason that they know how you’ve evolved into a more sexual being, even if it’s only been in the last few hours. Mr. and Mrs. Phillips have awakened something and you want to experiment, desperately.

Without thinking, you dive forward and plant your lips on Sofia’s. You grab the back of her neck to hold her in place and close your eyes. Her lips are soft and you savor the taste of her coconut chapstick. Her eyes go wide but she soon leans into it, pulling you backwards so you’re lying on top of her on the bed. Her lips part and soon your tongues are entwined. There’s something hungry between the two of you and you’re **** to break off the kiss. It certainly goes on longer than you’d need to prove your nascent bisexuality to your friends.

When you finally do break it off, you look down at Sofia and realize her face is flushed. “Wow, ok, so yeah you’re a little bi.”

“Holy shit, Elise.” Lena looks on in shock. “Where’d you learn to kiss like that?”

You freeze up. Admitting where you learned would mean admitting a lot of things, notably cheating on your boyfriend with his parents.

“College, you know…” You trail off, hoping they’ll fill in the blanks.

“Haha, college is right.” Sofia sits back up, “what are you gonna say to your future husband.” She laughs and taunts you gently.

“I mean like it doesn’t count with girls.” You say it so confidently you almost believe it. Surely it doesn’t? After all, Alex had said that the thing that mattered was the chance of procreation. And that couldn’t happen with another girl.

“Is that what’s in the bible?” Lena laughs.

“I talked to Alex about… stuff.” You hadn’t specifically covered bisexuality, but he’d said the thing about making a baby, so surely that applied.

“I bet he loved that conversation.” Lena also gently taunted you, “Afterall, he married that girl from his group, I bet he’d be down to see another get down with his wife. Guys love that shit.”

“Do they?” You’re genuinely curious. The thought hadn’t occurred to you.

“Oh my god yeah, they love a show.” Sofia butted in. “Especially a lesbian show.”

“Oh…” you get lost in thought for a moment. Maybe Chase wouldn’t mind so much that you’d messed around with other women, as long as he didn’t find out that one of them was his mom.

“Well, I don’t think I can top that,” Lena laughed, “you know I haven’t changed that much.”

She was right, she’d always been a little slutty, and that didn’t seem to have evolved based on what she’d already shared.

“Have you ever kissed another girl?” Sofia asks.

“Nah. Well, not yet anyway.” Lena winked at you.