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Dear diary

Omg so like soooooo much happened today! Like today was my birthday! Okay so not really but like we didnt do stuff for it when it was and Candi let me share her birthday cause it WAS totally her birthday!!!

So like what happened is Miss April came to pick me up cause I had to like go to the doctor. Ugh! I was sick all weekend and Aunt Megan was nice enough to take care of me. She is just the best. But its cool cause I got to hang out with Aunty April! Well shes not my aunt like Aunt Megan shes my moms secretary and shes known me since I was a really little kid. And it gave us like a great time to talk cause shes auggys sister and everything. I know right?! Lucky me! So she was nice enough to give me some advice on how to like take things further with him. Which is great cuz I TOTALLY want to take things further with august hehe

But anyway we got that done and then we went to this adorable little store where Mommy and auntie April had picked out like the most fab black dress ever for our party!!!

Then I got to meet Candi's nanna at the airport and she totally thought I was Candi ^^ <3 Nanna Connors didn't believe me at first that I wasnt her until she called her. She actually got upset at first before Candi called but it was fixed and Nana is like totally sweet and super nice. She even said I could call her nana. And I can see why Candi loves her so much. She told nana all about how we met and mommy and ̶d̶a̶Mr Connors and Nana asked how Candi would feel if they like got married and like I know he makes mommy really happy and candi is leaving at the end of summer so it'd only hurt them more if we pushed them right?

Then I got to meet Candi's nanna at the airport and she totally thought I was Candi ^^

But nana said ̶l̶o̶- dating is different when you're old. So it might not happen anyway. And Candi is my best friend. Shes the sister I like never knew I wanted and I dont want her to be crushed whe if things dont work out. She was such a sweet lady and she gave the best hugs. After while we played cards with nana and she taught us a new game and it was totally fun and we talked more about stuff -- ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶f̶a̶m̶i̶l̶y̶ ̶I̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶m̶i̶s̶s̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶d̶a̶d̶d̶y̶ ̶a̶ ̶w̶h̶o̶l̶e̶ ̶b̶u̶n̶c̶h̶ ̶e̶s̶p̶e̶s̶h̶l̶y̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶i̶m̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶d̶e̶r̶r̶-̶-̶

Then we got ready for the party and I had to change my makeup anyway cause well like I could'nt like just go to a party like I was. I can do my own makeup but like candi is soooo much better than me at it. So of course we made it into a video and I even addvertized for my channel so im like totally about to be famous lol espeshly after the awesome camera she got me for a birthday present ^^

After Mr Connors took us back home to get mommy and go to the party. she looked so beautiful I was like def jealous.

When we got to the park we followed this trail of beautiful lights into this huge tent filled with tables and photos of Candi and me growing up. And even...a picture of me with daddy and Cherry. Ngl I got a little sad and wished he was here. What would he even like, say if he saw me tonight? Aunt Megan says hed be proud of me and I think shes like totally right. I have a great friend a great family to take care of me and a totally cute boy who likes me.

August found me after Aunt Megan left to enjoy the party. I was freezing cause like a dummy I forgot to wear stockings or any thing like warm at all but come on I looked so cute! But August helped . I was freezing and he def warmed me up when he held me close to him and he smells so good. We could have like stayed there but it was a party so of course we had to dance. And that way no one would bother us. Every one already acts like hes my boyfriend even tho he hasnt even asked me to like be his girlfriend. Candis already planning our wedding I think lol.

I tried to like not crush his foot under my heel when were dancing together but auggy totally took me by surprise and kissed me! I shouldnt be surprised weve kissed before but he is just the best kisser. Not that ive like kissed enough boys to know lol but I still think hes the best at it. I could feel he def wanted to do more ;) to warm me up but candi came out with the cutie jeremy and mommy and daerrik came and nana came out with her so I had to act like a good girl who totally didnt want to go behind a bush and...do more than kiss hehe. After the party I was still cold and auggy gave me his hoodie and it was so big on me lol but it was so sweet and when he kissed my neck ugh gawd I felt like...all tingly all over! And he was so warm! And he was a sweet heart. Him and ryan like got our tiaras so we could be princesses for the party and he even got us tickets to see Taylor swift!!!! I love her so much and august says we're all going on a road trip to see her! I can't wait! I just hope mommy lets me go. She has to right? Its my present so like it'd be totally unfair if she didnt.

But like sadly the dancing had to end cause it was time for cake and presents! It felt a little weird to be like celebrating my birthday twice but being able to celebrate it with my big sister was better than any regular birthday ive had. We had the best tasting cake too! I know its like not on my diet but come on its my birthday and I didn't even get that much :'(

Afte the cake came presents tho ^^! Mommy got me a cute little Barbie car like I had when I was a kid since I couldnt have a car cuz I dont have my lisence yet lol no but she got me a gift card for the mall so thats even better hehe.

Aunt Megan remembered how much I loved baking with her and so she signed us up for cooking classes together! Candi's super excited to and like it'll be a blast if candis there.

But like the best gift of all was from Derrick he found CHERRY!!! I CANT BELIEVE SHES STILL! BUT IM LIKE SO HAPPY I CAN SEE HER AGAIN!!! I probably totally ruined his shirt when I hugged him but he made me cry so its only fair lol

Later when we were leaving he asked me if I wanted him to be my daddy so maybe candis right and I wish I didnt like him or he was a jerk but hes so nice and it was like just so sweet that he found cherry for me and I dont think I can ever repay him for that and he says hes fallen in love with mommy just like me an auggy but thats like not even close to the same thing! And...mommy's like already so busy with just work. If she got married she'd be even more busier! I dunno am I a bitchg jerk for not saying yes?

But anyway with all the party stuff and fun stuff we did today I totally forgot to do my homework so I have to do that before bed.

Gnight.