"Ok, what if I do find him attractive."

"Ok, what if I do find him attractive," you say admitting out loud. Valerie gasped when hearing this. "You're joking right?" she says worried.

You then bite your lips, you honestly don't know.

You can see why people would call Jason attractive. He was the star quarterback for the football team. Honestly, if he wasn't bullying you. You could've considered the guy pretty cool. Instead, Jason is a jerk has always been since day one.

Then again, it felt kinky, to be hit on by your bully. He wasn't trying to pick a fight with you. He was trying to fuck you and oddly enough it turns you on in a weird way.

Maybe this is why you find him attractive. The way he hits on you turns you on. How he forces you to behave in certain situations. To feel weak around someone who is stronger than you.

You gulp as you hear your thoughts.

"I... don't know if I'm joking or not," you say a bit shaken by this realization. But before you can ponder that thought. You can hear to bell ring, but before you go. You feel Valerie grabbing your hand. "Promise me that you won't go to his party," she says, before letting go and walking away. Afterward, you head into your next classroom.