"I'm a beta male"

That's right. If the first step is to accept it, you've taken an important step. You feel a weight finally lift off your stomach. You are not at all like the muscular black men shown in the video, nor do you behave like them. Maybe the other white guys featured don't behave exactly like you either, but your physique is pretty much in line. It's clear that you need a radical makeover.

You stand in front of your bedroom mirror and mimic some of the alpha male poses. You're not convinced. You now try to use the poses of the effeminate guys you've seen and you have to admit that they make you feel a bit excited.

You happen to look at your cell phone and see a message from Master Andrew:

"Hey, kitty. Forgive me for asking you a strange question: what are your measurements and your clothing sizes?"

Are he thinking about buying you some clothes? You were thinking a moment ago that you could use a makeover and your master knows well that you are watching these videos. Maybe he's already anticipated for the next lesson. Where does he get the money for these things? You don't want to get gifts from your roommate, it makes you feel indebted to him, but once again it proves that he takes your training very seriously and expects the same from you.

You reply with all the information. It occurs to you to add, "I don't need any more gifts, Master."

"The gift is to be your partner! Follow your training and don't think too much about it ;)"

He is so attentive to you... you should think about having some detail with him, although right now you want to focus on your training.

The second video is still playing on loop. You decide to sit down and watch it again, you don't think it will hurt you. Maybe you'll learn something from the attitude of those alpha males. You just want to watch in detail how they behave with women, how they grab and kiss them, how they rub their brown bodies....

"Kitty! I'm home!"

Wait Already? How long has it been since you answered his message? How many times have you watched the video? You can't keep getting distracted like this...