"For fuck sake Valerie, just stop!"

"For fuck sake Valerie, just stop!" you say out loud, mad at what you just heard. Valerie backed away from you, "Christ Ash, I was just teasing you, you don't have to get mad all of sudden," she says shocked by your response.

"I just don't want to talk about it okay..." you say to defend your outburst.

"You know, on the bright side, this only lasts for one day," she says trying to cheer you up. The thing is, she was right. This whole reverse day is only for one day. By the time tomorrow, school will return to normal. Your life will return to normal.

But there is a part of you who going to miss this, the feeling of drawing the attention of other students. Hell, you even draw the attention of your bully. You stand out for once in your entire high school senior year.

You felt special, you felt happy. Hell comfortable for once in your life. But then again, you have been denying this part of you. Over and over, given the choice to accept it. You always decide to deny it, to fight it. Like two side of you that is fighting for control.

But then the bell rings causing you to break that chain of thought. You said goodbye to Valerie and headed into the next class.