Sinking Submission

I guess I just never understood the whole domination submission dynamic before. I mean- I knew that there was BDSM porn out there. I'd watched plenty of it, and it was increasingly becoming more and more a part of my search history. But I never thought that anyone could genuinely like getting hurt like that during sex. It was a fantasy- a daydream that would some times come up when I was under a lot of stress or my meds stopped working. But Just like Alice going down the rabbit hole, I found that there was more to these fantasies than I originally thought. This is my story of my own sexual awakening and how I learned the true art of submission.

*Author's note*

I've decided that I want to share the story of how I got into BDSM and how it's changed my life. This story is designed to have a lot of build up but will get into a lot of kinky shit around chapter 3. If you don't want to read all the gritty details, just skip to there. Once I have my personal story written out, I plan on adding a few more chapters on how I wish some scenarios went down. Please feel free to give me as much feedback as possible so that I can make this story as great as possible.