yes

"Alex like you're totally my bud! of course I'll go with you! Clover told her forcing a little more cheer into her voice than she felt.

"ok I'll pick you up at 8:00pm see you then!"

Alex hung up and Clover found her self staring at her now icy malto meal.

she sighed again.

Clover pushed the icy slop aside and opened a new box of cookies she had began buying recently.

they made great snacks to bring to school.

she ate a few as she thought about Sam and Alex.

8;00pm

Clover stared at her own tear streaked face in the mirror as she sobbed hard.

she couldnt understand these moods or why they were getting worse.

she hard a car pull up outside and her phone rang letting her know Alex had arrived.

she couldnt go out like this.

Clover hurriedly washed her face and carefully reapplied her mascara.

then with shaking hands she grabbed a medicine bottle from the cabinet and poured a handful of anti depressants into her hand and quickly drank them down

with a glass of water.

she hated doing it but the pills helped her keep it together for a few hours in public.

even when she saw or thought of Sam.

hurriedly she grabbed her phone.

"hey Alex! sorry im late! I just got out of the shower!' Clover fibbed.

"I'll be right out!"

they ended up seeing some crazy sci fi movie, 'space raptor vs super mega croctopus'

Clover sat through it ok but she couldnt focus on the movie though Alex had a blast.

Alex dropped her off at home and left.

Clover took a long hot bath. as she soaked her hand slid between her thighs and she gently caressed her labia and gradually probed deeper until two fingers were knuckle deep inside her vagina. with her other hand she gently caressed her deep-bubblegum pink nipples until they were long and hard.

she moaned softly as she squeezed the firm flesh of her breasts, rubbing them gently.

Clover imagined that Sam was touching her. her breathing increased until she was panting.

Clover stimulated herself until she came with a pained squeal. instantly she felt a little better.

she dried off and dressed in her pjs ready to sleep.

at 11:30pm Clover was curled up in bed trying to focus on a book when she heard a knock.

Clover frowned.