yes

I cannot explain why but after wolf said that it felt like my body was on autopilot. I felt my hand grab a kunai from my pouch as I walk up to him. I grab his head and **** him to look down. as I placed the kunai at his neck I muttered into my gag "I'm sorry." I then swept it across his throat. I felt my heartbeat quicken as he fell to the floor and his blood pooled around my feet.

"Good job lets go," Wolf said to me. on the same autopilot I jumped out the window after her. we net with the other members of the team a minute later before disappearing into the night. we kept moving till dawn broke.

at dawn wolf had us stop at a cave to rest. we all entered the cave and rested against the walls. "Good job team. mistress will be pleased with your work," wolf said. hearing that almost brought a smile to my face. the only reason it didn't was because at that moment i found it odd.

My eyes widen as i started to notice the tone in which wolf said it. was it some kind of mind control. was that how he got me to just kill that guy. I had killed before, but it was bandits and bad people. that man was an innocent. my hands tightened into fist as I tried not to attack wolf.

Canary put a hand on my shoulder and shook her head. "It won't work," she signed to me. "Once the control starts it will only get stronger. best to just accept it."

that made my heart run cold. was there really no way to fight it. should I just accept my fate. No, I refuse to just give in. I will find a way to break mistress Carmen's control. I just saw Canary let out a sigh before leaving me.