deep thoughts

try as I might I could not get the fox words out of my head. Even as I started to go through my morning work outs. It has been a few days since I fought the Samurai, but I could still hear what they called me. sometimes when I thought about the fight their faces were replaced with different people from the village.

Last night I had a nightmare about the fight only instead of the samurai it was Tsunade, Hinata, and Sakura. It was Hinata cursing and calling me a monster that woke me up from that nightmare. I never wanted to see the look of anger on the gentle girl.

the worst part of all of this is that I keep asking myself if I really wanted to go back to the village. after I escape this place and burn it to the ground do I want to become a lab rat at home. with my new powers I could see some of the elders Jiji had warned me about salivating at the chance to give it to others. Sure, Tsunade may try to fight them, but they have connections and could get the daimyo involved.

of course, if I do not go back where would I go. the Fox had mentioned a few places but I was not sure. all those places had strong connections to Konoha, and it would be easier for them to find me. of course, most of those connections are thanks to me and I Do believe they would hide me, but I don't want to make life difficult for them.

I stop my work out and slap my face a few times. now is not the time to get distracted. First get out of here. after that then I can think about where to go.