Yes

now you are way down here, and everything does look different. here you become especially, specifically attracted to the ones who push you around the most. you start responding to being slapped, showing the meaner men that you want it. that you want their derision, their ****.

now word gets around that you like being spanked, you like being tied up, even being whipped. men seek you out, corner you at parties, flirt with you by aggressively mocking you even if they don't know you. because they know your reputation. everyone knows your reputation, it is the kind of thing that is impossible not to gossip about.

and that's a big part of it, there is no reason for the men to be subtle or covert about anything here... you are presumed to have no dignity, and no right to privacy at all.

because now you're not really a person anymore, you're just a damaged cunt.

everyone now assumes you'll do everything, you like anything they like... you exist merely to fulfill their sadistic needs: you are expected to be a bottomless pit, a dirty hole, a urinal, a spittoon.

now it seems perfectly natural for five guys to drag you into the back room of a porno shop and **** you with their fat fists. they might steal your clothes, or burn them in front of you, and write disturbing things all over your body: "punch my tits" "i fucks dogs" "i drink piss" "**** slut".

and of course they will photograph you, posting your pictures all over the internet, making sure your demeaning photos are spread far and wide, downloaded by thousands and re-posted to god knows how many websites. your shameful, dehumanizing photographs will be impossible, ever, to remove from the public sphere.

and your face will be in these pictures, your real name and address, all your contact information, even photos of your driver's license. your phone will explode with sick and derisive messages. you will be stalked, hassled in public, threatened by disturbed, misogynistic loners.

they will make sure your public reputation is permanently ruined, that the whole world knows you are somehow less than human and deserve no rights or protections, no private life or identity separate from your identity as a depraved, masochistic fuck-doll.

and of course you will never be able to work in the "straight" world again, no one will ever hire you, or if they do they will soon find out what a skank you are, and fire you immediately for fear of being contaminated by your reputation. it goes without saying that no one will ever marry you. your life will be destroyed by these malicious maneuvers: you will have no conceivable future except as the whore you are proclaimed to be.

so now you just have to live in the moment, you are uprooted like a drifter, you have no plans and can make none. you are permanently helpless and directionless, no better than a crack whore or a heroin addict. but for you, the sex is not a means to an end, it is not a way to earn quick cash for the next fix, it is the fix itself. violent, degrading sex is your **** of choice. and yes it does excite you. it excites you even more now... and you do want more.

sometimes now the men give you money for sex. but that's not really your motivation for yielding to them.

and anyway you can't keep anything together now, you have no self control on any level. when they give you money you don't save it for the rent, you just spend it on whatever comes along: laser removal of your pubic hair, adult tattoos, breast implants, six-inch heels, whatever. or you let some charismatic guy talk you out of your money, and then you cry when he disappears.

you begin to believe you are actually subhuman, that it's not mere trash-talk. all the sexy guys who fuck and hurt you seem to know exactly what you are. they have convincing arguments, if unspoken. and it's not terribly complicated: you are merely a sick piece of filth, a **** nothing, a hole.

and how can you get lower than this? what if the men who know you and know where to find you want to push you even lower, want to see you flush yourself down the toilet like a worthless turd? and what if that is exactly what you want? or at least what your pussy wants....