The Eunuch

Juan places the folding chair by the door leading into the house and I sit down as he kneels in front of me and I put my feet into the soapy warm water. I take a better look at him now that we're alone. He appears to be in his mid thirties. His dark brown hair is short and parted on the left side. He has tanned skin and an athletic build, he obviously takes good care of himself and is very well groomed. His white polo shirt is immaculate and his tan slacks are neatly pressed. Finally I see that his dark brown leather loafers are polished to a mirror sheen.

As I sit here in the nude I have so many questions I want to ask this man. I've never met a eunuch before and I'm curious about his castration. He takes my left foot out of the water and gently begins scrubbing between my toes before moving on to the rest of my foot up to my ankle. "Thank you Juan that feels very nice." He briefly looks up and smiles." Your welcome Mistress and thank you for thinking of washing your feet before walking through the house. Most people these days don't think of such things."

He lifts my foot and splashes the warm clear water on to rinse off the soap he seems to not even notice my nudity. "May I say Mistress you have such lovely feet so small and delicate, I'd guess you're a size six perhaps?" He takes one of the medium sized towels he brought with him and dries my foot." Yes I'm a size six. Do you like women's feet Juan?" He pauses before starting on my right foot." Yes Mistress but not just feet. I find the whole of a woman to be beautiful. I view that beauty differently though being as I'm a eunuch. Ironically I'm able to appreciate it more now that I don't look at women as merely sexual objects anymore."

He looks me in the eye and continues." I know this sounds strange but Mistress Selena castrating me has allowed me to see beauty more as a pure thing but no longer in a sexual context. Also it has allowed me to be more focused on protecting my Mistress. I can more easily see threats to her from other women better. I'm not distracted by sexual desire." I have to ask.

"What kind of threats?" Without breaking concentration on washing my foot he ansewrs." Mostly threats from her female business rivals. I'm able to maneuver better to counter their attempts at cheating her. It helps me handle her business affairs better. And yes it also helps me deal with any woman who wishes her harm. There are female vampire hunters after all not just male. I've been trained in several forms of martial arts in case I have to protect her. Please understand as her familiar I take care of her finances and physical well being."

I see my opening to ask about his castration. "Juan if you don't mind my asking how were you castrated? Was it voluntarily?" He answers as he dries my foot with the soft towel." Yes, she asked if I wished to be her familiar and told me that she would need to castrate me if I agreed to do it. She gave me time to think it over. I thought about it. It wasn't an easy decision. I would be losing a part of myself, a major part. But in the end I agreed out of love for her. As for the method she used she gelded me with a burdizzo. Do you know what a burdizzo is"

"Yes I have an uncle who's a rancher and he has one. He even showed me how to use it and over the years I've gelded a few of his goats and one of his horses. He lives in Montana."

Juan smiles. "Well your feet are now officially clean enough to enter the house. Again thank you for being courteous enough to suggest it."

I follow him into the house and to an upstairs bathroom. Along the way I can see how luxurious the house is. Ornate oriental rugs on dark hard wood floors. Light wooden wainscoting panels beneath eggshell white painted walls. A crystal chandelier in the main living room. Fine Victorian furniture with tiffany lamps sitting on small end tables. A large bookshelf off to one side.

The bathroom itself is just as luxurious with granite countertops with a copper sink. A fine mirror right above the sink. I can see my reflection in the mirror, odd I thought as a vampire I wouldn't be able to cast a reflection. As Juan is about to leave the bathroom I ask him about it." Oh Yes Mistress. It's a modern mirror with an aluminum backing. Mirrors used to be made with silver backings which is why vampires couldn't see their reflections. Also the water of the shower will not harm you. You can shower and bathe. It's only the running water of things like rivers, streams and oceans that are deadly."

"Thank you Juan." He smiles and bows. "Yes Mistress Kristina. Oh and before I forget I'll leave a clean robe for you to wear hanging up on the hook on the outside of the door."

With that Juan goes back downstairs I assume to take care of Selena and to inform her of the days business.

As I shower I think of how my life has changed. I'm no longer a high school girl. I know I'll never see my friends and family again. My parents are probably beside themselves right now. After all I've been gone a week. In all likelihood the police are looking all over Dutchess county for me. Oh wow it just occurred to me, I better find some way of ditching my car. I'll be pulled over for sure if a cop runs my plates. I'm amazed I wasn't pulled over on the way here.

My thoughts then go to the man I killed back at that empty house. I, I don't know what I feel. I killed someone. I should feel terrible but I don't. I tell myself I did it to survive and that I'll have to get used to killing in order to live.

Then I think of how I crushed his testicles as I drank his blood and it makes me ....horny. what the fuck is wrong with me. I can't help it. I start to masterbate thinking about it.

I'm so confused.