Tell him the truth...

Your heart fluttered in fear as you thought thru on how you were going to tell G'sky how you got into this mess.

On one hand, your mind says it's a good idea to lie. Maybe he would lose interest? Get angry?

But on the other hand, you could be starting off the relationship with a lie. Could you really do that to him? He feels so familiar, so interesting. You don't want him to lose interest in you. But you couldn't lie to him. You take a deep breath.

"My friend, the one who ditched me, came up with this plan with me. You see this girl I've been crushing on, been known for years was having a slumber party tonight. Kind of a going-away bash."

"You've had a crush on a girl?" G'sky asked with a smile. You noticed his forehead furrowed at the thought of you possibly being a lesbian.

"Yeah. She's not interested, at least doesn't seem to be. So anyways there was a rule that girls are only allowed according to her dad to go to this party. "

"Yeah? Sounds like her dad has as stick up his ass. How does that relate to you and this morning though?"

"Well.... I'm a dude, and Alicia, the friend who ditched me helped me plan to go to the sleepover as a girl. I'm on X-change."

Your heart beats like a drum in your throat after you finish speaking.