Rage practice fuckup awakening (f/futa)

Posted by Barbie

My marriage is complicated. My wife travels. I know things happen when she is on the road. There is just unspoken stuff that makes it work, like that my friend, Mojito, is with her. I know I can trust Mojito not to let my wife do anything that would really hurt me. But sometimes my wife travels for work without Mojito. Like I said it’s complicated.

My wife also has a metric shitton of porn on her computer. She thinks I don’t know. I know. I look at her laptop when she travels and her porn. Some of it is OK. Some of it is gross. Some of it is… interesting.

One night I am in bed, got that laptop on me, looking at my wife’s porn, you know, like you do.

There is a clip of a girl lying on her back on a table with a dude sticking his dick down her throat. Her hands are tied behind her. This is horrible. Demeaning. Probably bad for women. It made me so hot that I was jilling off like a crazy person. I kicked those covers off, jammies and underwear off, spread out like someone was filming me. I was LOUD. I did some googling to figure out how to copy that file and get it for myself on my phone. Why was it so hot? I don’t know. I’ve given some head in my time, but never like that. Why is it so hot that she was on her back? Whatever.

I knew that I had to do it, but I’m the smart one in my marriage, and I knew better than to just try. In my wife’s porn these chicks are taking huge dongs up the butt like it’s nothing. It’s not nothing. That takes practice! And I’m a lazy blowjobber. I let my hands do the work and just phone it in with my tongue. You try to get that thing in there for real and you’re gagging and you have a sore jaw and my wife doesn’t care about all that. She just likes doing it inside without a condom and sometimes on my tits. As long as she has that, she’s happy. She doesn’t need fancy BJs.

Anyway, I had to practice it, but I couldn’t make myself do it with a dildo or a banana or anything. I felt too silly and like someone was watching me.

But then my wife went off by herself 2 weekends in a row. I was pissed. Just believe me when I say it’s complicated.

I was mad at her, which happens a lot, partly for what she was doing and partly because I could not get this BJ thing off my mind. So I called Mojito because she has a donger like my wife and she knows the sitch and everything. Judge if you want. I put on some sexy lingerie, and she cuffed my hands, and I got on my dining room table.

It was not comfortable with my hands like that. And Mojito was looking hot as fuck in her jeans and her little black tank with her nips poking and stuff. Even before she was done unzipping, I knew how bad I had fucked up.

Not doing this. Doing this fucking ruled. I was soaking wet. I love my wife, but if we’re being real, Mojito is sexier. I had fucked up because my hands were tied, and I couldn’t masturbate while I did this thing.

She got it out, and I was dying.

I couldn’t take much of it, but she was gentle, and even though it was an awkward learning exercise, I was so hot that it isn’t even funny. I get embarrassed thinking about how I was squirming around and how slutty I must have acted, sucking like there was no tomorrow.

We had not talked about how it would end. She could tell when I couldn’t do more. I had to breathe, my jaw hurt, etc. She pulled it out and looked into my eyes and then pulled it a few times and finished on my face.

It got in my hair. We didn’t say a word. She took the cuffs off and left. I didn’t make it upstairs. I got myself off right there with her jizz still on my face. I have not stopped thinking about it. I can still taste her and feel that hard table.