How is this working?

Goddammit stupid brain! Why did you have to go and say something so corny?! Now Sadies standing up and... pausing the movie? Wait, is this working? Sadie stood before me, arms crossed nervously. "I... I'm sorry John. I shouldn't have kissed you." I still had a chance. "It's just, you were always there when we were young," she continued, red light from the t.v. framing perfect shape "And... and I really liked it when you were there and then you left and..." I stood up, not knowing what to say. Sadie went on, closing her eyes and bunching her fists, determined to tell me how she felt "and I felt alone and I knew... I knew right then that I was in love with you... I should go. Thanks for offering me a room, John" Finally, I was able to speak up "No," I said. I was still shocked, don't judge me. Sadie looked up at me, so I did my best to continue, stepping closer with each word. "Don't go."

We were an arms distance

"You don't need to apologise"

We were pressed against each other.

"I love you, Sadie," I said. Then I kissed her, and I felt tears on my face and hands gripping the back of my head as Sadie pulled me in and we made out right there in the living room with the t.v. on and it was perfect. When we pulled away for breath Sadie gave me the cutest smile I had ever seen. Go for it, said my brain. Go for it, said my growing erection. "Sadie," I said "let's go to my room."