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The muted mid-morning light filtered through the slats of the blinds, casting slender amber ribbons across the white duvet.

For the first time in weeks, waking up did not feel like a precipitous drop into sheer panic. My body felt rested. The dressing over my groin held firmly, the deep bruising throbbed no worse than an ordinary contusion, and the wide ring lined with medical-grade silicone had spared my sensitized skin entirely throughout the night.

I turned my head to the side.

Loona was lying on her side facing me, her dark hair spilling untamed across the pillow. She was already awake. Her green eyes rested on me—calm, attentive, entirely stripped of the cutting mockery I had so often dreaded. Her head rested on her bent arm, the simple black bralette tracing the steady rise and fall of her chest.

"Morning, sleepyhead," she whispered, her voice rough and laced with sleep.

"Morning," I managed under my breath. My pulse quickened immediately, not from fear, but from the intoxicating, warm proximity that set my heart hammering against my ribs. "What time is it?"

"Just before ten. Over in the study, Timo is still snoring like a lumberjack. He won't stir before eleven, easily."

Drawing the duvet back an inch, she propped herself up on an elbow and looked down along my frame. Casually, without a trace of haste, her hand slid over my hip, trailing softly over the upper crease of my thigh before coming to rest against the cylinder. Her cool fingertips grazed the silicone lining, checking the alignment of the retaining pin and the miniature brass padlock.

"Any pain? Did it pinch during the night?" she asked softly.

"No," I answered honestly, a pleasant shiver rippling across my skin. "It… it was actually completely fine."

"Good." A faint, satisfied smile touched her lips. She didn't withdraw her hand; instead, she let her fingertips rest lightly against the cool steel for another lingering beat. Then her gaze drifted back up to meet mine dead-on. Her expression shifted, settling into something serious and measured.

"We need to talk about today, John."

My breath caught in my throat.

"Timo is staying another night. And Nadja is coming back over this afternoon—the plan is for everyone to hang out tonight, drink, maybe hit a bar or pre-game here." She paused, reaching up to brush a rogue strand of hair from my forehead. Her touch was remarkably tender. "Timo tried to slide his hand onto my hip last night before turning in. He's making moves. He assumes this weekend is going to play out just like the visits before."

My throat instantly went dry. The image flared behind my eyes with blinding clarity: Timo, taking what he felt entitled to. And the taste of her, which had slicked my tongue only yesterday afternoon.

"I promised you I wouldn't run roughshod over you anymore," she continued, her voice quiet and absolute. "And I meant it. What happened with {reader:Emma} was a mistake; putting you through that agony was never part of the design. If you tell me this is too much for you today—if you can't stomach Timo, if you don't want him putting his hands on me - you speak up right now. One single word. That's all it takes. I will shut him down cold, put him firmly in his place, and make sure he keeps his hands to himself all night. The choice is yours, John."

Her emerald eyes remained locked onto mine, tracking every microscopic tremor across my features.

The offer hit me like a cresting wave of scalding water. She wasn't barking orders. She wasn't demanding tribute. She was handing the decision directly to me—granting me that sweet, calculated illusion of agency over what was to come. And that made it infinitely more perilous.

Thoughts collided violently in my skull. Having her entirely to myself was a seductive thought. Yet beneath it churned that dark, intoxicating vein that had drawn me into her orbit in the first place: the knowledge that my best friend had no inkling of who truly held the reins in this flat. The fantasy of letting him strut around believing he was the conqueror, while Loona only allowed it to play a far deeper game with me—and the ironclad certainty that when the dust settled, I would be the one lying in this bed while Timo was relegated to the sofa.

My body had already made the call: beneath the housing, the trapped tissue strained hard against the padded barrier, answering the sheer depravity of the thought.

"And… what happens if I can handle it?" I rasped, my eyes fixed on her mouth.

The corner of Loona’s mouth twitched minutely. A dangerous, calculated spark flared in her eyes—pure, sharp fascination.

"If you can handle it?" she murmured, leaning in until her breath ghosted across my lips. "Then I let him have his way tonight. You'll sit out in the living room while he takes what he wants in the bedroom. And you will know exactly what he's doing. But afterward, once he's finished and convinced he's the king of the world… afterward, you come in to me. And you clean up. Just like I promised you yesterday."

She paused, letting the full weight of the scene sink into my chest. Her thumb traced along my cheekbone, demanding, almost reverent.

"Tell me, John. Honestly. Do we shut Timo down cold tonight—or do you want to see just how far we can push this game?"

My breath hitched. The duvet rose and fell erratically, while the caged flesh throbbed against the silicone with a heavy, persistent ache. Every rational instinct begged me to call a halt—to let her shoot Timo down, to spend a peaceful evening wrapped in her orbit, keeping her safe from foreign hands.

Yet that sensible path looked pale and hollow next to the dark, illicit pact she had laid before me. To know that Timo was nothing more than a prop in her hands; that he would carry on thinking he had won, completely blind to the fact that he was merely an instrument meant to unravel and intoxicate me. And above all else: the promise of what awaited behind closed doors once he was done.

"Let… let him," I whispered hoarsely, the syllables tasting on my tongue like an unbreakable vow. "I want to take it."

A radiant, triumphant smile spread across Loona’s face. It held no derision—only that deep, possessive intimacy that stripped away every scrap of my resistance. Leaning down further, she pressed a warm, deliberate kiss to my lips—slow, searching, drinking in my consent before pulling back.

"Good boy," she breathed, running the back of her fingers down my jaw before throwing the covers aside. "Then we have our plan for tonight. Now out of bed, before the bear in the study finally wakes up."

She stepped into a loose pair of black sweatpants and an oversized grey T-shirt, knotting her hair into a messy bun, and padded barefoot into the kitchen. I pulled on fresh boxers and comfortable lounge pants over the cage. The silicone held flawlessly; with every step, the assembly felt stable, cushioned, and devoid of the old bite.

By the time I reached the kitchen, the rich aroma of fresh coffee already filled the air. Loona stood over the stove, cracking eggs into a hot skillet.

Not five minutes later, shuffling footsteps echoed down the corridor.

The study door swung open, punctuated by an enormous, rumbling yawn. Timo wandered into the kitchen in rumpled boxers and a faded grey tank top, his hair sticking out in every direction. Rubbing the heels of his hands over his eyes, he came to an unsteady halt in the doorway, blinking against the light.

"Man, you guys… what a brutal hangover," he groaned in a sandpaper voice, dragging himself to the table and collapsing onto one of the wooden chairs like a sack of wet laundry. "Tell me that's scrambled eggs. Please tell me that's scrambled eggs, or I'm checking out right here."

Turning with spatula in hand, Loona looked him up and down with dry amusement, shaking her head. "Morning, sunshine. Try sitting upright first; you look like you got dragged through an industrial press."

"Feels like it, too," Timo chuckled weakly. He raised a heavy hand and cuffed my shoulder in a limp greeting as I took the seat beside him. "Morning, John. Sleep alright? You actually look human today, man. Not nearly as ghost-white as last night."

My pulse jumped, but at that exact moment Loona set two steaming mugs on the timber—a black coffee before Timo, and one with the exact splash of oat milk placed directly before me. As she stepped past, her hip brushed lightly against my shoulder. A fleeting, imperceptible touch meant entirely for me.

"He's learning how to manage the pressure," Loona noted smoothly, leaning against the counter and sipping her tea. "Unlike you, Timo. You drank like the world was ending yesterday."

Taking a ravenous gulp of coffee, Timo let out an appreciative groan, his gaze drifting openly over Loona. His eyes traced the loose hang of her shirt, where the absence of a bra left the soft contour of her chest undeniable. A cocky, familiar smirk spread across his face.

"Hey, you've got to take the opportunities when they come. And yesterday was just the warm-up." He flashed her an unmistakable wink. "What's the play for today? Nadja said she was swinging back by, right?"

"Around four," Loona answered without missing a beat. She held his gaze with an effortless balance of cool detachment and a faint, almost teasing curve of her lips that fed his ego instantly. "The plan is to cook a proper dinner, have some drinks, and keep things relaxed. But until then, you two can make yourselves useful. The fridge is practically bare, and the empty bottles from last night are still cluttering up the hallway."

"You got it, boss," Timo laughed, shoveling a massive portion of scrambled eggs onto his plate before nudging my arm. "You hear that, John? Food first, then we clear out the empties, stock up on supplies—and after that, I'm taking you apart on FIFA. You still owe me a rematch from yesterday."

"Works for me," I said, my voice sounding miraculously level to my own ears.

Beneath the table, Loona’s bare foot drifted slowly forward. Her toes grazed along my shin, sliding up the soft fabric of my lounge pants until they rested flat against the seam of my inner thigh. It was a silent, searing point of contact, while right beside me, entirely oblivious, Timo buttered his roll and droned on about the latest football transfers.

My heart beat with heavy, deliberate strokes against my ribs. The morning had barely begun, and the game was already in full swing.