Immediate reconciliation

Unlike Vi, Erik didn’t spend the night at her and Ari’s shared dorm. To be fair, why would he? After fucking Ari in the shower, they ordered some junk food, and he left her to head back to bed.

Left on seen….

That’s unlike her. Did something happen? Maybe with someone else? I mean, she texted when she got to Sai’s last night. And Sai wouldn’t do anything untoward to her.

He looks at her first reply. The unprompted confession of love…

‘She couldn’t hold herself back. She fucked him. And now she’s coming to tell me how much better he was.’

“No, that’s stupid… She explicitly said she wouldn’t.” He says softly, leaning against the headboard of the bed. “But Ari and I did… Did Ari tell her?”

‘Unless it was all part of the game. To give me a false sense of security. Or better yet. She got so horny; he was so dominant. His rock-hard body so enamoured her; she couldn’t resist.’

“She’s not like that.” He murmurs. Leaning his head back, staring at the ceiling.

‘Isn’t she?’

“No!”

‘But I want her to be… I want her to be a slut… To fuck other men… To show me how much better she can get it from everywhere else. Show me where I stand. Fuck these men. For her own benefit. Maybe not even telling me about it…’

The days of Erik shaking those thoughts out of his head are long gone. Instead, he reaches down and rubs his hard bulge—a shuddering breath escaping past his lips.

It could be something serious. Something could’ve happened to her… And here he is… On the verge of jerking off. Imagining his perfect, loving girlfriend being so addicted to cock and sex that she starts lying to him and fucking behind his back, not even bothering to tell him… her little cuck.

‘It would be so hot.’

Erik shoots out of bed, straight into the bathroom, stripping his clothes off and giving himself a literal cold shower.

“I need to get these thoughts under control.” He groans as the freezing water rains against his skin.

There’s a difference between being actually cucked and playing with Vi. He’s forcing fantasies on her that she may not even want to do or enjoy as much as he does. She obviously wants him to do things too; she’s made that abundantly clear. Even if she wanted to play along with his hard netorare fantasies, she would want to do it with him, not have him project it onto her. To create a fantasy with her as the star.

…

Erik opens the door, his hair a little bit damp still but mostly dry from his impromptu shower. And seeing the look on Vi’s face cracks his heart in two. He feels even more guilty about his earlier thoughts.

“Vi!!” He says, putting his hands on his shoulders. “What’s wrong?? Are you okay?” He ushers her in, the stumbling corpse of his girlfriend shuffling in, with eyebags under her eyes, not having actually slept a wink in Sai’s massive bed.

She sits solemnly on the couch, in a hoodie and track pants, her hair a mess, matted and messy. “I love you so much.” She says softly.

Erik sits next to her, taking her limp hand in his own. “Babe, talk to me. What happened? Are you okay?”

She looks up at him. Tears fall from her eyes. “I’m so sorry.”

“Babe. I love you so much. You’re really scaring me. Can you please tell me what happened? Did Sai do something to you?”

She shakes her head.

‘Oh, thank God.’

She stares at her hand, then up into his eyes. “I did something.”

‘She fucked him… I was right. She fucked him and loved it. She wants to make—‘

‘FUCK OFF.’

He takes a sharp breath in. “I’m sure it’s okay. Tell me. We can work through it.”

She sighs sadly, not even trying to wipe away the tears and snot from her eyes and nose. “I kissed him.”

Erik has to do his best not to react. To reassure her and keep her talking. But his heart strains; and his cock throbs.

The kissing is just for the two of them… She didn’t do it on purpose, right? Dirty fantasies is just that, fantasies. Intrusive thoughts. But no in reality…

‘Would it be so bad? It’s hot right? Being her cuck? Fully in her control…’

She looks into his eyes; her pupils shimmer with moisture. “It was an accident… We were…”

She explains to him what she had been doing, how she was mid orgasm and fell forward, her lips crashing into his, but she kissed him; she was so overwhelmed with lust, out of habit, of instinct, she kissed him.

‘She’ll do it again. She’s got a taste for it. She’ll want it more. With Sai again. And then with others. Fuck. It’s so hot. How far will she take it? How far would she be willing to take it? How far do I want her to take it? Far, right? I want her to be a slut. A full slut. Fucking, sucking and kissing. What’s the difference, really? If I tell her it’s okay, if I tell her that I actually want it more, that the heartache and the lust that comes with it are worth it, she wouldn’t even push back. She’s only like this because she thinks I’ll be upset.’

‘Aren’t I?’

Erik squeezes her hand. Smiling softly.

“It’s okay. It was an accident. No harm, no foul.”

Erik knows what he should say right now. He should tell her that he knows she doesn’t mean it. That he knows she won’t do it again.

But that pathetic part of him. That weak part of him that only seems to think with his dick. His currently hard dick speaks for him instead.

“Did you enjoy it?”

She looks up, confused. “Of course not. I hated it.” Her cheeks reddening.

Erik smiles weakly. “Maybe… You can do it again. Maybe it’ll feel hotter, more exciting?”

She stares at him.

Erik shakes his head. Squeezing her hand.

Stop this

“Seriously… Maybe it only felt wrong because we had decided not too… What if we decide it’s like… fine? We put rules around it? Like everything else?”

She smiles weakly, exhausted. “Babe…”

He shakes his head and kisses her forehead, leaning back and giving her a soft, reassuring smile. “Not the time. I get it… I love you. Accidents happen. You didn’t do it on purpose. I love you, I forgive you.”

Vi is the type of person who would’ve pressed him on that any other day. But fortunately for Erik, she was just happy to know she wasn’t being dumped, happy that her boyfriend didn’t hate her and wasn’t throwing her away.

“I’m sorry.” She says softly, finally allowing herself to get close to him, leaning forward and pressing her wet face into his chest. “I won’t do that again. I don’t want to kiss other people. Only you.” Her heart hammers in her chest. She just wants to be held at the moment, but her nipples are hard against his chest.

‘It would be so hot though… If you started doing it… And really enjoying it… I can imagine it now… You kissing someone, naked, bouncing in their arms, staring at me…’

Erik is ashamed. He needs to focus on his girlfriend now. Not the fantasies in his head.

She sits up and stares at him. “You’re not keeping anything from me, are you?”

Erik is surprised by her reaction. She’s still clearly distraught, but she seems concerned for him right now, not the other way around, as it should be.

He shakes. “Of course not.”

She keeps staring. She can see it in his eyes. He’s dealing with something. “We’re always honest and open, right?”

“Of course, my love.”

“I can see it in your eyes.” She says aloud.

Erik is a bit scared by how easily she reads him, even in this state of hers. He sighs. “I… Look. You trust me?”

She nods.

“I’m not… In a bad place or anything.” He says, not even sure himself if he’s lying. “I just… Want to figure this out on my own…”

A sob rocks her body. “Is it because of the kiss? Fuck. Should we end this? Our relationship?”

“What! No!?” Erik says, his heart straining. “Break up?”

She shakes her head. “No. I mean the swinging and stuff.”

“No… We don’t need to. Just. Trust me. This has nothing to do with last night.” He squeezes her hand. “Trust me. I forgive you. Completely.”

“Then why won’t you tell me? What’s going on?”

He sighs. “Just… Give me some time… to figure out how to say it… I promise it’s nothing bad… I want to sit on it for a bit.”

She looks up at him and nods. “Okay… I trust you…”

She reaches for his face and cups his cheek. “I know it’s a weird thing to ask… But can you kiss me… And… I want to have sex with you… I want you…”

“This is what the kids call make-up sex?” He jokes, trying to break her tension.

She laughs, pushing a fist into his chest. “Please…”

The couple both know, they can both feel it. The line in their relationship is blurring, the kiss hasn’t been addressed, and what it means for them going forward…

A part of them both, are unsure if they want to explore kissing more.

…

Erik carries her to his bed. Never a problem for him.

He places her gently down and lies next to her. They look into each other's eyes for a long while, her thumb tracing the edges of his lips, just wanting to be close to him.

Soon she leans in and kisses him. Small pecks at first. Then they deepen, focused on his top lip, then his bottom lip. The kisses are long and slow, desperate to get the memory of Sai’s lips out of her mind.

“I’m so sorry.” She repeats softly.

Her voice, her regret, it pushes Erik to consider the possibility that maybe kissing should stay a fantasy, or discarded as an idea completely. Maybe kissing should remain something precious for the both of them? Erik hopes that Vi would be willing to explore a harsher version of their netorase, but maybe kissing should remain special.

He kisses her softly.

“Stop saying sorry. It was an accident. Like a fart.”

She giggles softly. “Ewwww.” She smiles, kissing him again. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Vi.

Authors note:

I’ve seen mixed reactions to the kissing so….

I’ve decided to spoil what comes next a little bit.

Soon, Vi and Erik will have a conversation about kissing / harsh netorase / leaning into more netorare type fetish.

As a result of the conversation — Sometimes there will be two versions of ‘event chapters’.

One will be as it is now: Fun NTS with Erik getting a bit more action here and there.

The other… Would essentially be roleplaying NTR — of course that means kissing others (albeit with restrictions and rules).

Example below:

{reveal "Upcoming ‘event’ arc small spoiler"} A themed party would see two different versions of the same multiple chapters. The fun NTS version would involve Erik getting some action with two girls at this party with Vi orchestrating and then putting on a show for Erik. The ‘roleplaying NTR’ version would see Erik get some action from one girl, and then Vi disappearing with other guys and essentially shut Erik out / give him unreliable information / trying to hide from him. {endreveal}

What I need from you readers; is your opinions on kissing and whether it should exist in the roleplay NTR route at all.

Please answer in the poll and then any other comments or questions, I’ll reply to all of you!

Thanks guys <3

-AP.

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