Your new life

It took longer than normal to get ready.

Not only did I have to help clean up the mess from last night, I had to clean myself up while my body tried to betray me at every turn.

Sed seemed to be getting a kick out of how wobbly I was.

Even more so with me not being able to meet his eyes after what happened last night.

Not because I was ashamed or anything like that, besides some embarrassment that I could easily over look, there was nothing like that in me after being held all night, his warmth, and talking to me this morning.

No what had me adverting my eyes was that if I looked at him too closely I'd think about last night and start leaking again. I would tremble and shake a bit and then leak pre-cum.

Adverting my eyes had worried him again, but after he made me look in his eyes again to ask me if I'm ok and the only answer he got was a moan, leak, and knees buckling as I held onto him for stability, He understood.

"You were broken by my cock in only one night, that's the best euphoria I've had in a long time, now go and finish getting ready." *smack*

The small playful smack on my ass sent a shiver up my spine and felt like fire traveled from the point of impact to my locked cock. "uuhhhh!"

I bit my hand to stop it from being as loud as it might have been but he noticed, I'm sure.

I rushed into the bathroom and stayed in there until I was fully ready to go. I couldn't trust myself around him right now.

My only hope was that if I could let my body calm down from last night I could regain some self control long enough to learn how to handle this kind of lust.

'I still need to find out what he means by hormones, but i can piece some of it together. Seems I'm going to getting those tits he joked about sooner than I guessed....'

Learning to use the rest room and clean myself with the cage was a challenge, seemed to be made so I could clean myself but not escape. I guess they knew their core audience.

'Made it a bitch to dry though, had to use the hair dryer... Which did not help my other issues!'

Bastards probably know and thought of it as a feature not a bug of the design.

Still horny when finally done and ready to leave did nothing to abate my fears, but I would move forward.

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Being around Seb while like this was ****.

Either he was the best lay in the nation or there was something else going on.

I clung to him as we shopped, still half lust drunk and needing something to steady me.

Which just made a feed back loop that had me just nodding along to any question or suggestion. Too focused on his smell, the feel of his arms around me, and how badly I NEEDED HIM TO BEND ME OVER AGAIN!'

We had a ton of outfits and other 'goodies' by the time we were done.

I couldn't remember any of it, even the stuff he had me try on and show off to him.

The one part I did remember was the choker he bought and had me wear immediately.

"This is your day collar, looks nice on you. Can't let you go around without people in the know being able to tell that you already have an owner. Imagine my horror if my cute little pet was stolen from me."

That line was now what my mind was solely focused on, others knowing that I'm owned, That Seb was worried I could be stolen from him by another guy.

It was oddly touching and made me blush, or would have if my whole body wasn't fully flushed the entire time we were out.

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We did end up seeing a movie after all, but I couldn't guess at the name or plot, the second the lights were down I was all over Seb.

It was luck we were in the back row and there were few people around. I doubt I would have cared anyway though.

My hope that some time out would let me find my balance was right out. Not when Seb was around to keep me thinking of last night.

I would have to find my balance when we went our separate ways for the week come Monday.

Tonight I decided to dive in and enjoy everything I could. Fear or not I needed him, anything and everything he was willing to give me.

I knew I was truly broken mentally at that point. Alarms should have been blaring about the drastic change in me, sure I was already appreciating him and enjoying his presence more than I ever expected, but to be this hopelessly lost in him was a bit much.

Problem was I didn't care. I knew what I wanted. WHAT I NEEDED.

I was not going to let anything hold me back if I had anything to say about it.

That's how I ended up in his lap, making out and trying to get him to do more to me.

He was the devil though, only letting it be a make out. I would have let him rail me at that point if I could have got him to.

"Now now pet, behave." was all i got from him when I would try to get into his clothes or temp him into mine.

The car ride home was a little better, I was a mess, but by that point I had convinced him to let me take care on him on the ride home.

Road head was new to both of us, so when he started to swerve he pulled us into a parking garage, paid to park. Then he let me finish my work.

Sweat cream covered my grin as asked him, "Did I do good?" knowing full well that he loved my blow jobs.

"Yes pet you did, did you want a treat for doing so well."

This time I nodded yes excitedly.

"Turn around, skirt up, panties down." he said as he rummaged in a bag.

I didn't know for sure what he had in mind but I could guess.

The stars that exploded in my eyes let me know I couldn't have been far off. There wasn't anything in me, there was something attached to my cage that clipped onto the band of my skirt, leaving a feeling of bumps right under my balls, taint, and hole.

"This should keep you distracted so I can get us home, such a slut I own. Sit down baby and focus on the toy in you." He said it good naturally but I could tell he was getting tired, not of me just in general I hoped.

That was the last thought I had, because after the toy turned on by the remote in his hands I don't remember anything beside the edge he made me ride the whole way home.

I don't remember any of the things I promised if he would just fuck me.

God I know I begged, but the whole ride he said nothing, I would have remembered that.

By the time we were home I was a babbling mess.

Anyone that saw him carry me to our dorm probably guessed I was drunk. I didn't care either way.

I had calmed down enough to not babble out and beg, by no means was I any less horny.

He set me on my bed and told me to sit tight. " I know what you want baby, and I'm going to deliver, but a need you to wait just a sec."

The 30 seconds it probably was felt like eternity.

When he came back he had an actual collar. "When you are home or around trusted friends you will wear this, if you have been good I won't have the leash attached. Any other place you will wear a choker necklace, Ok?"

I was passed the point of saying no. Right now he could have asked anything and I would have done it.

I couldn't trust my voice right now so I nodded and then exposed my neck for him.

As soon as it was on a whimper escaped my mouth.

"Ok pet, lets give you what you really want."

With that he was all over me and I was all over him. I had feared he wasn't horny anymore after the blow job I gave him, thank god I was wrong.

That night had me passed out in his arms with out the shame spiral.

The only problem was that I was still horny even despite a Big O that left me feeling empty.

What ever was happening to me had me excited at the thought it was rewiring my brain. The fact it excited me scared me, too bad for that part of me, I was too tired and horny to follow that thought.

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