Hardly.

Waking up for your fith day of the bet you were starting to get really ****. Over the course of the past couple days you have started to get less and less functional. Hannah and Aaron have started getting really concerned and even said they would be willing to call the bet off. You have been struggling to form full sentences. All you have been thinking about is porn, More specifically the last video you watched 4 days ago. You have started imagining your ex as one of the girls and it is only making you hornier. In a moment of weakness you messaged her. You didn't expect any form of response but to your suprise 1 hour later she knocked on the door.

Inviting her in she immidiatly could see something was wrong. You wished you had prepared better. Both Hannah and Aaron were out for the rest of the day so you didn't feel like you could justify what was going on. She sat down on your bed and saw the porn that was still on your computer. You think its a virus but you aren't able to think of a sultution. "Whats going on Matt, Why did you message me and why is there trans porn on your computer." This doesn't help. Your already on the back foot. Panicing you whisper a response. "I made a bet with Aaron and Hannah. They bet me i couldn't last a week without mastubating. I even have a cage on but im so **** now, I cant get the video off its all I see. I don't think I'm th same person anymore, I'm too horny." You can see her kind and compasonate eyes again. The eyes you fell in love with. She stands up. At 6 foot she dwafs you but that was never an issue. Atleast not on her end, You were abit insecure. "My god, Honey are you okay. You look like your going to cry. Why did you message me." You really don't know. You just feel like she might be able too help. Deciding that the only way to survive is to tell her the truth you dont hold back. "I think I might be wrong, Or atleast I think I've lived my life wrong. I've done alot of thinking and I think I am Into more things then i thought. I can't stop thinking about this video." You point to the porn but her eyes never leave you. She still cares about you. "I can't stop thinking abou you, I..." You panic. The past 3 days have been so crazy you don't know what you are anymore. Thoughts you never knew you had.